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Thursday, November 30, 2006

hehs! guess waat. yesterdae..i told ms quah i'll be 1/2hr late
fer klass. and yess indeed, we were. haha! masok class muke
saden je siaa. smile2.. ha!
ok. morning class was darn boringg laa. nutin much.. went to
everi class except fer enterprenuership... bitchicks and even
rosanne. ha!! we went to cafe1 instead and slack. talk and talk.
luff so much. hehs. den off to expo fer john little sale.
mia nadiah fyra zulhilMI rosanne dayah and jonathan .
nicee. kinda fun laaa. did and say silly stuffs on the way. jay
walking and stuffs. hahaa.
initially. we wanted to just walk around, not to spent on aniting.
and mia's the one hu suggest dat. ha! but.... she ended up buyin
a sports bra there. haaha.
ha! yess. its like mia needed 7ppl to accompany her buy dat
one sports bra. HAHA

ok. den went back to school cos the rest haf BL meeting. me,
nad, fyra and dayah waited fer them.
went home wit pillay, azri, faris, azzhar, dayah and bitchicks.
it was SUPERhilarious laaa. non-stop jokes.
superfun people. hehs
we all went BK at tamp, lepak'ing. it dint turn out nice laa. but ya.
hahs. oh yaa! me and nad fooled mia. haha! changed nadiah's
name in mia's hp contact to mojo's.. and yaa. we msged mia
using nadiah's ... "Hey darls. =D "
ha!! mia was so so super-excited laa! HAHA. cute la u bitch.
hehe. sorri ugly babi toyy! =p

went off ard 720. ha! HEAVEN. hehe. onli the bitchicks noes. wooo.
k. took 27 to sengkang wit mia nad and dayah. waited fer 88.
and guess wat.. 13 27busses pass us, while waiting. its like wat
the hell?? 13 siaaa.
i r r i t a t i n g .

hahs. so yaaa. dats wats fer todae laa. hehs. k uhh. im off.
SUPERtired laa. i can jus sleep infront of the comp sia.
gone-


confused.
that feeling. trying so hard not to .

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Wednesday, November 29, 2006

HAPPY BURFDAE dear bazli

hehe. 19. EHEMtua. ha!! weei. im still young and
sweet ok. jealous! haha. bluekk.
enjoys~


ok anw. todae. gawdd. was the worst thing dat happen inside
my class laa. >.<
two of my frens had a serious fight. sheeesh.
initially. both A and B were having arguments laa. shout here and there.
everione heard it.. we ignored cos we tot dey were jus quarelling over
some small matters laa. me and fyra even shoosh dem. ish. den den ....
A stand and punch B on the face..pushed him to a table infront of me and
punch again.. yes. B did react. A jus cudnt stop punching laa. issh. everione's
lyk shouting, asking dem to stop.. noone dared to actualli approach and pull
dem away. our lecturer came running, trying to push both away.. a lecturer
from another class saw, and came running to help.
goodness. the punching. the kicking on the face. the blood. OUCH.
i was like so shocked. and i cried. arghh. it happened right infront of my
eyes laaa. i froze. sheeesh. =''l
my class advisor came, soon after i called him.
ahhhhh. scarry ... tanx fyra, nad and mia fer comforting and calm me down..
woooo. im like shaking uh. ha
mia. haha! kinda funny laa. she hide her face and keep saying ...
"ah ah! darah. ouch! ahh ah" hehs!

k. ended our class early cos the lecturer needa write some statements
and settle the fights.
went to cafe1 to accompany dayah. sat wit pillay, isa, dayah, nad, fyra and
mia. we were crapping la all the wayy. so much luffing.
pillay wit his mamak stories. hahaha!!

traumatized .



dun say u love me if u dun mean it .

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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

woooo.
was half an hour late fer iac class. haha! yessss. me laa. late..yet again.
mia nad and fyra waited fer me at inter. hurhurr. sorry dearss.
well. at least we DID came fer the class okk. bluek! reached skool at 930..
four of us hadta seat infront wit ms quah cos she hafta xplain yesterdae's
lesson dat we missed. haha!! woops.
oh ya! ms quah trimmed her hair. huahuahua. funny.
UGLY

ok. den off fer bcm fer 1hr.. den break.
saw 'my kaya' !! haaaha. happi. he's in his green sweater. cute laaaa. hehe.
ouh OH! met MIMI too...twice! haha. walked pass his class. dint noe dats
his class at first. and i did something sily. damn. onli the bitchicks noes. haha!
..he walked pass us wen we were sitting at the business blk. haha.
jus my dae huh, gurls. wink-

accompanied yan to parkway, to get something fer baz..
sori boi. i dint do much help laa. wasnt feeling ok. sick and all.
ha. so yaaa. haha. hope baz like dat shirt huh. =)

ahhhh. ok im off laaa. dizzy. cudnt stop the tap!
bhai tanx fer the concern, sugar ((:
gone*



* * * *
heart.
similar. hmm.. so close.
if we love somebody, wud it be this strong ?
S I L E N T S .

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Monday, November 27, 2006

tanx bitchicks fer being there wit me ((:
mia . nadiah . fyra .

wasnt feeling gudd todae. apparently all of us were feeling down.
ha. hmm. todae's plan.. wanted to go some place quiet to clear
our mind. to cry out all misery. hmm. we need the beach~
went to pasir ris. but haihh. its raining badly. sheesh. so yaa. we
ended up hanging ard at downtown.
taaanx gerls. u ppl made my dae laaa.. hehs. camwhoring. woooo.
well. let the pictures do the toking. hehe


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* * * *
im sori i make u feel dat way.
im sori fer not telling u.
i jus cant. hmm. well. watever it is..

i asure u, i'll be ok. i will.
please. smile.
im ok . hmm. i am.......



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Sunday, November 26, 2006

haf no fucking mood to blog todae .

basically. went to ECP wit parents, lil sis and the twins.
from 12plus till 2plus i tink.. parents went hme first.
we sistas wanted to stay there more longer. ha. den call
the same guys ytd to join us. hah. hang ard till 8plus i tink?
yaaa. nice. tanx guys fer cumin down. =)

hmm. sori if i dissappeared fer awhile ppl.. i dint go far.
jus wanna haf fresh air. to haf sometyms alone. to clear
my mind.
mia. tanx dear.. even if u're not there wit me. u somehow
'listen' to me. tanx.
arghh. i hate this feeling. seriously. humph

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Saturday, November 25, 2006

last min planning.
decided to join the twins to expo. wanna check out
the adidas fare and kacau2 girlf hu's currently werking
there. hehe
went out at ard 4plus i tink..
reached ard 5plus.. den jalan2 inside. yess met girlf
there of cos. ha. the sales.. errr. nutin much laa. dint
spent on anitin. nutin seems attracting tho. haha!
was so so boredd. dint noe wat to do..so yaa. we called
the guys down =))
our plan. wanted to wait fer girlf to finish wit her werk.
den all of us go eat togata. well. we each haf our transport.
hehe. the guys brought xtra helmets. i took wit yan. seha
wit bash. sirah wit taufiq. and of cos, girlf wit boif,shah!
hahs. but..... nahh. shah's bike broke down. so yaa. sad.
we end up spending tym tryin to fix the bike. haha.
shah!! stop feeling bad ok. seriously..we dun mind. =))
the guys brought we sistas hme.. wooo. on the road..
crazy laa. speeding and stuffs. hahs. scary but FUN. ha!
had a nice ride hme yan. tanx.



hmm. why am i feeling this way. i hate dis.

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Friday, November 24, 2006

18nov.
took it last week. out to bugis, shopping.
kakak. the twins. me and fazlin.
asked dear Fyra to get it scan.. so yaa.
here it is -
=))

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Thursday, November 23, 2006

thursdaes.
long draggy slacking ...

8am.
bitchicks skipped iac. AGAIN . ha!!
initially. we wanted to attend laa. fer the sack of our attendance..
[ha!! we drag ourselves..wit those fcukup tired faces] ..
BUT. soon afta we step into the skool, fyra called and told us to skip
it. guess wat.. onli 4ppl attended the class! its like wth. "saper nak
layan seyy" haha! we slacked at cafe1 till 12 den went fer our TPS.
the lecturer was fucking hilarious laaa. his actions. the way he talks.
HAHA. oh!! mia n nad! remember dis?? -
"anyone here thinks they are smart alex?" ..
hahahaha! and SHE answered "ME!!" ha!
wth. we gurls goes HAHAHAHAHA.
ok nvm. onli the bitches understands. hehs! five*
..ended the class early and we slack again.
had our enterprenuership lesson. was fun laa. had lotsa talking and
yes..luffing. haha! best. not boring at all.
OH. AND WE MET WIT OUR IAC LECTURER OUTSIDE THE
CLASS, through the window. oppps. haha!! she dint scream at us tho.
gv those 'i-wanna-box-u-gurls' hand language..and we did the same.
ms quah and us jus go HAHAHA togata. cute laa. but irritating
=.=

and and... =D
hehe. we gurls bumped into bhai a few tyms.. cute. he's alwaes
smilling. and wun stop saying HI wenever he saw us! hehs. YESSS.
the bitches was all excited.. typical us. ha! woo0.

MIA. yess bitch. i owe u two! hehe. HEAVEN~
u noe i noe .
;D

ok. im off to do my powerpoint slides ~

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

everione's soooo CHEERFUL todayy ~
saw 'my kaya'.. he smiled .
saw MIMI.. he smiled.
awwwww.. both. ahhhhhh. *melted
hehe. BLUEK!! =p
oh. and even my those suke2-tgk-ppl SMILED.
hahs! everiones jus keep on smilling wen i looked at them.
yesss strange. even those whom i dunnoe..dey smilled as tho
we noe each other seyy. weird huh. but hu caress.. ha!!

=))

mia dint get to see her eyeCandy Moooo tho. bluek~

oh yaa. had our IAC CA1 today.. gawdd. was so nervous la
wen i got the question paper.. ha! u sud noe why laa. =p
the night before..my frens were all busy revising the formats,
formulas and stuffs. me? haha! went online. chatting! woooo.
janaaa. SLAP~
as usual. me,mia,nad n fyra had a hell out of ms quah. ha!
she was so fucking worried fer our test laa. yess. we bitches
are the few ones hu alwaes haf reds in our results. hahaha.
well. thank god. we all DID get to balance off our answers. and
fer me, it was a last min laa. i left wit onli 8mins, and POOF!
i got the answer. =D
OH. believe it or not. dis was my 1st.. fer previous test? ha!
wooohooo. happy laaa.

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

hmm ? is it jus us.. or was it jus our luck todaeee. ha!
heaven siaaa. oooooh. best =D


bitchicks -
mia. as usual..alwaes eye'ing. alwaes searching fer her eyecandy
Moooo. hehs! onli we bitches noe huh. bluek!
lucky u. at ani unexpected corner..he's there! and mia will go..
"errrrhh(irritating noise).. ahh cair2." HAHA
fyra. wooo. nvm. impossible to noe hu's she eye'ing on. zul? muhsin?
ahhh. azhar? nas? hahaha. cute la u....and! ur hp dear.. alwaes
bergegar laa! dush~ pinchh
nad. hehs!! forever sticking wit 'her suduko'.
me. hoho. saw 'my kaya'.. and err. ha alaaa. noones in particular
uh. jus normal suke2-tgk-ppl. hehes.
we gurls.. as usual. sat at B Blk. did our iac. and and... cuci mater
worrrr. ha!! =D
dunno wats up wit us. the whole dae. we kept on luffing. saying
stupid silly stuffs. poke here and there. luff non stop laaa. so happy
wit no reason siaaa. wooo. anw..afta skool, walked at engine blk,lvl 2.
wanted to go toilet..but the one at B Blk so the smelly laaa. bau sampai
ke luar siaaa. damn! haha. so yaaa.
met Moooo on the way. haha!! yesss. miaa makes dat irritating
noise yet again! hahaha. cute la u mia. hehs. den den.. went down
and met muhsin at the forum.we had a lil chit-chat wit izzat and
andrew at cafe1..den off we go -

and OH YA. huge tanx to mia.. if not becos of u,

He wun saw tat neoprints in ur wallet and spot me there! awwww.
ehemmm. MIA! IM SWEET ((: hahahaha. jealous??
ahhh. MIMI. his smiles. he waved. ha!!! ok wth.
okok. enuff janaaaa. SLAP*
tratengteng.



sweeeet .

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Monday, November 20, 2006

arghhh. its getting irritatingly complicated .
everiting.


KILL ME .. please

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

currupted bitches .
ha! me, mia, nad and fyra... =D
yessss. we did go to skool. BUT no, we dint attend the

lesson. ha!! idiots. lesson starts at 10.and we reached
ard 1045. so yaaa. decided not to go in the class as
we've missed the first hour. we had lesson at 9-12pm
fer todae.. well, dat explain =p

sat at business blk, lvl one.. did our iac tuts togata...
talk. mengupats. luffff. alaaa as usual huh.oh well. ha!!
we decided to go ECP. woooo. the beach. =))
waited fer saman till 1pm.. and off we go. niceee. ha!

oh yaaa. MIAAAA. funny la u.. bluek! cried. aper daaaah.
cute. hehs! ehem. Moooooo. hahaha
u noe. we bitches noe. others dunnoe.
wen someone falls in love .
S M I L E *

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Sunday, November 19, 2006

mohd ridzuan bin fadzil.
tanx ehh fer not telling ani of ur fairies. wooo. so much
of ur sweet words. miss us. love us.

yaaaa. OK. we're happy fer u.

is ur new life being the reason of your absence?


"haruskah kita berpisah" - arrow
HE sang me dat song.
AHHHHHH. =.=


.....
stayed at home the whole dae.. sleeppppp.

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Saturday, November 18, 2006

went out wit sistas and cuzin, fazlin.
off to bugis at ard 2plus wit kakak and fazlin.. meet the
twins at bugis.
to the national library first [kakak wanna look fer some
japanese books =.= ] ..den to long john to eat.. ha!
yaaa u've guessed it. den to bugis street to shop! =))
woooo. tired u noeeee. my sistas.. haaa. so fussy. had
a hard tym choosing the stuffs dey wanted. aiyooo.
went off from bugis at ard 8plus i tink? yaaa. whoaahh.
by dat tym, my legs mintak suroh picit reddy.. ha! so
lenguh. tak larat seyyy. hehs.

oh yaa! something funni happen. ha!! at this shop..my sis
was choosing a so-called dress uhh. we were tokin in malay.
and the shop owner wanted to learnt some malays.. so yaaa.
kakak: ehhh. kau gi cuba laa.. cuba jer. (toking to seha)
shopOwner looked at my sistas, looking puzzled.
shopOwner: wats jubo?
HAHAHA. omg. we all started luffing siaa. gosh~
kakak: no no.. not jubo. its CU-BER. haha. cuba means try.
shopOwner: oh! JUber harr.. okok. yaa. go juber laaa.
and i was like WTH.. HAHAHAHA.
seha dint laa. she dilly-dally.. look at the dress, into the
mirror and all... and again..
kakak: ehh kau gi cuba jer laa. kiter tunggu. cepat....
shopOwner: yaa. come.. come and JUBO laa.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. omg.my cheeks getting tired of luffing.ha!
me: nooo. its CU-BER =D
shopOwner: oh! haha. wrong uhh. okok. come JUber laa.(smile)
HAHAHAHAHA. she still get it wrong. ha!!!! gawddd.
funny seyy. cute .

wat the hell .

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HAPPY BURFDAE kak lin !!

muuuuaaahs~
sori cun celebrate it wit u dear. we got out soon orite..
and we'll haf a belated one ok! =))
love u laaa. enjoys*

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Friday, November 17, 2006

the sweetest sin .
that memorable night.

L O V E ?

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Thursday, November 16, 2006

HAPPY BURFDAE MARIA!
mwaaaaahs!! love u la girlfren .
had so much fun sey todaeee. realli...- had a surprise party fer girlf.
hehs. errr. well. if u ppl wanna noe more bout the party, go check it
out at my sistas blogs. i lazy la nk story... ha!!

http://www.stuckinlurve.blogspot.com/
http://www.screamersira.blogspot.com/

funnn.
we had balloons all over.. pop-pops.. cake-attack..burfdae song...
woooo. the kecohness. niceeee.
all the agents turn up.. kak lin. eddy. apis and ian. and oh! not
fergettin.. ehem* SHARUL. ha!! maria's so so happi laaa. can see
u smilling non-stop siaa babe. hehes. muaaahs!
gave her chocolates wit MARIA+happi birthdae on it.. from
'chocolateArts'. pretty swit..err the chocolates i mean.. ha! girlf
tak sampai hati to eat it.. aiyooo. silly girl. EAT IT laa! hehes.


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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

GIRLFREN <3

Im Sorry...
if i ever ignored you.
Im Sorry...
if i seems to be avoiding you.
Im Sorry...
if i ever made you feel bad or put down.
Im Sorry...
for everything wrong i've done.
Im Sorry...
for all the mean things i've ever said or done.
Im Sorry...
for all the things i did or dint do.

it all happens wit a reason. sorry dear. but dun ferget...

I LOVE YOU!

dun ever ferget that..through bad and good
times, i'll alwaes be here for you.

babe. im sorry.. realli. i hope i cud grant ur wish on ur
special dae dear =''(


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Monday, November 13, 2006

swit and memorable.
spent my dae wit a fren.

skool ended at 12pm.. went over to mia's hse wit my two dearies,
nad and fyra, to complete off our project. hehs. but ha! nahh.
we end up slacking. i went online chatting.. the rest surf the nets.
and we actualli get this silly idea to find celebrity-that-look-like-ME.
funni laaa. tried some of our frens pic..luffed at it. LOL. oppps.
and oh! fyraaaa. KANA~ =D

headed hme ard 3plus.. get changed and went to meet 'a fren' at
ard 5. went all the way to habourfront.. yessss. VIVO. ((:
hehs. love the scenery there..jus so nice laaa. the sea. the lights
at night. wooo.
oh ya. we went up to this BIG 'GBA' ship.. ha! not kidding. crious..
we did. hahs. nice seyyy. its like im on a cruise. but the onli different
was dat, its not moving. ha! ..spent most of our tym there. sweets.
afta sometime, we went up to the big space in vivo. walk and talk..
njoying the beautiful scenery from up there. (:
ard 8plus,wanted to haf our dinner, but cudnt find seats there...
packed. so.. hahs. travel to sengkang, Compass Point. hehe.
ate kfc. finished ad 9plus.. went outside the mall, hang around.

FREN. mwaaahs! tanx fer todae.. had fun wit u. love it.. sweets.

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Sunday, November 12, 2006

wooweee. =))
went out wit dear mia,nad and said.
meet-up to finish up our enterprenuership's projects. hehs. i came
late tho.. due to the bad wheather. so so baddd la. raining heavily.
dun dare to go out siaaa. the thunder. whoaaah.
hehs. badd. said's already at cityhall waiting.. and where am i? at
home! omg. so sorry people. ishh. ha. ok.. reached marina sq at ard
5plus. sat and 'discuss' some stuffs.. =D
talk talk talk.. luff non-stop. biase laaa. mengupats. ha!!
k. afta dat.. we dcided to take neoprints. hehs. ntah asal la ehh. like
so lama tak amek reddy. so yaaa. ha! we off to town. went to heeran
and took neos. woooo. stoopid silly posses. haha! funni la u guyss.
denn. went down to fareast..ate burger king. and went walking. wanted
to get myself a watch..wit bling2 stuffs. but cun find nice2 ones. ha.
get myself a silkygirl perfume instead. cheers.
went off ard 9plus i tink? hahs. okkkk. dats early. i noe. jana mane
nk balik cepat kan. ha! aper la sngt.

guysss. u ppl rocks my underwear~
huahuahua. had so much fun laaa. all the luffters.. tanx ehh. realli
need it afta all the things i've gone tru lately. wooo TANX ((:
muaah mwaaahs*
love.



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Saturday, November 11, 2006

MY BLOG MY SAY .
im sorry.
sorry if my blog seems offensive to some of u. hmm

many asked.
why i delete my recent entry ..? hmm.
well. i intend to delete it the day afta i post it. not kidding.
i noe my mistake. sudnt haf called names of watsoever. but..
hmm. dat nite. im so emotionally unstabled. criedNcried.
anger. dissapointed. and im like so pissed. so yaaaa. =.=
..den why dint i delete it the day afta? ha. im busy wit skool
and stuffs. no tym to online. no tym fer blogging.
again. im sorry.

hmm. to you there. i've been keeping this to myself. but u make
me said this. ='(
frankly. if you asked me who's more important, a fren or my own
flesh blood? i wud say, a fren. hmm. my frens are alwaes there fer
me.they cheer me up wen im down. make me smile, luff wen they're
around. my fams? well i admit..i love them. criously i do. but hmm.
sistas. SOMETIMES..they jus pissed me off. make me hate them.
give me nutin, but hatred. fights. arguements. arghh. i dun like it.
im older by onli a few mths. i noe it doesnt make a different to dem.
we're still of the same age every year. but hey.. im still the older
sista. i dun get the respect i needed from dem. arguements, i alwaes
loose out to dem. hmm. ha. "bitch".. did used it before to scold each
other. so why make the issue big? hmm. watever la eh. enuff said.
sorry to say all this. dats how i feel. sorry.

hmm. ok ferget everyting. i deleted it. i take back my words.

agents. sorry. im leaving. fer the meantime maybe. i need my space.
im sick and tired wit all the things dat've been happening. its nvr
ending. i hate it. so yaa. sorry.
=''(

APIS. happi burfdae!

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Monday, November 06, 2006

out wit hisham ((:
been pastering me to go out with him since mondae. ha!!
meet him under my blk den off and took 88. to nowhere! hahaha.
silly huh. =p
we dint noe where to go.. alighted at bishan and took the train.
pianggg. he asked me to dcide where to go. darls. im not gudd
in making decisions la deyyy. ha! i asked him instead, and he did
the same thing.. so yaaaa. we had a long walk. ha! stupid i noe =p
watched movie at shaw. hehs. u bet. we took so long jus to
choose a movie laaaa. adoi.
ok. afta movie, accompanied him to collect his pay at werkplace.
raffles hotel. ... darls. u make me feel so comfortable wit u ard.
tanx fer the movie. muuaahs *
....
wooo.last min planning .. made plans wit sirah, bash and dear yan.
aiyooo. wat sia janaaa. ha! yesss. had tough tyms making dcisions.
hehs. well. hadta tell hisham dat i gotta meet my dearies.. so the
tak sampai hati.. hmm. but. haiyaa. i hafta. so sori darls.
i noe. i can see from ur expression. u dun wan me to go. u've said
it. u hold my hand tight. haaaa. im so sorii. (:

anw. met dearies at cityhall.. den vroooom to bugis. hehs. tompang
yan's. ahhhh. nice. i so miss dat moments. ha!
ate SOUL GARDEN. hehs. tanx guyssss! sudnt have u noe. hahs
lakiku so the miang. 'jage mate u tu'.. familiar? ha!!!
den.. off to bugis street. walk walk walk. -
whoooo. oh yes! i had a puff from yan's cigrette. sori dear =p
dear yan thought me howta ride motor! ahhhh. FUN .
had SO much FUN todae. criously. love it. hee. sayang u guys a
lot. muacks muacks~

if onli everidae wud be like todae .

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Saturday, November 04, 2006

wooweee. i so LOVE todae laaa. realii njoyed myself.
ALOT lorrrrr. =D
out wit sec frens and agentku. ok. morning met shamiha and mahirah
at hg inter ard 1030am. suppose to meet at sofia's place at 11am. but.
ha! everione's late laa. gong. yesss. me shamiha mahirah and nazeema
are the ferst few ones. hehs. oh ya! wanna noe wat.. funni. we gurls all
wear purple! except fer mahirah and sofia. hehs. so the coincident la
babes. hees. sweet.
so happi to see u ppl back again.. so the kecoh. got alot to talk about seyy.
hehs. the boys? all hensem redy siaaa. haha. bluekk.
sori guys, especially sofia!, dint join u ppl all the wayy. gotta leave afta my
hse. hmm. i realli got no choice la darlins.. gotta bagi2 masa u see. hafta
join my agents in the aftnoon. planned b4 hand redy.. heh.

yess. ard 5plus we reached my hse. agents were all there reddy waiting fer
me. haha! .. guysss. i so so love u ppl laaa. realli made my dae. so the
happening . had so much fun camwhoring and do silly stuffs. joke ard, luff
like maddies. HAHA
couple up and stuff.. ha! SUPERfun la guyys.
MUACKS.
i noe. we noe. noone else noes! wheeee~

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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

YAN
my dearest 'boifren.. read ur blogg reddy. awwww. ha. im
somehow touched sey u. =p
anw. ferst of all..watever mistakes u've made, dun worri laa
dah lama dimaafkan. hee. criously, i dun mind la u..
ehem* ur pesanS.. ha! ape u? jage mate i? jgn terlalu social?
hahhaha. bluek! LA LA LA~ like u said. watever it is.. at least
i ikhlas ngan u OK! hehs.
hmm. ok. fer the second tym..i believe u dearie. and dis tym
make sure keep ur words ok u... dun ever spill anitin to me
about leaving, dissappearing or wat shit. i dun wanna hear anitin
like dat from u. ever. bluek!
u're important to me. realli u are. hehs. i dun care wat ppl
says, wat u tink bout urself.. but u're indeed one special idiot
in my life. ha! bluek!! . u ALWAES makes mi smile. makes mi luff.
during ups and down.. happi and bad moments.
i dun wanna loose u k deariee. u nk lari2, nk menghilang, nk
ignore saper2 je laa..but not me ok! SLAP~

my bestie.
my sugar.

huggggg.
MWAAHS =D

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