If it is too much to ask for.
I'm feeling rather down now. Life's been so tiring. Nothing showed up when you expect it to come. So much has been happening, as usual. But nothing seems new. It's just so important for you to know. Maybe I'm being a worry, but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying. If you want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me there. If I close my eyes forever, would it actually ease the pain? All these messed up delusions are getting to me and I just wanna shoo them away like a peck of dust. Get out of my head; yeah thats what I said. Its not up to me anymore.
i missed my mum. She has been here with me all along. And I know I'll get the support from her. mama, why did you leave so soon. there's so much i wished to show.
i missed my girls, Aliyah & Arfa. These little ones are so good at making me smile.
Nevertheless, just know that I love my boyfriend. whatever it may takes.
A walk by the beach, with pink sunflower. Thats it. Right, I must get my night sleep now. a rest at least. blogging off. Morning semua .. :)
is it wrong to cry?
7:40am