because i believe
missing someone
is a good thing
the more you miss
the better it is
And the more you miss, the greater the love is ;he said.


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Sunday, December 30, 2007

the pictures we took yesterday.

on the way to the ship.
lets rock the ship girls! :D

ok maybe i was way behind time to post this. the pictures on the twins birthday. hehe! must see the last one ok. PIC OF THE DAY! hahaha :D



ok thats all. hehe. im off. pizza's here!! wooo :D
miss me?

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Saturday, December 29, 2007

the day was simply well spent! hehe. wanna noe where and what i did ? :D -
after so long, i gotta meet her today. yay! *jumpsaround* ha! so nice of you to have brought us up that ship babe! hehe. Asean Restorer was indeed a good place to hang out and definitely the best place to hide urself away from the burden world. ha! (to consider that far far distance away from the bay lah. noone can find and bother you. haha) in there wasnt just the operating stuffs and works. i was amazed(jakon la actually. ha!) with the stuffs those ship-fellas do in there. gah! we toured the whole ship. besides works, they have leisure time too. they pool'ed, do jamming, psp'ing, have mini bar, karaoke'ing, fishing, gyms and moreee. they have rooms where you can relax and do whatever stuffs you want too. ha! best kan! hehe. ahh even betta..she had a room for herself la. (obviously) cos she's having attachment there. work. so yaa. heh! simply nice. i likeee. envy envy. gah!
anyhoos, thanks FARHANA for that warm-welcoming and wonderful time. and the crews too. hurhur. everything goes well and i like it! dint noe life in the ship can be that fun lah. haha. well, i must admit im the most kecoh when it comes to the uneasy off and into the ship from the transporting boat. ha! the waves were hard and the boat was moving side to side. and i was expected to walk? yes, my legs go jellied. gah! scary. but whatever. can i have another one again? hehe :D ended everything at six.
oh ya. to those who are wondering on how we managed to go into the ship; farhana was in Maritime Course. so yaa. and its weekends, and she's free from work. and its at marina south pier ay. hehe.
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den we headed to PS after that. had dinner at BK. den get some stuffs..walked around. and off to home sweet home. ha. and i got all tired now! gees. i wanna do nothing but stay lazy on my bed. ha! and and you! im missing you bebeh!

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Friday, December 28, 2007

and so we went for cable-car'ing! :D
thanks dearest!
i so love the ride
with you! and only.
one moreee? :D

had lunch at hobourfront centre, mcdonalds. den headed to east coast to meet wan to lepak. cikkhai joined lata at ard 8plus. had their dinner den, at changi village. and went changi point for lepak'ing lata after that ... thats all :)


much love bebeh.
sweet night.

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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

its 26 of december. ape lagi kan.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE TWINS!
baru nk turn 18 ke korang. hahah
had a picnic at sentosa. with yan,fiq and baz. den nadiah raman came. den maria and lin. hehe! nice. fiq&sirah, baz and yan went up the skyride and luge ride. fun they said. hurhur. i want the skyride but not the luge. gah! [and you! i stil wanna go up that cable car with u ok!] ;p anyhoos. after sentosa'ing, like frankly, we cant decide of where to go. ha! the guys wanna go for ice-skating at ClarkQuey. but soon as we reached, we gotta find out that the place closed down alr. geram kan. had our dinner at BurgerKing den, cos semue dah tak tahan lapar after all the walkings. ha! den decided to go for karaoke'ing at Apollo Center. walked a lil distance there. checked the price den tak jadi. ha! cos some of us dont sing..so yaa. wasteful. dangs! den after long of thinking, we headed off to cineleisure and book a room up at lvl9, for movie'ing. The Hills Have Eyes.unrated(i tink thats the title la if i remember. ha! sadistic one.) hehe. whatever it is guys, i enjoyed myself with u ppl today. really.

CHEERS~

oh yes! happy one year to sirah and fiq!
:D

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

CINTA ARJUNA
:)

thong hua.
watch this! touching sey. sad.





i love you ok. i do.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Monday, December 24, 2007

im back IM BAAACK~ miss me? i noe i noooe :D
gah! yay at last im back in my own room, with dear pillow(hehe!) and get my hands on the comp, with no failed connection. ha! meaning? im getting back on track la! online'ing, frenstering, blogging, blablabla. hehe. oh i miss. ha!

anyhoos! holiday'ing in malaysia was fine. not exactly fun, but nice (: hehe. stayed in malacca for like 5days? yeaa. kind of boring tho. nothing nice to do. but cousin did brought us here and there. so it was ok. hehs. went to KL on the saturday.. about 3hours journey from malacca? yea i guess. hurhur. as soon as we reached, dad drove straight to the "Eye on Malaysia".. KL's new attraction. its smtg like the singapore flyers, but a smaller one. ha. had ice-creams, den to the muzium(no idea wat for. ha!) and next, we went around the place to find a hotel. even got a help from friend. bah! lost lah. complicated routes. hurhur. - got two rooms at the Kuala Lumpur International Hotel. nice one. heh. and and! guess who we met? ha! a singapore footballer, Alam Shah :) and yea i got a lil excited i can say. gah! and coincidently dad knew him too. one from his boys'club he says. gees. ha! dey talked a lil and hey, i got a picture with him la can. hoho. too bad the rest couldnt. i was nearer la. haha. YAYA aniwayy. got some rest there before we went for shopping. and it was one effing tiring one i can say. noe why? they decided to walk! gah~ regretted ok. ha! took train and monorail, and got lost on our way. gees. bad. but it was an experience tho. ha! went to Petaling Streets. was uber packed and you can get uber cheap stuffs there. all you haf to do was, bargain! haha. best. shop~ friend was nice enough to drove us back to the hotel after much shopping. haha thanks.
next day we did some shopping before we left for malacca. and this time, friend came along. ha! amazingly, dad was ok with it. he showed us around and brought to a nice restaurant for lunch. hurhur. and today? gees. i had a hard time trying to make my stand of coming back here cos cousins and aunts been persuading to stay for another day to join them all to Port Dickson. what? hmm. i stayed long enough. haiyoo. but felt kinda bad tho. cos the decision was on me. the rest was ok to stay for another day. they are persistence of holding us back. but i insisted. ha. whatever! im back dah pon :D

will upload the pictures soon ok.

k its 1:30am now. im all tired. daaar!
can i meet you like now? oh imy~

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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

SELAMATS ORANG ORANG DI SINGAPORE! hehe. well people, im away in mlysia now. at melaka. for a week? yeaa. hmm. and this is my second day here. how is it here you ask? well,its hotter here in melaka! and no i cant stand the heat. pfft! and its definitely effing boring i tell you! gah! i stayed at aunt's and its far far away from the town area. well yea, there's no way i can go out without my parents. no transport! gees. and how did i manage to blog? haha! cousin brought we sisters to the Cyber Cafe.(dad sent us here) and hell yea i dun like this place. surrounded by many many Mats kental.(well not only in here la actually. ha! they are everywhere!hmm.) fcuking irritating bunch of guys. heh. whatever dun bother ...
anyway by the way expressway, i will be here for another day tmr to celebrate raya haji. den off to KL the next day. and will be back in sinapore by 23rd i guess? yeaa. hurhur. really hope time flies fast ... i wanna go home! IM MISSING SINGAPORE ALREADY! hoho. kk im off now. cannot tahan this slow comp. grr. BYE people! miss me ay! :D



MISSING YAN!

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Sunday, December 16, 2007



a perfect song from me to You, friend.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Saturday, December 15, 2007

BESTFRIENDS ARE FOREVER.

well how many of you do still agree on that? that very fact. hmmm. it kept me thinking. (well at least now) is it true? gees. that great friend you used to have. used to think he/she would be there when needed, always be the one who cared and understand. you laughed and joke around together. and you think both of you shared the same interest. ahh! now thats when the term Bestfriends exist huh. ha! but does every friendship last forever? i wonder .....

i was bloghoping .. and i came across to one. my bestfriend's.(i guess? erm ya well at least to me uh) hmm. i was amazed by how much changes we've been through now. its like hey was that really you? the one whom i once knew, who was so much closer to me. but like a stranger now? sigh! i never want any of this though. and i missed you so. you know? gah! those moments we two used to have. the laughs and cries ... many wishes i hope to be granted. like, how i wish i could turn back time and have it amend. hmm. i see no attempt in you. you just went away and never did tried. why my friend. hmmm. yes, people do change. and ya im trying to accept that fact and adapt with it. and yes. well maybe its true when people says- in life, people comes and goes. gees. friends too? - hey bestfriend, i just want you to know that i still do care :) ha! okok rub it off janna! thats what reality are. live with it! gah~

WHATEVER :)


i miss that Mr McRider!!

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Friday, December 14, 2007

I Miss You


This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Thursday, December 13, 2007

i had great times dearest! :)
out with YAN! hehe. went to PlazaSingapura. had our lunch at BurgerKing. and went for movie after that. watched the Alvin and the Chipmunks. it was indeed entertaining ok. really! MUST WATCH LAH. hehe. the cutest Theodore, the clever Simon and always cool and macho Alvin! :D best! cutee la sangat!
anyhoos. after movie, we wanna haf desserts. and he wanna haf waffles! hehe. sooo we serang the Gelare! at citylink. hehe. oooh nice. sensation. haha! jauh jauh tau kiter pegi nk cari waffles. ha! for some reasons we cudnt think of any place nearer that haf gelare.. dangs! and guess what. sirah told me theres one at EastCoast. gedegaks! *slapforehead* hahah. nvm nvm. shall go there the next time okey dearest. SOON! :D

i simply LOVE YOU ok.
u make me feel good when u shine that sweetest smile.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007

well well well. what haf i been up to? hoho.
got my bursary last week.[for just a few hundreds laa. it was ntg really. compared to the twins hu got a thousand each! best kan kan. gees. and my dad still haf the cheek to ask a hundred from me to give it to my stepmum? grr] yaaya whatever! ha. cash's out yesterday .. and yes, we sisters went shopping! hehe. ape la sngtkn. bkn slalu. ha! went to bugis. fazlin came too. around bugis junction we go. and i spent around Eighty. bought 3tshirts,belt,sandal,shoe,black sweater and some other personal stuffs. haha. ok la kan for a day. heh.
marina south pier was nice. the views out there.
well. out again today to shop .. yan accompanied. thanks ay. but too bad i cudnt get antg nice at town. really. walked here and there. but nahh. hurhur. actually, i dun need do much shopping i guess. want nothing more in particular. ha! not in need of antg ler. heh. met wan&fyera at paragon,coincidently were shopping too. ha! yadaayadaa .. anw. had my dinner at Lau Pa Sat after that. thats all --
im here ok dearest. will always be. and u noe that.


haiz.

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Sunday, December 09, 2007

a very big big shouts-
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ASRI!!
hehe :D


ok. haf not been updating ay.. hehe. lazy lah. had been sick for the past few days too. cough cough. bad. stil having it now..slowly recovering (: well anyhoos, im Parents-Free! hehe! parents' away for holiday in Terengganu for a week. off ard last week thurs i think. will be back in a few days time. ha! gerek u noee. Freedom! keke. but one thing for sure- no foods! geees. everyday we sistas ate packet foods/mcd.etc/fried some nuggets and fries/maggies. ha! pathetic ay. hoho. but yaa..watever. stil surviving. haha! :D
yan,ayim and taufiq came over on the last friday. bash came lata. ha. tv'ing and lazy'ing ard. and gaming too![ayim brought along his ps2] haha. kecoh. - den, saturday out wit yan for movie. The Golden Compass. must watch ok! nicee. hehe. after movie, went to ecp. to aminah's pit[one of the mcd manager] - today? haha. out again wit yan :) despite the heavy rain. hoho. much love~

i'll never stop loving you dear

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Tonight you're mine completely
You give your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
Will you love me tomorrow?

Is this a lasting treasure
Or just a moment's pleasure?
Can I believe the magic of your sighs?
Will you still love me tomorrow?

Tonight with words unspoken
And you say that I'm the only one, the only one, yeah
But will my heart be broken
When the night meets the morning star?

I'd like to know that your love
Is love I can be sure of
So tell me now, cause I won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?



I LOVE YOU.
:)

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Monday, December 03, 2007

im back im back im back !!
missed? i noe. HAHA ok diam.

anyhoos. i had great times there at kampong. [despite feeling so unwell] yaa. fun! the suasana of the wedding back there was so much diff from here in singapore. really. many came and help. rewangs. hoho. it was indeed so kecoh laa. ppl running here and there busy wit stuffs. ther's mercunS too. and me? busy layan'ing my nieces and nephews. geees. [and of cos wit some stuffs around the house lah. haha] handling those kids was similarly hard ok. extremely naughty boys, manje girls but one Fun bunch! hehe. loved.
and yes. other than the newly weds, eyes were on me and sirah too! [expected] haha! why? what else la kan.. our hair. and our dressing on the Hari Bersanding i guess? the fact that we wore the see-through top. hoho. but yaa..watever. lawa kan? a'ah tau. haha!
BEST WISHES TO MY DEAREST COUSIN, KAK LONG AND HUSBAND, SUFIAN.
she had nine pairs of gowns to change to. but i manage to take seven of dem tho. camera'girl was away eating wen the other two was taken. ha! one word- GORGEOUS. tak bedek sey. i likeee. wanna see? check out the slides. enjoy!



OH YA. and sirah was the bride's pengampit for the 3rd day of bersanding at the groom's!

not forgetting the Sabo part. ha! Bukan Cinta Biasa. (: SWEET OKEY!

CHEERS!!

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