because i believe
missing someone
is a good thing
the more you miss
the better it is
And the more you miss, the greater the love is ;he said.


J A N N A H


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Thursday, July 31, 2008

"Seharusnya mereka bikin satu kata baru..
yang benar-benar bisa ngejelasin apa yang aku rasain ini.
Satu kata di atas kata 'Sayang'-
di atas kata 'Cinta'.
Satu kata yang artinya lebih dari semua kata yang pernah ada..
Karena kata Cinta,
nggak cukup mewakili apa yang aku rasain sekarang!"

Terlalu berat buat manusia biasa
untuk bisa mengerti dan menjalani Cinta.
Tapi yang pasti,
perkawinan dengan Cinta akan berlangsung selamanya.
Karena Cinta itu Hakiki...

:)


9:00pm

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Alright, I'm here to get this so tak gerek thing updated again. And, I have yet to find a suitable blogskin to replace this kain batik one. boring. =.='

I got a call from the EDN Media earlier this afternoon, regarding the convectional malay teaching. I got it you knoww! excited or what. teehee. Had an appointment at the Ngee Ann Secondary next week, for the secondary one students :D They're at the last session already, so I'm doing the oral test for them. woohoo can't wait!

The whole boring afternoon I got myself busy cleaning up two of my 5-story high cupboards. gees. After so long lah I have neglected those stuffs in there. very messy, full of dirts! I sweat like babi, I sneezed alot and I itched so much. thanks to the oh so sensitive skin I have. damn. I decided to throw most of the stuffs already; books and papers. all the past thingss, ouut you go! hurhur. And its now speck and clean! at least for now? hehe (; Satisfied and very tiring of cause. Backaches and very pain breathing; which I guessed from the dusty dirts. bad ah.
OH Nad! Aku dah jumpe O'lvl cert akuuu! hehe :D

Anyway, yesterday I make my way down to the childcare with Fisza, to meet Aliyah & Arfa after work. Rindu gile ah. Glad to see that they are doing just fine. So cheerful, very chatty! heh. But with heavy-hearted, we left them after an hour. of cause, they cried. gees. and its so depressing to just look in the mother's eyes and those helpless looks on the kids. tsk. Well, sunday will be it.

OK I'm off to watch the football telecast on Brazil & Singapore (right, eventho I knew we lost) Bye!

smile.
10:30pm

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Friday, July 25, 2008

I know I haven't been updating as often as before. I've neglected my blog for some time already. and the reason is mainly because I'm really reallyyy busy (yea ok, not quite actually. ha!) don't bother sounds better. hehee. Well anyway I'm not gonna update on whats passed. My brain ain't helping me out in refreshing the memories. std. gah!

Work was ok. I'm getting hang of it already. Since I'm not going there every single day like I used to back then. and had not been on time lately. ha! Part-time was definitely better for that job. and speaking of which, papa saye sudah sound lagi. questioned me about school, better job, etc. putting me in deep thoughts. haiya.

Oh, I've signed up for the Convectional Malay Teaching for the chinese students by the way. Still in the waiting list tho, until any schools need a trainer. gees. Seha told me about this part-time job. She started doing a few sessions already. Fun she said; but not when those chinese students prompt you on words that you suddenly forget? ha! I have always wanted to be a teacher you knoww :D and also, I'm trying to make extra cash lah. why not.

I can't wait for the pay for this month. ha! I'm tempted enough to get myself a new handphone! haha yea, like at last? its either Nokia 5220 XpressMusic or Nokia 5320 XpressMusic. most probably 5220. cool shit lah! (; but yet again, it depends on how much I'll earned this month lah. hehe. Looking at the rate I'm working now, I doubt its gonna be much. sad. Then maybe dragged this hajat until the next month =.='

Parents were away to melaka last night. we girls didn't tag along tho, for I'm chasing my hourly-pay schedules and sisters are all schooling. nyehheh! And since I'm not working today, decided to go out for a late night supper and riding with the bf. got home only this morning around 7plus =x opps.

*looks up* Right, here you go people. I'm done; my long update. August faster come! I'm getting bored of July already; its going too slow. haaha. psst mia!, seventh or what?? wink!

much love,

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Friday, July 11, 2008

And we turned a month older today! (:
i love you, love!

The day was planned well. Headed to Kallang Leisure Park for Ice-skate. haha I wanted to try something different so yea.. first time and yes I admit, I looked stupid ok =S Compared to the many little ones who skates so freely, I was all along skating by the side holding the barriers. haha! Yea I was that bad. Bf did it quite well for his second time. gah! It was indeed tiring ok for a beginner like me; trying to gain my balance and do the proper skating. hehe *hide!* After skating, we had our dinner at KFC and headed for movie then. Simple yet I enjoyed myself (: Thanks Bf for tolerating with me the whole day. hehe

Wednesday night was great. Had an enjoyable time with the girlfriends. Good experience lah. (;

I'm missing someone so dearly! Two actually. Hmm I wonder how they're settling now. Looking forward to meet them both- Aliyah & Arfa. when will that be, I dunno. :(

...Alright, till then. Takecare!

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Hello Ya'll! :)

Okey here goes a lil update. Its been a tough week for Fisza. Me and sisters took turns helping with her daughters as much as we can. Arfa was finally discharged. Until Ibu are stable enough, Be good ok lil ones; won't be for long. Sad. Hoping justice is on their side very soon enough. Hmm (: waah rindu already.
Anyways, I missed the date with my secondary friends last Saturday. Sorry guys, I see you people sometimes alright. To Sofia, have a safe trip back to Switz tomorrow. See you again in January? Insyaallah. (:

Hancock is SuperHeroic. I have always love watching Will Smith movies.
The Strangers is a terrifying suspense thriller. Indeed. haha I got very shocked at the very last scene. Watch!
The Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian is very adventurous. I didn't catch the first movie on The Lion,The Witch And The Wardrobe though. So yes, I got confused on some parts. ha! But no regrets, it worth the money. And I later watched the first movie earlier this afternoon. hehh (:

And I'm currently craving for the ice-cream cream puffs at Beard Papa's. Was wondering at Plaza Singapura with Bf yesterday, and the colourful balls caught my eye. dangs! I'm on the website now. Looking at the pictures already making me drooling-tempted. ha!

Eh new skin! for now lah. Still looking for better ones. Because I still thinks the background looks like kain batik =.=' hehe

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Tuesday, July 01, 2008

:D IRFAN!

Cute ain't he? hehe. Its been 3days straight since Saturday, that me&bf went down to KKH to keep Arfa and Aliyah company. And Bf had a new-found-friend! Or rather Irfan found his new "Abang!" (watch the video) hahah. This boy here, he seems to get attracted to my Bf! haha. Irfan got all excited whenever he saw Bf. Very very adorable. He's well known in the ward by the way! hehe everybody loves Irfan (;

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.