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J A N N A H

very nice but sensitive.
wonderfully attached.
11 February.
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Friday, February 29, 2008

ok quick update!
out with dearest and the couple, sirah&fiq. it was a last minute planning tho. hehe. we went to kallang for bowling. Thank you bf! - had donuts too! yumms! hoho. we headed off to Airport T3 after that. had dinner at mcd. walked around the whole terminal. yadaa yadaa. then go home. haha. thats bout it lah. ok done ;) sleeeep!

you got me smiling.
but im missing you still.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

hello wello mello! ;)
realised I've not been doing proper blogging lately huh. hehe. so tonight i feel like updating. a short one that is. hoho. well aniway, i went for revisions with my girlfriends(nadiah and feyra of cause) today. at east coast mcd. Lin came too. then sirah joined. bf and cikkhai came after that. and im freezing, sitting ther for hours. each one of us was. tak bedek. haha. - nadiah and feyra left earlier around 6pm. maklumlah kan, yang sorang tu tinggal Jurong. ha! and silly me, i told them to take the bus401 ther at ecp which leads to bedok int. convenient for both. semangat siol! we waited slightly 1/2hr for it. skali no bus on weekdays! hahahah. luckily nadiah checked the directory. if not? ha! *slapforehead* we make fool of ourselves. gah! it tickles me each time i tink bout it lah. hehe. we all then left soon after that. yep thats it. :) i studied. exams in a week time! gees

k thats all. im tired. nights!

i rindu u mcm nak giler ok bf!

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Monday, February 25, 2008

I've been tagged by MIA & FEYRA.

The rules are easy : Just simply post 10 things that made you happy and then tag 7 people.

1. Definitely Boyfriend.
2. Hanging out with friends.
3. SHOPPING!
4. eating :D
5. laughing.
6. got those stuffs i wanted. like of cos.
7. Seeing those around me smiling.
8. Being loved and pampered.
9. chocolates, donuts and bubble tea will do it. (hehe!)
10. THE BEACH.

There you go. its not in any order ok. hehe.
erm well, i don't bother tagging anyone. really. =s

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Never explain yourself to anyone.
Because the one who likes you wont need one,
And the one who dislikes you wont believe.

sensitively logical.
:)

i love my boyfriend truely.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Friday, February 22, 2008

very very big shouts to HAIKAL!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY-FRIEND!
*applause*

CHEERS!!

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

some people says this world is ugly,
yet beautiful at the sametime.

agreeable.

when the friend says hurtful things; it hurts.
when the love one says it then?; its heartbreaking!

so true.

okey. random.
hmm :)

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin me tight
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

:)

love.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

parents were away in KL for 3days. should be back today, i not sure. and i left with a day more until the due for poly applications. gees. hmm nevermind -

aniways. since parents not home ...

yesterday, me and kakak had Nasi Ayam Penyet at Lucky Plaza for dinner. and to go with that, i wanted to have Bandong. but it wasnt in the menu. so decided to ask the waitress since i saw the couples beside have it. ha! and she point out "Soda Bahagia". (huh soda? weird kan?!) i was reluctant at first, but so well, ok i ordered. gees! thanks ehk. it taste nothing like bandong ok! ha! bodoh. K whatever. kakak laughed at me =.= - hurhur. k. after the scrumptious meal, we meet the twins and cabbed to Apollo Centre for karaoke at the Cash Studio. hehe best! and coincidently idah was there too! with her cliques. sweet! hehe. sang till 1230am. then had a walk down at Clarke Quay. tak brape nak enjoy la kan. ha. cabbed and reached home around 2am :)

thanks kakak for the treats! :)

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Friday, February 15, 2008

and then im glad i have you, boyfriend.
for you listen and understands.
you know me best dearest. thank you!
:)

bf came to fetch me in school after my 'make-up lesson' (a waste of time actually. cause i couldnt find the class nor the lecturer. so ended up wasting my time, waiting at the cafe for 1half hour. pfft! but thanks nad for teman'ing ok! appreciated.) aniways, we went off to town for movie. baz, fiq, ali, sidek and cikkhai joined too. watched Jumper. interesting. imagine if you are one like the jumpers. woo best ok! travel here and there. just poof! hahaha. ;D kk whatever. after movie, they have dinner at Lau Pa Sat. den to esplanade to lepak. :)

pleasing night.

i smile. and i laugh. just to ease my mind. but it came on bothering. just the thought of it. makes me being so cranky and moody. yea thats why. sorry anyone(especially bf), if i got all quiet sometimes. im ok. :)

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

tell me.
how would you feel,
when things dont get your way;
unheard;
thoughts and feelings neglected;
someone decide something for you
which you're not up for it;
but you have to;
you felt like everythings unfair.

hmm. i dunno bout you,
but im suffocating ok.
helpless. upset!

never ask me about poly please.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

HAPPY VALENTINES LOVELIES !!
;D

school was as per normal. accept that me and gfs dun bother attending classes. preferred watching the performances at the atrium instead. ha! perangai kan. :p
hehe. couples here and there. smiles and laughters. flowers and chocolates. oh so sweet. ;) and thanks gfs for the chocolates! much love.

CHEERS!
oh yaa. yesterday fyra played a song in her hp. lagu lama siol! like berzamans alr i last listen to it. ha! fyra, dulu2 lagu fav. kan kan! nyanyi shiok sendiri, feeling2 dalam bilek. terpekik terpekau. hahah. kental kan. but so what. ahah. tibe tibe like excited jap. ha! and so, we sang it togather. nad goes 'huh?' .. heh!

kental ehk. haha! who cares. jiwang? ya whatever ;D

far most important case! - ite-ians can start applying for poly today. i have not submitted mine yet. cause im having a real hard time considering through the pathetically limited courses under JPAE. and aku stress la k. pfft! what to do .... sadly, Early Childhood wasnt one of the applicable courses. fcuk!

saya sayang kamu!

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

mama, nana rinduuu sangat!

i wanna blog but there's nothing interesting.
hey, i wanna say something pretty obvious.
but guess what, its ok.
just read those moving words down below!

hehe.
GoodNight!

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Monday, February 11, 2008

*CLAPS*
hehe.
spent the day with the love ones. AGENTS, cikkhai, ayim, lyn and kakak. it was great! really. simple yet lovely! hehe. out for movie with bf in the afternoon. CJ7 a must-watch show! adorably amusing. ;) - then to esplanade and meet the rest. and there, i blow'd the candles. not cakes, but cupcakes! sweet! that, i must thank farah. hehe. - headed off to kallang after that, for bowling. gees! i was forced. ha! but indeed, it was fun! hehe. thank you korang! ;D bak kate asri, "agents in need, is agents indeed!" aawwwww. touched ok. ;)

*taufiq and kakak not in here*

oh. and to all those who wished,
thank you a million !!
;D

1259am.
GoodNight!

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

im leaving for melaka later.
and im half-excited. pfft!
back either on saturday or sunday.

well,
an advance shout out to my gf,
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY FYRA!! ilu.
which falls on the 9th actually.

hehe.

ok i have nothing else to say.
not in the mood lah.
Goodbye. and takecare.
:)

PS. dear bf, do takecare. im missing u greatly. sigh. ilu yan!

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Tuesday, February 05, 2008

*APPLAUSE*

ok lets sing the birthday song. go kakak! :D

we had a simple celebration at the playground. was great.
after so long .. lepas rindu! hehe.

and she dip her hand into the cake. haha!

and they said,

WHATEVER!! ;D

Aliyah Qistina & Arfa Darwisyah .
never ending love.
:)

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Monday, February 04, 2008

FAT!
im gonna be even fatter.
eat and eat and eat.
whats up with me today.
i got hungry merely every few minutes.
haha! ;D

whatever kan.
hehe.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

im bored.
studying is giving me headaches. ha!
exams coming. having CAs after another.
can i do anything else other than revising?
haha! ok what the hell eh jannah.
:)

oh ya. there's a fire broke out last night at my blk, around midnight. strong-smelling. and we sisters thought it was from our kitchen. went to check it out. wooo. thick black smoke coming out from the 2nd floor kitchen window. how bad is that. the Civil Defence took quite a moment to come. Polices and Ambulance came after that too. kecoh la sey. watching those C.D guys in actions. and many kpo neighbours crowding downstairs. ha! tsktsktsk.

ya okey. anyways.

ahh yess. randomly.
i miss doings activities like rock-climbing, abseiling and rope courses.
and a long time since i last had cycling, swimming, karaoke'ing ? too.
i wanna try new activities like ice-skating or shooting pinballs? hahah
i wanna have picnics, barbecues and chalets.
AND i have a sudden crave for deng-dengs! :D
hahah. ape saje kan jannah.

i miss my boyfriend! you knew that.
and thats not random ok. ha! ;)

hehe.
i wanna be a happy girl.
the stress-free life i once had.
just smiles and laughters.
nothing more i could ask for.
:)

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Friday, February 01, 2008

foremost. like i've expected before, i failed. retest! pfft. can the lecturer be any more stingy? =.=' that 3more pathetic marks. gees.
yet again. jannah's late for wed 8am class. ha! i did tried to make it alright.
schools getting more boring each day. and im becoming more malas for it.
nadiah's being so ngade-ngade yesterday. very ok! hahah perangai eh kau girl. :D and fyra got me tickles. ha! she was left behind when me and nad already got into the lift. hehe sorry girl. thats what happen when you got so nice, giving ways to those tak-tau-nak-sabar people. ha! we couldnt stop giggling okey :D
i couldnt stop laughing seeing their karena. even in class. heh! gunduuu.

oh ya. thanks boyfriend, for the movie.
with wan and erm(ahmad's sis) ha!
fun. so kecoh la that girl. -
hey. never watch The House alone ok. never! hehe
ended at midnight. and yes im home late.

okok enough. serious shit now.
exam's around the corner without realising.
yes, i need to be more discipline please.
soon, i'll be out from ite simei (hopefully).
2 years that is. how much time flies i dint realise.
im aiming for Early Childhood in Ngee Ann. i tink?
and am counting down to those months and years until those guys leave for NS. sucks. and then, i'll only have them on weekends. oh great! i'll talk to myself on weekdays. i'll go insane.

argh ok whatever.

the pour. the thunder. the lightning. oh please stop!

. . . . . . . . .

i dun mean to be rude. nor ignorant.
its you. and yes, its me.
you assume, you think, you claim.
im sorry i must say.
i've tried but you dont realise or care.
so stop blaming me.

im glad i have you to listen.
im glad i have you to share.
im glad i have you who understand.
im glad i have you who cares.
and im glad to say im lucky to have found you.
thank you dear, i love you!

OH wow ITS FEBRUARY :)

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