because i believe
missing someone
is a good thing
the more you miss
the better it is
And the more you miss, the greater the love is ;he said.


J A N N A H


very nice but sensitive.
wonderfully attached.
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Monday, March 31, 2008

I don't need anyone to doodle with my life. pfft! Nevermind. Forget it. I dun wish to debate bout it anymore. - -

Aniways, I went back to Ite Simei to collect my Good Progress Award chequed $300, just now. Ceh!, baik ke per. haha. Shockingly amazed lah. Macam mane tah leh dapat. But alhamdulillah! (: hehe. Accompanied by Bf, Shaf and Fiq(dier pon dapat lah. congrats!) Sumpah tak bedek, my wounds were hurting by then. Aper tak nye, naik motor. ha! But dun care, Jannah strong. (: Headed to some motor shops after that, at Ubi. yadaa yadaa. And then i cabbed home cause they wanna go somewhere else which they decided that i don't follow. My wounds getting back to square one. pfft! Irritating. hurhur. Ya whatever. :)


I want the beach!

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Saturday, March 29, 2008

Attention everyone! ...
a very big shout to my dearly kakak,
HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY !!
:)
. . . . .

no mood. feel like poking someone in the eye!
now, i wanna run as far as i can. scream my hearts out.
if only i can. really, i will.


Oh dearest,
I'm trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth


Ok Good Bye.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Friday, March 28, 2008


some days its not even worth chewing through the restraints.




but i hate it this way.
imu baby.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Like any other days nowadays, I'm wasting the day away. cooped up in my room, never stop resting. Damn it. Wished i could spent time with friends like i always do. Unfortunately my condition doesn't allow to. Praying real hard for my recovery. The pain is killing me. Just when i need someone to weep the bitter tears of remorse. But Yes, maybe i should just stop complaining and endure. I landed myself into this. So much so, its hurting. Am trying to be a strong girl. Yes. Sigh. I troubled many around me. Take this, do that, anything thats out of my reach. Sorry, for i didn't mean to. gee. How pathetic! ...

im feeling dejected. therefore this entry.
Nevermind. Till Then.
:)



if u say so. Pardon me.
pusillanimously staying strong.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Saturday, March 22, 2008

hello world! hehe yes, jannah hilang for many days now. its been quite a hectic week i can say. busy bee. ;) this and that happens. some are just so unexpected ay. to whom that already known u-noe-wat Or just never(nevermind), im doing fine as always. no worrys. hehe. yes of cause, im praying for the fast recovery. well im acquiescingly taking it with much patience. hehe im alright ok! but i wont be doing that often blogging much yet. paham paham je la kan. hehe. whatever. Padan Muke Aku! (;

i miss my girlfriends. and the boyfriends too definitely!
i wanna have all the cravings im having.
i wanna run and jump like those kids at the playground.
well, im glad i have that one and only that kept me smiling.

:)

toodles till then.
Good Bye!

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Sunday, March 16, 2008

Last night, (ok not. just hours ago) i watched this 2004 movie starring Jennifer Love Hewitt and Paul Nicholls. If Only. sweet ok! recommendable to couples, and people who believe in love. the storyline really touches me. a premonition change everything. and i was awed with the beautiful romantic scenes the guy did for her. watch it and you'll know. i tear watching it. will you? :)
done watching it at 3am. and i wanted to call boyfriend. but crap, why the hell should i disturb his sleep. its late morning for goodness. pfft. nevermind, next time. ha! its never too late. :) hehe. i lovee you sayang! you knew that. and i got the song stuck in my head now. gee!




Hey, its never too late. Appreciate what you have now. I Love You may be the sweetest thing to be heard but better if you show it. Tell them. Shower those endless love. Sincerely express it. Feel, share and trust. Appreciate! to love and be loved. Love had always been beautiful yet meaningful to life. Love will show you everything :)

what will you do if you know you have one day to live?
Or if you know your love left with just a day?

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Saturday, March 15, 2008

its been days i've cooped up in my room doing nothing productive. really. ya boring, u bet. other than layan'ing and getting annoyed with izdi's karenah that is. baby-sitting. pfft.
Anyway By the way Expressway, i went to Compass Point just now with my sis, fiza and her daughters! :D yes im delighted as ever. ape tak nye. you can hear them shouting from far, waving, calling your name with much excitement. cute giler. hehe. bring those kids to library. they borrowed one similar storybook each. haha. had dinner
at Banquet after that. and than kakak adorably said "ibu, nak jalan jauh. taknak balik tau.." and keep on repeating it. dengss! hahah what the hell kan. kids nowadays. tsk! ape lagi, we played at the playground near our house area lor. :)
here, some of the pictures taken. apparently, kakak were busy playing. so took more shots of adek lah. hehe. mentel!


kakak sing 'Jenny'
hahahaha memekak kan! anyhow only ;D


oh yes, their Uncle SengSeng(Yan) gave them a last minute surprise meet up. hehe. being so adorable, they jump with joy and called out for that uncle. ha! Fizah said kakak were asking for him even before i meet her lah. gee.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008

:D

and yes, exams are over and done with. like finally! (: im hoping and praying hard i do just fine for the exams. really. cause im just fifty percent confident for getting just a pass maybe? pfft. thats how bad. accounting was literally a pain in the ass. auditing was manageable tho. whatever. those intensive studies with friends days after days; im really hoping it'd paid off. i WANT to achieve those expected grades. as much as I'd miss the school, the 2yrs study-life & my friends of cause, i couldnt wait to be officially graduated from ite. ha! the next time I step into that school will be for the graduation day, with the cert in my hands. gah! i hope. hehe.

now? i need a job. like reallyyyy. fyra said she wanna tag along with her sis to bangkok on July. and i wanna follow! haha. i need the moneyyy! =s
and obviously i mustn't stay home after today onwards right. like what the hell. my life would be plainly boring. i'll go bonkers. must get myself busy. must.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Thursday, March 06, 2008

"Ku tak mungkin
Kalis rindu
Kalis pilu
Bila kau tiada
ku semangkin
Pendam rindu
Pendam pilu
Hingga kau menjelma"

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Tuesday, March 04, 2008

and so i did another study-out with my girlfriends. at the mcd, airport T3. and guess what lah! surprisingly, that noob, MIA, joined us too! rindu la kans. its been many many months since i last met her. hoho. weirdo. she's always smiling now often. so gila-ly happy gitu. ha! kk enough. anyhoos. mardhiah went too, together. sirah and mas joined us later. then saman came. then, dearest bf.(thanks la kan for that shocking melatar'ing moment. geram) ha! so yaa. study study study. until around 530pm, we packed. haha actually the girls stopped doing their revisions much earlier, for they busy camwhoring. gah! *shakehead*
ahhh oh yes. the journey back home was a killer. had a loong 'head-banging' 27bus ride lah! PFFT. benci lah. make me so tired and sleep like pig.(literally) dangs! that moment of time, i was like "who cares. seee lorrr! aku penat lah bodoh" hahhaha. NOOB! k shuts.

okey dokey. im off. wanna bring this irritatingly cute lil sis to shop. BYE!



P.S. dearest girlfriends, remember .. Allah itu Maha Pengampun, Maha Penyabar, lagi Maha Penyayang. kenape tidak kiter, umat-umat nye. menolong itu adelah sebuah kebaikkan. membuat sesuatu dengan ikhlas adalah sebuah pahala. HAHAHA paham ehhh ;D

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Monday, March 03, 2008

i love the sight of you.
so today was nice
having you not too far away from me.
you got me smiling. even wider.

much love.
(:

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.
Saturday, March 01, 2008

*APPLAUSE*

the party was a blast. the cupcakes were lovely! envied the birthday girl cause she had 4 cakes!(not including the cupcakes) gah! the theme were purple; or not white. she wore glittery pretty purple dress. she look beautiful, tak bedek. haha. people there were all friendly and i enjoyed it. kids here and there, so naughty. we played many many games. one word, fun! hehe. Dhirah turns 11 today. and 11 was her favourite no. sweet kans. haha! members ar. again, happy birthday sweetheart. keep on smilling ok. hope u like the present we had for you. psst! last minute lah. opps.

;)

OK I NEED THE BED.
GOODNIGHT!

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.