(first, bf. second, arfa&aliyah. hehee)
11:30pm
missing someone
is a good thing
the more you miss
the better it is
is a good thing
the more you miss
the better it is
And the more you miss, the greater the love is ;he said.
J A N N A H
very nice but sensitive.
wonderfully attached.
11 February.
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
(first, bf. second, arfa&aliyah. hehee)
11:30pm
Friday, September 19, 2008
If it is too much to ask for.
I'm feeling rather down now. Life's been so tiring. Nothing showed up when you expect it to come. So much has been happening, as usual. But nothing seems new. It's just so important for you to know. Maybe I'm being a worry, but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying. If you want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me there. If I close my eyes forever, would it actually ease the pain? All these messed up delusions are getting to me and I just wanna shoo them away like a peck of dust. Get out of my head; yeah thats what I said. Its not up to me anymore.
i missed my mum. She has been here with me all along. And I know I'll get the support from her. mama, why did you leave so soon. there's so much i wished to show.
i missed my girls, Aliyah & Arfa. These little ones are so good at making me smile.
Nevertheless, just know that I love my boyfriend. whatever it may takes.
A walk by the beach, with pink sunflower. Thats it. Right, I must get my night sleep now. a rest at least. blogging off. Morning semua .. :)
is it wrong to cry?
7:40am
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Saturday, September 06, 2008
It's the 6th day of Ramadhan! Hello ya'll (; been finding the perfect time to blog, however I get very slothful and blank when I get to this page. ha! Doing fine with fasting so far. So much of me wanting to kill the fats away, I spoil myself with goood foods during break-fast. Not forgetting deserts after that. geez. I need help. lol
Ka-chingg! Pay is in a week ago. And I have got a new baby. cNineOhTwo oi! hehe. with good functions and take sharp Pictures, I'm definitely satisfied with it. Whats more, I bought it with my own hard earn moneyy ;) but only I realized two days after the buy that I could get even cheaper cost at Comex. Crap. Kay, whatever. There's so much more I still wants to get and done with.
Today was supposed to meet the girls for shopping and dinner, but I called it off instead since I was feeling very tired and fuzzy-woozy in the morning after the interview. Yes, pray for me people. Girls, we meet next week alright? As I remembered, today was supposed to have dinner together with bf at work too. geez. I ended up sleeping till six-fifty in the evening just now, just in time to break-fast in few mins. mangkok plastic. again, bring forward to next week too k darla (:
Yesterday had dinner at geylang with the sisters and some friends. like finally, I got my dengdeng! sedap ooi!
Trying to make everything perfect; well, to make it look good at least. and pleasing people is very hard itself. Right, stay on the right track. Its not easy ya know. Mine? I am still on a bumpy ride tho; be it personal life or social. I fear the future. I wanna lead a simple but pleasureful life, not perfect but smooth. Yes, I gotta agree its gonna be a long hard way. I wonder what is ahead of me. Only God knows :) I miss spending time with myself by the beach, letting my mind set freeee.
Oh, I got a good laugh reading it. What the heck, I don't care. Its raining now. So perfect for me to sleeep! hehe. Alright, till next time.
9:00pm
Monday, September 01, 2008
Since we can only meet the kids on Sundays, so I asked Fiza over yesterday to celebrate it with them. Yes, they miss me as much as I missed them (; Aunty Jana! here aunty jana there. hehe. Didn't get her any present tho, just a small cake will do (:
yes I love you too, yan!
10:30pm