because i believe
missing someone
is a good thing
the more you miss
the better it is
And the more you miss, the greater the love is ;he said.


J A N N A H


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Saturday, October 27, 2007

jalan raya wit dearest AGENTS! :D
it was great! tak bedek. hehe. shafri and shahrul joined too. and this yr was easier as we werent on public. not rushing and more places to go. heh. we first covered the sembawang areas - to baz den asri den fiq den lyn den shaf. next, to maria's at angmokio. den to fiza's at houngang[akhirnye yan dpt lepaskn rindu wit the kids ay], and mine afta tat(: and at last, the guys got to meet my dad. ha! (: next to yan's at ubi. den cikkhai's at bedok. hehe. and it was alr nearly ard 11plus by then. whoo. most got tired alr. lagi2 the gurls. ha! seha fall aslp at yan's place and maria at cikkhai's. hehe! ape daaah.
oh ya oh ya! we actually gotta lied to my dad and maria's mum. ha!
dad: ni driving ke naik bus?
baz: naik bus. [so sardine. dgn muke tak bersalah sey. ha!]
Whoops! same goes to maria's mum. haha! we lied tat baz drove us gurls ard. cos the guys parked their bikes under the blk and she saw. ha! luckily baz parked his somewher further. hehe. and so we gurls and baz gotta walk towards the multi-storey carpark nk step naik kreta. ha! drama. damn. terpakse uh(: sorryy.

anw, here are some of the pics taken. randomly. well, we dint really do much camwhorings. no idea why. haha. until the last few houses. cheers!

thats cik lela, maria's mumthanks yan for the rides.lovable ADEK!


LOVEEEE .

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Friday, October 26, 2007

out raye'ing wit my dear gfs(:
first hse was at mine. den, all the way to Boon Lay at fyra's. jauh gile la sey. damn. i dunno how fyra manage to tahan the boredom in the train while gg to sch. Snap! pfft. and from the mrt st. we still gotta walk a distance to her place. tiring! haha. next, to nadiah's at sengkang. den to mia's. mia couldnt joined us earlier cos schooling. -
and im having a very unlucky-suay-gile-day! ha! damn. tak suke. first, i spilled a drink while serving my frens at my place. den, my heels got stuck at erm smtg. malu siak! ramai org sey. damn. den, at fyra's, i spilled my drinks. again. now on my baju la sey. =_= and i hit my leg at the table. hish! den, i drip icecream on my pants at mia's. clumsy siak! ergh. really not my day. so selekeh. hmpft.

aniways. here are the pics taken. dint really do much camwhoring tho. cherios!
AT NADIAH'SAT MIA'S

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

"Just because someone doesn't love you
the way you want them to be
doesn't mean they don't love you
for all they have."

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Saturday, October 20, 2007

my day ends great wit the presence of fiza and daughters!(: sungguh rindu those two girls la sey. its been quite sometimes since i last met them. hehe. we make fiza to come over to our place wit the kids. and they were in kebaye! cuteeee sangat sangat:D


showed some pictures and got the two girls to recall ..
[a pic of adk at the theme park]
kakak: tu yang kat pusing pusing tu..!
we looked at each other and were like omg she remebers!
jana: kakak naik ngan sape kat pusing pusing tu?
kakak: ngan uncle.
damn she remembers!! :D

and den we sistas accompanied them home. baru je turun under my blk and u noe wat kakak told me? "nk gi yang pusing pusing tu" haha! and i said soon. ask uncle. haha! wooops :D yan she misses you. those moments up the wheely. ha! -
played at the playground near their place for a while den headed hme. adk blowkiss at us. how adorablee. hehe. reached hme ard midnite(:
agents! 27th we go meet them ok!(:

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Friday, October 19, 2007

to love someone you Love the most
can sometimes be the Hardest to Love .


:)

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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

my first day of school for this term! hehe(:
dint turn up for monday class. malaaas. ha! and today too. but i dragg myself for it. lessons getting harder. accounting's getting tougher. gees. and i cant afford to skip classes animoree. aha. damn. insyaallah eh girls!(: hehe.
rushed hme after sch. went to Gleneagles Hospital for medical checkup. my whole family went for it. haha! kecoh. dad wanna claim for the accident happened recently. so yaa. auta keling je. i stated that i had neck and shoulder pain. and was sent for ex-ray! =_= leceh sungguh. ha. was given medicine to consume too! and MC for tmr :D
meet fiq and yan at town afta tat. and followed yan to cuci mtr at bedok lata at nite.

oh yes. last nitee went to my nenek angkat's hse[mamat's :D] at amk. raye raye. and nadiah was there too wit her family. hehe. spent sometimes there, den to her hse next. heaven! here coklat there coklat. the kuihs. brownies. wooo. and coklat fountain! best. hehe. slacked in her room. camwhored. bck hme ard 1230am-

realise smtg? nad changed her top!
hahaha. smangat nk bergmbr.

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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

sneak peak!(:
here are some random pics taken at kampong. enjoy~


these are only 5 of my anak sedareS.
there's many moreee! hehe.cute kan kan kan! :D

bunga api and mercuns! woowee.


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Sunday, October 14, 2007

im back laa! hehe.
well, other than not getting to do the collections here, raye'ing at kampong wasnt that bad afterall. hahs. t'was ok laa except fer the rather hot weather theree. tak bedek sey. so rimas. lagi2 in baju kurungs. fuuh! -
went off on the friday aftnoon ard 5plus. reached kampong only at ard 11:15pm. long journey indeed. and a rough one. raining. and the road was busy wit vehicles. gees. and we nearly met an accident. Nearly! a big bus stupidly cut into our lane wen doing a round-about turning. bodohs! my dad did a jam break. but the bus so sarden just moveee! hit the front. babis sungguh. my dad had like ard 30mins of talking wit tat ahpek. he refuses to let my dad to report him =_= if it wasnt becos of that time spent on the stubborn ahpek, we could reach kampong earlier. but but luckily we dint miss the takbir. heh. reach at the same time as the Org Kampong. hehs. there, group of Org Kampong will go ard to every each of the houses and do takbir. the adults. and kids too. but only man and boyss. ha! nicee(: so not gonna happen in singapore huh(:
first raye start so early for us. we sistas only woke up at 8am and by then, ppl came visiting alr! u believe that? damn. so yaa. kelam kabut. haha! one family after another. trust me, i dun recognise any. ha! and i met all my anak sedareS. fulesmak ramai dok. even some new faces? and i dunno their names! ahaha. all were so adorable. hehe. - visit a few houses. and at the end of the day we collected up to RM55. haha! damn. if only its S$ :D - last house was at my aunt's. and we played bunga api and mercun! wooo. best. but scary.
way back here wasnt a smooth one too. raining heavily. many vehicles. the view wasnt clear lagi.. gees. and again, we nearly met another accident wit a bus =_= .. the same thing, the bus suddenly cut into our lane on the last min. and dad do jam break. babis. nasib baik ok. - singgah johor, City Square. parents wanna get some stuff and we sistas did some shopping. nk abeskn duit raye. hehe. i bought an Everlast, red EverGirl shoe. niceee(: happy happy.

dint do much of camwhoring. dun really bother. ha!
will upload some of the pics up soon ok(:
ok thats bout it.
cheers~

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Friday, October 12, 2007

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
to all muslims(:
. . . . . .

"balik kampung.. oh oh ooh.. balik kampung.. oh oh ooh.."

im off to melaka later, in the afternoon!. gees. how nice. ANIWAY.. its the last day of ramadhan and syawal awaits. and since im not here in singapore tmr, i'll say it all today(: to my friends- firah, nadiah, mia, maria, yan, fiq, asri, baz, wanJack, cikkhai, rahim, kakLyn, nadiahRaman, kinn, eeduh, dyla, hafa(: , nezzy and and erm *scratch head* some others. [sorry if some names not mentioned] hehe! maaf kan semue kesilapan janna dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki yer. ade terkasar bahase atau tersilap kata sampai menyinggung perasaan. [maklum lah mulut ku boleh tahan laser. ha!] halalkan makan dan minum janna ok. especially to those whom i spent most of my tyms wit- my gfs[hari2 di sekolah] and yan(: pardon my sillyness and kebodohan ku. ha! the crys and laughters we shared togather,i'll treasure them all. hehe. ok lets not get all emotional. ha! yadaa yadaa~
jemput ke rumah ok. hehe. enjoy ur raye ok ppl!(: happy happy slalu! <3<3
to my dear boyfriends. tolong yer bawak motor kamu semue baik2!!(: tc tc tc!

mohon maaf zahir dan batin! :D


will be back on the sunday ok!(:
*blowkisses*

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Thursday, October 11, 2007



she's leaving when syawal arrive

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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

ok(: i got everything done for rayer alr. the stuffs i wanted to get. [well almost. other than the top i gotta take on friday. gees] seha did all the shopping for me today. hehe. apparently i was lazy to gerak out of the house. ha! thank you la seha(: got my face foundation, face powder and eyeliner. and the corset for my baju kurung. hehe happy. donee. dah..no need think of aniting more to shop until raye. ahaa.
. . . . . .

oh yaa. bout getting my hair highlighted. i guess i betta hold on to the idea until the 2nd week of rayer? or atleast after i got back from kampong. haha. ade aje nnt org kampong comment, tak happy wit the coloured hair. heh. yaaa betta do(: anione wanna make a date and go wit me? joms~



simply lovee those moments wit you

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Tuesday, October 09, 2007

been lazy lazy to updatee. busy busy kluar too. hehe.
sunday. hibernate at home
monday. out wit yan

4 MORE DAYS to HARI RAYA(:
counting down.

went to geylang after buke wit yan and cikkhai. meet sirah&fiq there. den seha&kakak. and asri came later. hehs. well its kind of obvious, geylang is as usual packed..eventho its weekdays. yaa. hahs. we sistas went for our last min shopping. for the top tat we wanted. fiq too, he got himself a baju melayu. happy happy(:(:
but! i gotta come down to geylang AGAIN =.= on friday. to get my top which needed alterations and only ready by then. gedegak btol. gees. im kind of sick of going down to geylang sey. ha! but i'll miss having dendengs! :D and the fun had despite being so sweaty.
and oh! 3more days and "..oh oh ooh balik kampong.. oh oh ooh~" YES im going back kampong on the malam raye la can. mcm best gtukan.. first day raye and its not gonna be in singapore! gees. how nice was that. grr. but wat to do. decisions on dad. hmmm.
whatever~
aniway, anyone wanna accompany me on friday? hehe. before night that is =.=
. . . . . .

to a fren i noe, saha. sorry to hear bout ur brother. and to yan, sorry to hear bout ur cousin. Allahyarham Sollehudin. salam takziah from me ok. hmm. yes its hard but take it easy k. yang pergi ade sebabnye. bnyk sedekahkn doa ok guys. hmm(:
somehow im feeling the lost too. sebak sey rase. geees.

rindu mama!

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Saturday, October 06, 2007

should i get my hair highlighted?
wat colour should i have.
where should i get it done.
i want!! gees.
before raye if possible.

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Friday, October 05, 2007

geylang anyone? (:
out after dinner. wit seha, sirah and fazlen. fuh like so long i last met dis cousin of mine. missed. hehe. k anw. meet faz at hg inter. took 51. hehs. been quite sometimes i took a bus for a quite a long journey. aper tak nye..been hibernating at hme most of the tym during dis hols. hehs. ANW.. went passed ubi[like durh!].. looking around. out of the blues. that moment came back. Yan, remember the night i followed u to the warehouse? the day we left ur bike there, expecting it to be the last we see it? damn. im so glad i still see it today.- -
K. like expected, geylang was so packed la. seriously. RIMAS sey. - first, we went to JooChiat. walked around - "ingin yang lawa? harga berpatutan? Hanya di Bimla(:" ha! i agree. the bajus there can tahan lawa sey. heh. met wan's sister. sweet! hehs nk tegor aje but too bad she dunnoe me [yan! now u noe y we cant seems to find Bimla anwher at TKC lvl3 kan?! dengs!] hahs! - k next to Lily's Boutique just opposite JooChiat. met Yani(: another sweet girl. [yan are u glad? i noe u noe uh] - next to the bazaar. jalan jalan survey the bajus. met maria and bf. ogy and frens. sulaiman[the mc'rider] and some other familiar faces there. cikkhai&a gal i-dunno-who, ayim, faiz, sarip, wan&fyera was there too! kecohs. hari ni semue turun geylang sey. ha! and it was fcuking hot there i tell u. tak bedek sey. ppl sweating like baru habis mandi sey. yikes. hehe! K. and of cos. i got my dendeng! :D and charkuays before heading back hme. heh. we walked to eunos to get a bus instead. y not at geylang? ah tunggu la lama2. haha. reached home nearly midnight. -
tiring, like durh. but i like(:(: hehe

daddy. can we please not balik kampong on mlm raye?


k tats bout it for today.
so tired. badan mintak picit!
nites.

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Thursday, October 04, 2007

Dikala hatiku sekian meraung
Tercipta segalanya
Dikala mimpiku terukir senyuman
Tercipta segalanya
Pabilaku renung protret mu itu
Terasa diri dihampiri
Dikala ku pilu Ku sebut namamu
Ku rasa dibelai manja
Dikala senyuman kembali menyerlah
Ku dibuai rindu
Pabilaku renung protret mu itu
Terasa diri dihampiri
Oh Ibu
kau penyeri hidupku ini
Sepi tanpa bisikan suaramu
Engkau penyuluh cahaya mentari
Mendiyangi diriku ini
Kau lah Ibu
Kau lah yg satu

7 long years

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Wednesday, October 03, 2007

"Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this NEVER ENDS"



I MISS YOU

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results out!~
"eh haf u check ur reslts? how was it?" gees. same qn being ask again and again. hurhur. and i said dun ask can?(: ha! yes its obvious isnt it. heh. not good. i passed. but dint do quite well. my gpa sucks. yaa tats bout it. ha. well my frens, how did u ppl do? my gfs?



shut up. keep those comments to urself cos i dun bother(:
sometimes ehk you just need to mind your own business.
thank you(:

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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

thanks yan!(: he kills the boredoms out of me.
went to ama10 mcd first to check his werking schedules. heh. den he brought me rounding2.. i dun recognise the place at first. factories here and there. all i noe, im still at amk. haha. wanna noe where we ended up at? - NYP. ha! gile kan. its like for saje je. dengs! went for like two rounds ard the carpark, den went off. haha. silly. kk. den yan brought me to SSDC. geees. the tempat like so seram la can. for me i guess. haha. watched those who's gg for their car and mtr practs. yan showed me ard. explained all the necessaries. wooo. i dint noe there's many stuffs i had to take note. aha.
yan, takpe la eh..next time i wanna enroll i tell u ok. not now(: hehe.
we enroll together ke. ha! but senyap2 uh. ok? u noe i noe aje la. haha
:p
stayed there till ard 630pm, den headed to banquet. had dinner there. -
den we went to ECP(: hehe. i lovee the beach! u noe that(: and anw. ape lagi kan..wen opportunity comes. he forced me to ride his mtr lah. grr. ya i did. and now, i manage to change to gear3,4,5. erm 6? i tink uh. haha! and i was bloody nervous can. at one moment i tot i was gg reasonably fast lah..but yan asked me to go even faster. like wth..i refused. he forced! and i did. ha! so kecoh laa. i was shouting like nobody business. nasib tak ade org eh. hahs. yadaa yadaa. nvm. at least i noe how to(: and will continue to learn(:
oh yaa! i ferget. HISHAM if u were reading this. i saw u la sey at ssdc. ooh dlm senyap2 eh u.. dah pract2. ha! kate tak nk amek lesen. geram je :D


had always love my tuesdays
and you.

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Monday, October 01, 2007

GoodBye to kakak. away to vietnam for this few days.
seeing her going off. wit the luggage. passport in the hand. den into the erm i-dunno-wat-its-called lah[after checking-in den need to go in there to hand in the passport? no ordinary ppl can go tru. yaa that. ha!] that picture, i had few years back. when my mama gg away to Mecca. gees. tahan sebak sey. - den cousin ainna whispers to me "jage diri baik2. kakak takde" oh my i was holding back the tears sey. that was the exact qn aunts and others reminded me wen mama's away. tsk. -
wen up to the gallery viewing mall. saw kakak from top. damn. again..tats the same moment. tru the glass window, i waved my mum goodbye. and thats the last. haiz. airport has always been the sensitive place for me. gees. - anw. nad came too. we gurls hang ard there after that. u noe wher? at burger king. hahs. yes, we ponteng puase. ha!:D

meet yan, ayim and cikkhai after that at ard 4pm. at bugis. dey shopp. me? membontot aje. haha. den to beach rd. and far east next. had our dinner there at Puncak. then headed to Geylang after tat. ha! asri joined. we walked the whole place. the guys wanna look for their baju kurungs, songkok, capal,etc. and im stil looking for my kebaye sey. none caught my eye yet. shall go there again soon. hari raye around next week la can..mcm cepat gtu. hehs. - went off ard 11plus. and asri stil nk lepak la sey. wanna go for shisha? go mustafa? haha. tak penat ke. tsktsk. if only i could but sorry as, i cant stay out too latee[which by then alr considered very late lah. ha!] tired, but stil do enjoyed those times ay guys. lagi2 asri yg tak abes2 nk menyakat. dengs! :D

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