because i believe
missing someone
is a good thing
the more you miss
the better it is
And the more you miss, the greater the love is ;he said.


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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

my honeybunny*

my specs laaaa! ha!!



adorably CUTE. so the mentel laaa.
irritating but I LOVE HER (:

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Sunday, October 29, 2006

wooooweeee~
IM BACK SAYANGS! =D
so glad to be back here. but i miss my kampong and
cousinsss. ha.
MISS my bed. my bantals~ hoho

i so so miss my dearie AGENTS!!
crious seyyyy. hmm =I

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Thursday, October 26, 2006

arghhh. fuckkkk laaaa ='(
WHY!? .... -
you chose to go .
you chose to leave the group.
you chose to be alone .
chose to run away from the prob?
and you chose to BREAK UR PROMISE.
hmm. im so so confused laa. i noe wats happening. and dis
realli suckk! i dun like dis. erghhh~
you remember back then..? i used to tell you again and again
how much i need you. how much i need the rest.. i dun wanna
loose you. NEVER. not ani of them too. i want everyone to be
happi TOGATA. hmm. wats all this SHITS. realli hate dis seyyy.
and i said all dat, not once, not twice.. but alot of tym... keep
reminding you. and wat you say?? you WUN LEAVE me. you'll
never.. now!? wat seyyy. dissappointed. ='((

crying inside out.
why must all this happens.
i realli realli dun wanna loose you.
you're my bestfren, my brother, my 'boifren', my buddy.
i've lost someone i love most in my life before. and its painful.
having you away like dat realli bothers me.
now. who am i suppose to share my probs wit? who am i suppose to
be giler wit? whoelse can i find, who can tolerate me. who can listen
to me wen i cry. who will luff to my silly lame jokes. who wud
accompany me wen im alone? who gonna make mi luff? who gonna
cheer and clear my mind wen im in a mess? who gonna help me
wen im having difficulties, troubles? ergh. who who WHO?!
i never take you fer granted..dun misstook me fer dat. -
humphh (T_T)
you dun hafta go! there's alwaes a way out...... hmm

leaving wit no peace of mind.
youuuuu.

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PEOPLE~
IM OFF TO MELAKA TONITE ((:

balik kampong worrrrr.
will be back onli on the weekends.. so yaaaa. wun be
blogging till den. hehs!
gonna miss me? ha! i noeeee. ceh ceh. ahahahaha.
GONE-

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you.
i dunno wats happening..but i can sense sometings' wrong.
somethings bothering you.. i noe. u chose to keep quiet.
but hmmm. erghh. i dun like it. to see you the way you are now..
im worried. cos i care. i realli do my frend.. haihh. you're
jus not yourself seyy. so lain laaa.. weird. hmm. im here.
and will alwaes be..talk to me. grrrr.
weiii. youuuu! TELL ME LAAAA. something. aniting. i wanna
noeee. my mind so the tak tenteram siaa. hmm

but i tink i noe why. and i HATE her fer doin dat ..

i wanna cry .

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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

24th. woke up ard 9am.. wash up and dilly-dally took
my tym to get reddy. ha. as usual.. alwaes the one. make
ppl wait. haha! aper la sgt... -
ok ferst hse to nek busu's, at tamp.. one thing i like
bout her.. her memory SUPERgud siaaa. she can rmbr
each of us,sistas names..hu's the eldest and youngest,
our family bckgrd all... whoahhh. nice. power laaa. she
tua redy still got dat gud memory.. me? ha! STM seyy. aiyoo
ok. den den.. went to my nenek's, at hougang. all my
makciks pakciks cuzzys were there.. woohooo. yeshh arrr.
collection babe~ hahaaha.
camwhoring of cossss ((:
stayed there till 5plus..and we're off to JAMIYAH nursing
home. visit..err. ha. im not so sure hu tho. someone
related to my stepsmom.. ha. pitty. to see him jus lying
down at his bed.. the looks at his face. erghh. the tears
in his eyes. hmmm. i looked ard me.. all the oldies. i jus
went speechless and nearly broke to tears.. i dunno why.
realli touched me. hmm. and oh. KAMAL. dis boy. he's 19.
but he dun look like one..small size. he's disabled. wats
worst.. he's kept in a BIG baby CAGE. wth rite..?! i was so
super shocked laaa. asked my parents why dat way..
reason: dun wan him to disturb the other patients there.
omg omg. sad laaa. went near him, squad down, and jus
looked.. i smiled and tried toking to him.. and and... he
SMILED back! and even luff2.. awwww. (:
in his 'cage'.. jus a mattress and 2/3 toys. haihh. i wanna
go back there again and give him my soft toysss sey! heh.
k. denn we went off to nyayi's .. and some of wak's. ha.
my stepmum's side uhh.. i dunno hu. too many to noe.. ha.
last hse..went to NADIAH'S.. woooo. nice mann. the ferst
thing dat caught my eyes..chocolate fountain! fuhhhh =D
nad malu2.. ha! cute. i miss u la dearie..... hehs.
oh. mamat was there. purple seyyy.. haha! winks. - jali
kene 'jage umah'.. izzul came went we're abt to go off..
geramms. ha! and oh yaaa. i so like jali's mum!! huggg.
k. reached home late.. and yesss. i skipped skool. ha. janaaa

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

SLAMAT HARI RAYER to all !! maaf yer kalau ader tersilap
atau terkasar bahase to anione of u frens. tersasul atau
termarah yang tak sengaje.. terumpat and all.. sori bnyk2
yerrr.maaf zahir dan batin ((:

girlf.
i love u! sori bnyk2 ok.. gurau2 and ter-hurt ur feelings ker...
my words and all. halalkan makan minom ok. huggg.

agents.
u ppl are the special gifts i received this yearr.. and on this
beautiful dayy.. i wish u happiness and again, sori bnyk2. kalau
i ader salah silap maafkan ehh..slamat harirayer guyss. mwaaahs!

mia . nadiah . FYRA
babes! u gurls especially.. maaf bnyk2 la ehh.. aku bergurau2
terkasar ker.. berkata2 yg uat u gurls tersinggung ker.. hahs. korg
je la yang can tolerate me most in skool.. layan all mymerepekness.
ha! tanx la ehh.


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Monday, October 23, 2006

woohoo. besok rayerr~ =D
k. went to geylang wit agents todae.. taufiq dint turn up tho. meet
girlf and yan at hg inter den off to compass pt to get a handbag fer
dear girlf at metro.. ha. to and fro sey.from hg inter to sengkang..
den back to hg inter and took 51 to geylang.. hehs.
geylang. reached there, nearly buker reddy.. bought burgers and stuffs
and went somewhere near spore post to buker. met bash and asri on
the wayy.ok. afta buker.. me girlf and seha did inai on our right hand..
nice! me and girlf had the same pattern on.. seha's different. (:
soon afta dat..met up wit sirah and kakak. den... walk walk.
seha me and girlf. went fer brooche hunting fer asri. ha! funni laa..
looking fer jus plain silver one. hard ok. saw many silvers but wit other
colours on. how irritating.. ha! but at last wefound it la. heee.

girlf.
im sorry ok.. dint expect it to turn out the way it is jus now.
dint noe u take it criously. ha. u sud noe wat..i onli love him.
aper la u.. so so sori ok babe. mwaaahs~
everitin's ok now ((:


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Friday, October 20, 2006

one so-called short dae.. ha. ok laaa.not bad. SW lesson been cancelled
bcos of the haze. woohoo. reached skool ard 810, marked attendance,
den off to lvl1 to hang ard until fer the next class. boring laa. we tok.
we sing. ha. -
den den .. getta noe dats its SAMAN'S BURFDAE. omg. i dint noe..tanx
to haiqal fer the info la. mia.the bestfren,even ferget la its saman's
burfdae! haha. kecohh. dint get her aniting.. ish. sori babe. i dint noe!
ha. went up to her class at lvl6, asked her to come out, and wished
her.. ha! spend sometym toking .. haiqal. sori laa eh dint asked u to
kluar jugak..alaa. lain kali dun wait fer me to ask ok. jus come out and
tok uh. hehs.
dennn. 10am. went fer lessons.. -
had hard tym tinking of whom i can go hme wit .. mia nad and fyra's
having bridge leader meeting till 230pm. i dun wanna wait. i noe it'll be
long..BUT i dun wanna go hme alone. ishhhh. stress skjb u noe. ha.
the ferst person i remembered. YAN! hahah. msged and i asked if he can
teman me hme.. and yessss. he agreed. wooohoo. ((: ..how nice of him.
his class ended at 12pm. but waited fer me, alone at the stadium, till 1!
yannn! tanx eh u.. i owe u one k. swit. love u la frennn! heh.
1pm. meet yan and off we go. -
did this small robot thingy.. yan get it from a navy talk in school jus now.
ha. quite hard laa. small pieces. but we manage tho. hee. robot 23 =D
..yan alighted ferst of cos. den me. ha. journey back hme was nice wit
u ard la yannn. alwaes. TANX again k. slapp. smile~
reached hme.. BANG! gone~

i wanna go geylang..! dengdengggg~

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Thursday, October 19, 2006

YES we did.. ha. skip my afternoon class.. lazyy la. went off
ard 10plus.but nope. dint headed bck hme.. hadta accompany
fyra laaa. she wanted to go fer the elective. but yaa. 4hrs break..
she's alone. ha. so me and mia accompany her. seee..how nice
kann. ha! k. we went to parkway parade.reached there ard 1050
i tink.. and yaa. start walking around.spend sometyms in MPH..
oh. saw this book "why all men love BITCHES" ..ha! true. why uh?! hoho~
look fer dresses..shoess. wooo. i wan seyyy. gosh. -
went up to giant! ha. agents werk there.. ok laa. not a big place..
not bad la eh.. hahah. me and mia. cun stop our temptation seyyy..
hehs. the things there. alamakkk. jus feel like grabbing each of
every coklats and crackers there sia! shheesh. took few stuffs .. but
haha. lucky we manage to contol ourselves laaa. put afew back..
[but not at their original place.HA!]
i bought ruffles and chocolate(twirl)..jus dat. frens promised to cum
again nxt week. no more puase! woohoo. can buy more den EAT~ ahahaha.
initially, afta dat, we planned to go to ECP. jus to kill tym uh. but but..
i get a call from dear yan! hahah. [happi laa.cos my mulot jus cun stop
mengomel'in the whole dae.. my hp haf nt been ringing since the tym i
step into the skool seyy! and den........RING~ woooo. ((: ]
yan came over and joined us. ha. went up to giant AGAIN. he wanna
go check some stuffs. so yaa. we teman.. yan show me the sections
where my agents did, wen they werk. rabak laaa. take pillow and sleep..
use apples to juggle! omg la. haha!.. den den..went into topshop.etc.
walk walk and keep walking. went off ard 2plus.. haha. took bus55..
but busstop wasnt near! ya we WALK to the busstop~ whoahh.spend most
of my tym todae, walking seyyy! ha. hmm.quite far laa. and its HOT seyy.
becuming tanner siaaa. gerams. heh. yan. forever wit his silly jokes.
make us luff on the way..so ok laa. dun mind walking. ha. reached the
busstop and the bus came. niceee. (:
the journey was fun la. me and mia wit our own jokes..cun stop luffing. hah.
yan alight ferst..den me..den mia. hehs.

woooo. tiredddd~


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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

hmm. late to skool yet againn. aiyoooo. shakehead* ..lesson starts at
8am. me. went out ard 710.. 72 was so damn slow laa.
waited and waited till ard 720. pianggg~
went to skool wit hisham.. meet him in the bus. woooo ..been a mth la boi. miss u laaaa.
ha. was somehow shocked wit ur hair colour la sham!
so terang laa. red? or was it purple? hah not sure. but yaa. alaaa. kate
hisham. biase la tu kann. ha!! the ferst thing u did wen i saw u : SMILE
so widely. awwww. cute la.. ha! u start my dae la frenn. hehs.
ok anw. reached skool ard 835.. nxt class was at 9am la! haha. yess i dint
go in fer my ferst class. AGAIN.. ishh ish. ape nk jadi jana. dush*
9am. having enterprenuership(elective) lecture at admin blk.. this class...
perfect laa. and i realli mean super perfect uh! nyehh heh! part of my class
and some other students from other courses was there.. combined fer the
elective module. ha! woohhhooo. nice laaa. mia mi and nad. was super
excited la wen each one of THEM step into the room. haha! damn. how am
i suppose to concentrate during lesson seyyy. distraction ahhhhh. giggles* =D
ok. lessons afta dat was boringggg. gerams. the whole tym i was like waitin
to go hme siaaaa. wanna skip the classes afta dat.. but tak jadi seyy. arghh.
frens wanna stay. hmmm. and oh.bash. u make me so jealous la tadiiii. i nk ekot
je u, u noeee. ha! was SUPERtired. ans SUPERsleepy ... goshh. -class ended
ard 4.. went hme straight laa. cannot tahan reddy
.4plus, nearly 5pm. reached hme.. went in straight to my
room, and to myBED! ..woooo. jana jana. shakehead*
ok. dis is funni.. wanna noe wat..? hahaha. afta buke'ing, i went into my
room ..lying down, listens to the music.. and and. BANG! gone~ ..yaaaa
i slept. ha! tooo tiredd la. cun help it reddy. okok. the funni part- wen i
woke up, i tot it was alredy morning laaaa! was panicking at ferst. cos i
noe my lesson tmr starts at 8 and i musnt late again.. and yaa. look outside
and it was dark. worst rite..tot was like 6 in the morning. HAHA! stupidd
seyyy. SLAPmyself. i sat and think. i luffed. how silly laaa. ahhaaaaa. gundu.
tomorrow. goin fer morning klass onli. me and mia. gonna skip lessons. goin
hme at 10am. and dis tym. we realli gonna skip. heehs. nadiah not cuming.
olevel prac. gud luck dearie~
k. dats all. boring dae. except fer dat lecture class i had wit THEM. ha!!

i miss my girlf .

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

lessons starts at 9am..suppose to meet nad and mia at tampinter at 830..
ha! no no..not mi, but dem! late. make mi wait seyyy. ish. suker mencabar kesabaranku eh korg.. haha!! ...tak suke seh wait alone.. uneasy. sure ade an unexpected ppl i
hafta meet uh. ishh. maluuu. ha~ok. hmm. yessss. we're late fer our ferst klass.
reached skoolard 932am. decided not to go for the class tho. tcher's ferst impression on us wud not be gud laaaa. ha! laa.biase la we tiga. hehs. had biz class afta dat till 11.. den BREAK fer two hours. wooo went down to the forum. there's the Mr and Ms ITE events goin on.. niceeee. alot of ppl turn up. even students from other ITEs. meet apis there. pass him the cookies .. oh ya! arep and feeq was there too! was shocked laaaa. ha.performances was ok.. quite boring tho. lame actualli. ha!! but but..the contestants. whoaaahhh. HOT. hahaha. gonna vote fer M6 laa.super cute~ ha! frens disagree tho. "tak laa. mcm mat rep je" .. adoiii. geram ehhh. =.= watever! M6 go go go!! hahaha. and oh.that guitar guyy too. sepet eyes. but CUTE laaa. hahaha. the gurls not bad laa. mani pretty ones. espeacially from my skool, sports andmanagement course. superSWIT~ ...not to ferget. performance by 3 guys.they say 'perangkap cinta' ..wth. dat tym i wasnt at the forum laa. went to cafe 1's toilet. and yaa.heard the tune, and and.. zoooom! BUT. hell no. stop singing laa! not nice siaaaa. hahahaha. yan! u sud jus go and snatch the mic from him laaaa. it wud be betta.definitely!haha. ..1250pm. went back to klass, at the lab. haha yaaa. computers.wat else..i go online lorrr. nvr pay attention. not even a single thing uh.hehs! oh well..jana. - - get a call from haiqal. he saw mi. said he walked pass my klass. woooo. i din saw u la dat tym! criously. haha. his klass was near mine. so yaa. walked pass his klass wen mine end. to my shock,hey! u're saman's classmate!! wat the... wat a small world. hahahaa.ok. tap card and off we go .yann called. waited fer him at the skool bus stop.. went bck hme wit him.make mi wait sey u.. HOT u noe. SLAP ahhh~tok tok tok..lufffff. silly asss. make mi terperanjat . geram eh u. ha.he alighted earlier den mi tho. ha. but yaa. tanx aniwayy. at least my ride hme wasnt dat boringg. =Dat hme. yann called and we tok till ard 645. ha! tanx agaiin.
or i'll be so bored, wunt noe wat to do! hahaha.

ok. guess dats it la. (:

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1.15am
wooo. im still online laa. gerams. cun slp . but im tiredd seyy.
weird huh? yes indeed.. aiyooo. wat sia jana... SLAP~
haha. yess. still online.. chatting. listening to songs. frenstering..
and and. staring at the comp blankly. arghh. sleep jana sleep!! dushhh.
whole family slept reddy. me? wooweee. owl'ing as usual.
wonder wen i can get myself to sleep laaa. - -

to dat guy. WATEVER la ehhh.. gerams. so so pissed la. ignore me denn.
dumboo. assss. gunduuu laa. ergh geram! yes mayb u wun noe its u im
refering to..will chat wit u but not like we used to. and mark my words -
- nvr will i ever wanna meet u again!
miss jojo. miss sha. miss chelle. miss tingting. arhhhhh.
i miss my AGENTS of coss.

((:
oh. rindu itu orang laa .

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Monday, October 16, 2006

SCHOOL STARTS .
klass starts at 10 todaee.. slpt ard 3 last nite. woke up at 430 to
sahor..den went back to slp till ard 7pluss..tiredd laaaa. grrr. zzzzzz.
meet mia at tamp inter at 930.. nadiah dint turn up. hafta to teman
her mum fer checkup... hmm. waiting fer buss - saw OGY. gerams.
i dunno y..but the sight of him makes me so angry. ergh. but but..
so miss him siaa. long tym since we get intouch. arrrrh. humph. ok
watever. ha. ok. reached skool..tap card. wooo. how much i miss doin
dat! hahah. miss all the people in skool laa. ehem* alaa.been one mth
away mahh. HA~
todae ends at 12. cool huh. niceee. short dae. but..ya laaa. waste
my bus fare uhh. travel so far, jus fer a two hour lesson! gerams.
hehs. my class schedule fer dis semester seems ok tho. got two
hours break fer tue and thurs! woohooo. and believe or not, every
thurs i wud haf 4hours break till 27nov. wat the hell rite...! ha.
i wonder how we gonna spend our tym during dat period of tym uh.
sheesh. gunduuu. oh! and one more thing..wat's the organizers tinkin
sehhh. Sport and Wellness's everi fri morning at 8!! stoooopiiddd laaaaa.
goshhh. early morning and we hafta run and stuffs. omg ...
..........
* my class schedule *
mon - 10am to 12pm
tue - 9am to 2pm [break. 11pm to 1pm]
wed - 8am to 4pm [break. 12pm to 1pm]
thurs - 8am to 4pm [break. 10amto11pm , 1pmto2pm]
fri - 8am to 1pm [break. 9am to 10am]

SLAP myself *

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

went to geylang wit agents ytd.. niceee. taufiq's dere! wooweee.
dah lama tak jumpe. ha! but .. haii. girlf cun make it. agents
alwaes not complete wen we out seyy. ish! one dae we will laaaaaa.
gerams. anw. ytd..suppose to meet the boys at geylang ard 530.
but.. ehem* we sistas are late..as usual. ha! sori boiis. reached
dere ard 6 i tink.. the bois was already at the makan place..
ordered fer us our drinks and foods reddy.... denn. afta buke'ing ..
yesss. we walked the whole geylang. hehs. helped the bois to look
fer a pair of baju melayu.. asri bought a gray one..taufiq,light
purple.. bash,err..yellowish-orange? haha. asri and taufiq bought
songkok too. yan dint buy aniting. need approval from mum. (:
met alot of familiar faces there. was so packed laa. ergh so rimas
laaa. cannot tahan uh. the crowd..fuhhhh. HOT~
everiwhere..the theme song HEART was playedd. niceeeee. ((:
den afta a long walk.. we went to a place to rest. camwhoring of
coss.. hmm. den bois gotta go off fer werk.. haii. dun feel like goin
off tho. but wat to do... understooded -
we sistas went back to the bazaar .. wanna buy dengeng! hehs.
apis was somwhere there..so yaa. we meet him. he bring along irfan
wit him!! woooo. super CUTE laaaa! i dint carry him tho. cos i noe i
smell..sweats. ha! den meet his parents too. nice frenly family. haha.
..hmm. oh yaa. met alep too. he was wit his family..he joined us tho.
nice of u. but of cos went to different route afta dat.. he took the
train, we took the bus. and weii. i still wanna noe wat u wanna tell me
the other dae! plssss. hmm.
..........
ha! ... whooo. one tiring dayy. but. FUN laa. enjoyed~





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Thursday, October 12, 2006

AGENTS!! mwaaahs~

yesterdae was fun laaa. went to vivo wit my loveones..
agentskuuuuuuu. ha!
leave home ard 330..mit girlf in the bus. off to hougang
mrt station and mit yan. girlf..pretti la babe! sud wear
dat kinda dress often ok ((:
yan. smart casual..but tempang! ahahaha. SLAP~
at vivo. yesss. window shopping..not spending on anitin
yet laa. surveying all the shops ferst. ha. went to forever21..
topshop..esprits..etc. arhhhhh. so the tempting laa. the
dresses.the shades. haaaaaa.i wan!
oh ya. at topman..! =D followed yan. ehem* there's dis two cute
guys laa. werk there.. hehs! hensem seyyyy. hahaha. yes browsing
tru the shirts and stuffs..but ha! jahat. my eyes jus cun stop eye'ing
at those guyss laaaa . haahaaaa. tratengteng--
ok anw. bash came afta dat.. hah. go jalan2 agn..now accompanyin
bash. and guess wat... we went into topman yet again!! woohooo. XD
ha! jana jana.. shakehead -
anw.buke'ing at banquet..sirah came afta dat. den den.. ASRI. hehs.
dint noe u ppl cumin siaa. nicee. ate togata..
OH. bash! silly u... the roses. ha! how nice of u la. but.. hey! deng
la u. maluuuu u noe! hahaha. nottyyy. - PINK rose. i loike! ((:

and yaa. camwhoring of coss. woohhooo. upload dem soon ok.
LOVE MY AGENTS SO SO MUCH LAAAAA~
..........

my sec frens. sori cun go wit u guys ytd.. hmm. miss u guys laaa.
we'll meet some other daes ok. u're not fergotten la. sori agn. (:


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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

945am. wokeup by dad's msg.. ishh. kacau jerrrr. ha!
msged jus to tell mi he bought 2 thumbdrive(1G) ..
asked mi wat kinda memory card fer our digi cam. hah
wat the.. im like. ish! alaaaa. get up and kol him.
but happi laa. at last. been asking fer it like past few
weeks.. tanx dad! ((:
hmm. k. den wen to the kitchen and found seha half
way baking cookiess! wat the.. early siaaa. ha. helped
her. baked some fer apis.. ceh. gave my small lil tin to
put the cookies in..cute --
..........
frens are alwaes there wen we need them.
frens cares fer one another.
frens dun mind sacrificing wat they haf, limited tym they
had, no matter wat it takes, to help each other.
hmm. do u haf dat? and u call urself a bestfren? whoahh.
tink again. ur words. hmm. tink before u say anitin laaaa.
u wun noe if u hurt the feeling. ... dissappointed -
..........

woohooo! tmr. =D
agents kuuuuuu .

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

7.31am
still asleep. had a call from bash..eyes still shut-
"eh. yan accident.." - eyes open wide.
whoaahh.im like in total shock laaa. cudnt believe
wat i've heard.. just went speechless. ha.
yan. skidded on the road..was cornering at the roundabout.
speed. zooommm. crash~
aiyooo. YAN! shakehead* ...aper la u.. geram.
was so worried laa. wondering wic hospital he wud be
admitted to... but nahhh. ha! his wounds. not dat crious
la. burns on the knee, arms... eeee. small. but i dun like the
sight of it laa. its like OUCH. ahhaha.
went to yan's place.. mi and seha went to hougang mall before
dat, to buy err..some bandages. wound pads, creams, etc...
reached his hse ard 310.. funni laa. was already near his
doorsteps but we dare not knock the door! . malu laaaaa... HA!
seha called him. -- yan! ur mum..funni la. ha. still can layan ur
merepekness. ur abg..all the tym wit his games. a'dila.nice..
alwaes smilling. ahaha. okok. den den......afta bandaging all,
went to yck. accompany yan.. mit bash and asri there. hahs.
sit and tok.. till ard 0600. den go off.
sadd. yan..cheer up ok. go collect duit..slowly. den mend ur
dear motor...and u can den show off to bash!! ahahaha. i still
wanna haf a ride on ur motor la dengss!
dun worri so much. can alwaes take public transports wit us
gurls rite! =D
jgn sad2 orite.. the looks at ur face. u wanna cry all. isshhh. i
cannot laa. u affect me. ha! smile k yannn. mwaahs! love u la fren.
. parking lot no.55 .

AGENTS. out on thursday ok :)



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Sunday, October 08, 2006

had sleepless nite.. tired siaaa. went online.
chat. frenstering.. blablablabla.
heh. went down to mimi's place at ard 530..dint stay
fer buker laa. my kuzin's not dere... so yaa. went
back hme at 630.. bought bubble tea! wooo. nicee.
so missing bubble tea la! HA .
went back to mimi's place afta buke'ing, ard 730..
accompanied sirah. she hadta finish up her assignments..
design stuffs using adobe... so leceh laaa.
me? stuck dere wit nutin to do. haiyooo.
OH YA .. help mum do kuih tarts todaee. ha! did some
shapes out of the leftover dough. haha! jana jana..
shakehead* =p

CHAT -
hmmm. you are jus so weird laaa. so not you seyy.
why ehhh. i noe dere's smtg bothering you..tell mi laa.
haihh. got the feeling its bout ytd.. am i right? hmm.
you. sori la dint inform you we goin out ytd.. and wher

we going..etc - but i did tell u before hand, dat we
goin out on sat rite? hmm sori laa. realli.. haiyooo. i
did haf the urge to msg u..but i noe u u wud be sleepin
at dat moment.. so yaa. dun wanna disturb uh. - -
not dat we dun bother telling you..but but.. hmm.

dunno laa. to us, its jus so weird uh. to tell someone
wher we goin, wen noone asked? haihh. alaaaaa......
kk. maybe we jus dun understand you all.. k.ferget it ...
no hard feelings la. wun happen again ok. promise.
hmm ..ok. apology accepted? ...
ergh. ahhhhhhhh...feel bad seyyyyy. alaaa. SORI ok.


gone -

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HEY. here are some the pics! whee.
VIVO~
one FUN nite.
seha . mike . jana . sirah

inside vivo. woooo. so so packed laaa

THE PLAYGROUND ((:

..........

OPEN SPACE .
super nice view laaaaa!

from far i tot its a real person! haha!

stupid haze. cun even see the merlion laa.
can u see it?!

[at nite]

seha's frustrated wit mike. HA!

...


ENJOYED. love it laa.

((:


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Saturday, October 07, 2006

k. went out wit mike todae.. nicee. went to
VIVO city.. walk walk walk.. HUGE place laa.
can shop till u drop! XD
den ard 610 we dcided to go off to bugis to haf
KFC fer buker.. haha yaa. jus fer KFC and we
go till bugis. ha! ok. den afta eating,we singgah
kampong glam.. wanna check out the SURIA RAYA
KARNIVAL. me laa seboleh-boleh wanna go dere..
so facinated wit wat they showed on tv. tot
dere'll be alot of ppl uh..wit loud music..blablabla.
BUT no no.. err. its lame la. nutin dere seyy. not
much stalls. cheat my feelin siaaaa. ha! i still tink
geylangs betta laaaa! ok.no matter how much i
complain.. how cramp the place can be.. still.
GEYLANG'S BETTA! . hahahah. -
ok. dint stay fer long uh. walked fer like 10min
onli.. boredd laaa. dun feel like goin hme yet.hehs!
so..so...we dcided to go back to vivo! cun haf
enuff of dat place laa. ha! we reached dere ard 840..
slack around.. went off ard 1010. hahs. if onli we
cud stay longer... ((:
reached hme ard 11+ ... tireddd. but one fun dae.
oh ya. mike. i loike the smell of ur perfume
laaaa. its so remind me of someone. heh!

VIVO CITY. super nice laaaaa!
i wanna go dere again. woohhooo.
and dis tym wit girlf. yess. (:
the view at the top.. woooo. NICE. and the place

is super BIG laaa. hehs. and oh. dere's playground!!
yess. we played. ahaha. the tunnel..the slides..
aiyaaa. jus so nice laa. ha! and of cos. camwhoring-
will upload the pics up soon orite.. hehs
ehhhh .i wanna go dere againnnnn!


AGENTS. i miss u guyss. nk kluarrrrrrr.



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Friday, October 06, 2006

HE called . and apologise.. yess. like
i expected. he dint noe wat his toking
ytd. drunk-
cudnt stop saying SORRY.. my my.
gunduuuu. u're fergiven laaa my frenn!

hmm. webcaming wit a fren todae.. haih.
im so missingg dat guy la! miss webcamin
wit you. miss your senget smile. ha!
u said ure afraid to loose us. but.. hmm.
wats wit the ignorance la ... arghhh.
remembered those tyms..wen we giler2 togata

tru the webby. we luffed. we cried. hmm.
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went to girlf's place.. jus slacking around. watch tv,vcds..
hehs.at least its something laa. rather than me staying at
hme. oh.hell no. can die laaa. ahaha. at last im out! :D
hmm. as usual, HE called mi everi nite. we tok. joke
around..oh yesss. i miss him. ALOT. its been like.. err.
a month? since we last meet laa. he keep on telling me how
much he missed me. and wanted to meet me badly..even if
its awhile.he's alwaes busy wit his werk.i understand. dun
mind. at least he bother to call. hehs. but but.. haih..last nite.
he realli dissapoint me laa. he called..and guess wat. he's
drinking. im shocked. and i chose not to believe him. hmm.
but from the way he talks..erghh. he's drunk...!
i cried on the spot. i dunno why. jus dint expect it uhh.
haii. he asked mi if i mind if he drinks.i jus went speechless.
erghh. durhh. OF COS I MIND MY DEAR.
and guess wat.. he said he'd try to stop jus fer me.
no matter how hard it'll be. he'd still try. awww.
how sweet la. i hope so tho. but....haii. we argued afta dat..
over a stupid matter -
as usual, every nite my agents wud msg me..cos
dey noe i'd be owl'ing..heh. and ya aniway. HE
heard my fone beep.he questioned me alot.. yess.
JEALOUS. gawddd. stupid laa. he asked me to hang
and talk to my agents instead. he somehow scolded me..
nags at me. alaaa. u noe how a jealous person wud
sound like rite. its like HELLO. wat is dat for..hmm
tried xplaining to him. (infact. i dun tink i need to)..
but no he wun listened. haii. WATEVER laa. i jus hung up -
jealous over dis? heyy.. we're onli frens u noe. i cun
imagine if we're gonna be togata. damnn. not a gud idea.
arghh. WHY -

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Thursday, October 05, 2006

. boredom is killing me .
arghh. i wanna go out! been staying at hme fer
the past few daes. did nutin ..but chat, chat and
more chattin. was infront of the comp the whole
dae laa.. haihh. girlf been grounded by mum..cun
go out this whole week.agents been busy wit their werk...
hmm. me.stuck at hme. gawd.. anione! pls. DATE ME..
aniwher! i wanna be out of here laaa. ha! ok. jana
sounded so desperate. hehs. -
hmm. been having sleepless nite. i dunno why.. haih.
its irritating laa. im tiredd. but i jus cun sleep! imagine dat.
erghhh. been having bad headache. grrrr
.........
oh. i've checked my results ytd. woohooo. i've PASSED.
gladd. was expecting to retake at least one of the modules
laa. but. fuhhhh. heng ahh! ahaha. but of cos. my results
wasnt dat gudd compared to my besties uh.will werk
harder fer my next semester la. promise. hahs. checked
fer my agents too. yesss. dey pass too. yayy. nicee.
and yaaa. MIA and NADIAH. sori yerr i tak mit u gurls todae.
wasnt feeling gudd. we'll meet up soon k. yess i miss u gurls
alot! bnyk la i nk story kat u all.. ha! (:

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Wednesday, October 04, 2006

BIG TANX to maria!!
girlf. i simply love d bckground. nicee.
tannx fer spending some of ur precious times

to help mi out wit dis thingy. (:
at last. i got it! woohooo. i owe u one orite.

nenekku.
LOVE YOU LAA~
mwaahs.

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hehs.
makcik! your blog is done.
hahaha!
much loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

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