So naughty, too pamperish, very cheeky when she's up to something and irritatingly demanding. But can be amusing too at times. Yup, thats her, Nur Izdihar. I Love You !!
missing someone
is a good thing
the more you miss
the better it is
is a good thing
the more you miss
the better it is
And the more you miss, the greater the love is ;he said.
J A N N A H
very nice but sensitive.
wonderfully attached.
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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
So naughty, too pamperish, very cheeky when she's up to something and irritatingly demanding. But can be amusing too at times. Yup, thats her, Nur Izdihar. I Love You !!
Sunday, April 27, 2008
HADY must sing 11 Januari la kan. charming!
Junika sebok jer. lol!
Bunga Citra Lestari prettyyyyyy ! :D
Saturday, April 26, 2008
HELLO! I guess I wont be doing daily blogging nowadays. So here's another quick update- Thursday stayed home cause I was lazy. Friday went over to Ite Simei to have lunch with bf, wan and sya. Bowled at Kallang Leisure Park, then headed to Pasir Ris Park just killing time cause sya gotta be home by six. Off to ecp with bf after that, and bf used those time sleeping =.=' hurhur.
Today I stayed home again. But something surprising happened this afternoon. It was rather shocking! lah. Sirah out, but came home with nenek just beside ok. ha! Guess it people, guees! Yes, nenek lost her way home. gees. She walked her way up until my place ok. Sirah met her under our blk. Luckily! If not? I wouldn't want to even imagine. pfft. Brought her home before sending her back to my aunt's place nearby. And she can't sat still I tell you. Pestering us to send her back; She was worried lah. Obviously, she got scoldings from aunt and cousins. ha! And this wasn't the first ok. Cute kan nenek aku. :D
Well, it wasn't totally her fault. Every single day she'll be locked home. But today she got the little haps to escape. I will if it was me. ha! But unfortunately for her, she never will remember her way back. She got senile since mama passed away. She's 78 now and she can't remember our names; not even her children, whats more us grandchildren. haha. Worst, she even said my grandfather was her father! Seram kan. hahaha! She'll asked repeated questions ok. Yes, I get irritated but I find it amusing teasing her and all. Rindu gile ahhh. hehe itu lah nenek ku!
I love her as much as i missed mama.
:)
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
I am very annoyed. And so, gonna make this short.
Sunday stayed home. Monday with boyfriend. Tuesday at home again. And today job hunt with Nadiah under ProjectSuccess, at Sengkang CC. Also, decided to apply for ICA. Lunch at Compass Point, then headed to Tante's. Been many many manyyy months I last went there lah. ha! And hakim seems to have missed me so much that he mentelly smiling at me non-stop. =.=' haha. Off to meet bf at Ama10, yadaa yadaa, then bus'd home after that. thats it.
I had always felt life have never been fair for me. Never. This and that, I acquiescingly complied. I prefer to lead a carefree life no matter what stands upon. Like what I told myself and some others, Sabar jer lah. And at this period of time, it must be even harder for me huh. Even if its so, cannot wait until I could make my own money? arrrgh. Frustrated. One after one, am feeling the pressure. How I always hope miracles could happen. I wish! pfft!
nak ekot? haha
hmmm (:
Saturday, April 19, 2008
updates! O.k let me see ..
Wednesday I have dinner with family at Jalan Kayu, Madjack.
Thursday another dinner with family at Bedok Corner.
Friday was of cause, spending time with the dearest! :D
And then today, I decided not to step out of the house. Just plainly lazy plus tired. Woke up in the evening, and I could just continue dreaming I tell you, thanks to the annoying lil sis and the phone call from the adorable Aliyah- "Auntie! Banguuun! Kakak nak jalan! Banguuuun!" zees! Yes, I was irritated with the ringing, but i wearily smiled and answered Ahhhh, OK. But I dint tho. hahaha wooops! Next time sweety, Auntie promise ok. Soon! :D
Anyways. If you already knew maybe, I got hooked with Korean drama now. ha! No, am not fanatic over it lah. hee. Just got carried away with the story line. From 'Snow Queen' to '200 Pounds Beauty' to '100 days with Mr Arrogant' to 'A Millionaire's First Love' to 'Coffee Prince'. ;) quite a number huh. You bet. ha! Yet again, this was just a way to kill time when I'm not occupied. haha. Don't get me wrong; I'm not being lazy or whatsoever. And never did I realise its this hard to find a proper job. gees.
:)
Come, smile with me!
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Sunday was just rotting at home.
Monday was all about spending time with the dearest.
Tuesday was planned for job hunting with gfs, Nad&Mia.
Today, I'll continue spending my time watching Snow Queen, a korean movie, until the end. And follow by some other after that. teehee! Yes, if you've guessed it right, I've been doing nothing productive at home other than online movie'ing. Last few days were on Indon movies, one after another; till late night, not kidding. This remains until I got a job. Seriously. pffft.
Well, Good Morning dear Bloggers and Readers! (: I decided to wake up early this morning as I've not been doing this for the past err I dunno how many weeks. ha! But regretfully I say, its boring. Cause I'm just adding more time to kill with. gees.
Oh anyway, it's dad's birthday today. but sumpah i forget what age. haha. ape punye anak! heh! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!<3 not having any celebration or anything like that tho. Just dinner out with family later tonight. yep :)
OK thats all. I'm going back to my korean movie. daaaar!
Slowly, I realised. I open my eyes, my mind, my heart.
And I'm patiently getting hang of it.
Need to start smiling and thinking positive.
Leavind everything to fate.
Cause i believe ...
:)
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Once again i meet my two girls! - Aliyah Qistina & Arfa Darwisyah :D
Cabbed to Ama10 awhile, just to hand over bf's keys which accidentally left in my bag yesterday. Brought along Aliyah(kakak); cause she claimed to miss both her dear aunty&uncle. ha! Me and Yan that is. She was all excited I tell you. Never stop smiling. hehe! After that we cabbed to Hougang Point cause apparently kakak must have to crave for Kfc instead. Geram kan. haha. So yaa, we did. Meet the mum and all others there.
And of cause, these two kiddos never fails to plead for playground. ha! Didn't getta take any decent pics tho cause both were busy playing. heh. Well, take a look at this two videos people!
They were playing Adek's pretend Birthday. haha!
English version and then to chinese one. catch it?
I swear I have no idea what they are singing. gah!
One of those chinese songs they sang in school.
Adorable aren't they??
;D
Friday, April 11, 2008
I love you like no other.
Like there's no tomorrow.
*kisses*
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Ninth of April- Never would i forget. You turns 46 today(Well, supposingly). And how I wish to celebrate together with you. However, I accept the fate that you longed gone. Day and night I pray for you. I close my eyes and remember those moments. It brought us together. I'm glad, for I know you're safely happy there, after this many years you've left. Its never hard to find you as you're always there in my heart. I remember every words and taught, and must really thank you for bringing me up until what I am today. Noone would hold that strong faith you have in me. And how much I hope to share my feelings with you. This and that. And tell you how wonderful is the guy I'm together with. ha! Nevermind. Ma, I'll never stop loving you until my last breath. You knew that. I see you there one day ok. Ma, ana rindu mama sangat tau! ...
She's one great woman i tell you.
:')
Monday, April 07, 2008
I'm here because I wanted to sleep but I can't.
Well anyway, went out with bf just now at the very last minute. Decided to go for a movie - Vantage Point, at Plaza Singapura. Had lunch at LJ. The movie was somehow kind of irritating(for me tho) because the scenes got rewinded back afew times, tracking each of the person's perspective of the same 15 minutes before and immediately after the shooting to get to the terrifying truth behind the assassination attempt. I laughed when it kept doing that, as those people sitting at the back must gave that pissed comments, and bf just gotta cover my mouth. teehee! However, its interesting lah. Clever, on how the attempt was planned. (: watch it. hehs.
Then we walked towards town area after movie, for we have no idea of where to head to as we were on public today. hehs. Sat somewhere and had donuts. Walked further up, then cabbed to East Coast. eh, we took quite sometimes to decide on that ok. hehe. We sat and had those conversations. And I'm glad we did (: - yadaa yadaa. Later, he cabbed me home. haha just because his bike was at my place lah.
I know you'll always be right there for me.
:)
4 more days bebeh!
Saturday, April 05, 2008
Thank you to Cousin Nad and a whole bunch of wonderful-very-unite families for inviting my family to the scrumptious dinner at Johor. With my short-term memory, i forget the exact venue actually. hehe. Happy Birthday to Kak Aisyah and the Sedap seafood treat ok! But unfortunately i gotta limit my eatings, thanks to my allergy. geram kan. gees. Nevermind. I enjoyed myself tho (: Oh yes, this totally reminds me of the trip i went to at Bintan with my Tourism schoolmates. Had this kind of dinner on one of the days there. Meals after meals. hehe. Nadiah aku rindu Bintan! ;p
Oh. And the journey into Johor was forever a headache. Heavy jam. Sickening! haha and my dad got pissed when this policeman stopped and insisted to check our car again, "dah lah..! Jebon! Tau tak jebon tu aper." hahaha. gundu!
ok I'm off to bed.
Dead tired!
Friday, April 04, 2008
Apparently yes, my polytechnics application was unsuccessful. gees. Now i need to worry about looking for a proper stable job. Then after a year maybe, to thrive for private diploma. Well, thats the least I could think of doing now. I'm glad I didn't get any nagging from dad. He seems ok with it.(i guess) haha. But one thing that turns me down was, he actually recommended me to work as ICA or under Custom.(like no way!)
haha o.k. whatever.
I yearn for a quiet peaceful rest. And at random, bf was sweet enough to agree for a 'picnic' at east coast. We tent'd. err after much persuasion that is, because he thinks it wasn't a good idea for me to out with conditions like this. But who cares, I strong la u. ha!
I had always love the beach. Just listening to the beats of the waves; and when the ocean sings. The birds chirping. The cold breeze. You just gotta close your eyes and feel. :) And at night, star gazing was perfectly sweet. teehee!
I had Oreo Cheesecake too just now. How sensational.(haha!) I want the Oreo filling Munchy Donuts next. Can bf? Another picnic maybe. hehe. So whens your next off day arrr? ;)
Oh ya, Happy Birthday to Noor and Alil !! hehe.
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Sincere forgiveness isn't colored with expectations that the other person apologizes or changes. Don't worry whether or not they finally understand you. Love them and release them. Life feeds back truth to people in its own way and time - just like it does for you and me.
:)
The exams results are finally out. I'm glad that I've passed; meaning I'm out of ite!(yayy). Aside from that, my GPA was a complete disappointment. It dropped so badly. pfft! And at the meantime, I'm still nervously awaiting for friday, until I know whether I got posted to any Polytechnics. gees. Nevertheless, I'm not confident even a bit. There is a distinct possibility that I couldn't make it tho. Seram!
Alhamdulillah!
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Last night around midnight, i received an sms from gf Aynn.
Aynn: Sis,I'm outside now. i haf just stolen a wallet. and the guy knows tat i took his and he's aftering me now.
What the hell kan? Like out of the blues she msged, and that? ha!
me: Huh? For real?? Where you now. Alamak how ni. (worried)
Aynn: Hahaha! gosh.My dear! APRIL FOOL!! Syg jgk u kat i ehh. Hee. Jgn marah eh syg! Love u!=p
Crap! Cheat my feeling jer. And i forgot its already April! =.=' Yes, its that easy to got me fooled. pfft! dumb. hurhur. So yaa ..
HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY EVERYONE!
:)