first thing first. NAD! PLAN KITER TAK MENJADI LA EHK. sheesh. ha! nak taknak, me, nad and fyra went to school la dis afternoon. and eh, school's dead can. u can actually count how many ppl there laa. so sunyi. grrrr. ape tak nye. its at 230pm. and its friday fer goodness sake. everyone's end early. dengs! sungguh tak best. ha. yaaa. had accounting revisions. until like ard 430pm? ya.
den off to cityhall. marina. had lunch at burgerKing. den lepaks. girlfriends talks and gossips. sing sing sing :D - oh oh! the best thing. fyra and nad met their idol la sey. haha!! meet the Zens- sirah, ida, nadiah and SYIKIN(: there too ard 7pm. both fyra and nad were like bloody excited la can. ehhh. dey actually went to the toilet to touch up on their makeups before we off to meet the Zens la ehk. ha! silly la. haiyoo. fer goodness sake. i was like "eh korg dah knape eh. we're meeting shikin tau. and lagi2 she's a she. kalau lelaki tu aku paham lah!" hahahaha. mampos. *shakeheads* hehe. kinn pun malu2 la nk jumpe her peminats. heh. - camwhored. and lots of it la sey. especially fyra..nvr get bored of it. ha! ape la sngt kan.. her all time idol pe. ha! cutee sungguh la korgs. seriously. lepaks at the marina staircase after tat. mcm biase, bebual merepeks. jokes ard. yadaa yadaa yadaa. - nad and fyra left first den. both were late to get bck hme actually. its like a sure-kena-nag-lata. but at tat moment, both were like Who Cares. haha! dey stayed longer den i expected. fyra tried giving excuses to her mum and drag the time they spent as long as she could. hoho. too bad la darling..u tgl jurong. like bloody far. if not can stay abit more longer. heh heh :D den, kinn left. gt something on i guess. heh. went fer bowling after tat. tauFIQ came and join. den aidil and yan. fun. so kecohs. - played till ard 11pm. hoho. den? headed hme of cos! hehe. dun wanna miss the last train la ...
yes, it was fun ppl!(: best. more ok. hehe
and oh ya. if any of u are observant enough, many wore the Little Miss -- shirt now huh. ha! and i was wearing one too just now. little miss ditzy. no, i dunno wat it meant. haha. here and there, sure can spot a few. wth eh. hoho. oh yes, i haf mine - Little Miss Late (:(: and fyra totally agrees wit it. ha! *poke* fyra and nad den came out wit this silly names fer us. according to wat we wud always spilt out whenever we says smtg. - me Miss Litte Fcuker. fyra Miss Little Oh-Well. nad Miss Little Irritating. :D
. . . . . and omg. its like 440am now! haha. tink i betta get going. my beds calling. cheers(:
Thursday, August 30, 2007
self-proclaimed, no-school-today!(:
nad came over to my place. did some revisions. and we realised so much tat we gotta brush up on lar. ha! its like, most of it seems 'new' to me. ahaha. padahal all done before. grrr. *knock head hard* had lunch before tat. at mcdonalds. and and! unexpectedly while we both were like toking, looking out, the irritating biol guy in school (who likes to look at me and act mane nye macho)walked past laa! haha! like, out of all ppl!? wah fcuk. sungguh suay. haha. me and nad cudnt stop luffing laa. cudnt believe :D anw. nad stayed over till ard 930pm. hehe. thanks eh girl fer teman'ing me!(: sayang kau. haha. we watched Love Is Cinta. erm. the tak-masok-akal-show. ha! watch it and u'll agree wit me..really. heh. and oh oh! i let nad hear syikin's songs. ha! and she actually fall fer it laa. the song. the voice. feeweeet. KIN U HAF ANOTHER PEMINAT HERE!(: haha
going fer extra accounting class tmr. at 230pm. in school =__= sheesh. sungguh malas can. aduhai. ha. nad and fyra cuming over before gg to school. go togather. hoho. ape lagi. *grin* nad noe i noe :D
to yoU my fren. so glad to hear from u again(: good tat u're doing finee. sorry and thanks. im still here. u noe tat. and i'll be alrite. i will(: stay happy ok. cheers~
. . . . . k im off. cudnt stop the tap* . . . . .
i may not noe wats happening. i may choose to believe. i prefer not to. `neglecting . `disappointing . `confusing . `heartbreaking . `frustrating . im strong(:
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
hooray hooray!(: happy can. ape tak nye.. afternoon class was canceled la. ended early..and i really meant early laa. ard 12pm? haha. best kann. me and nad was like "fuuuh. best la" hah. but but. we dint wen hme tho. lepaks. at forum. den to cafe. den to mlc. just to kill time uh. gotta accompany fyra until like 4pm? until her tarian starts. hoho. erm yaaa. =.= still, balek lambat daah. ha!
wanted to do revision wit nad after tat. but both got lazy wen we gt back hme. ha! nad msged and ask fer tmr instead. heh. self-proclaimed, no school tmr!(: haha. like again, aftnoon class were canceled. only lectures in the morning. so yaa. no need lor. :D
and yes. best. parents not at hme!(: fer afew days. hoho. balek kampong~ yes ar (: (: *evil smile* . . . . . so sick. headaches. flu. cough. im stong(: . . . . .
heard wat i dun wish to. saw wat i dun expect to. read wat i dun believe. do wat i dun want to.
why?
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
ok i cant think of wat to type in here fer today. ha! like, noting much happen laa. go school, attend lessons(but tk blaja. ha!),go home. yaaa. like, wat am i suppose to elaborate more kan. heh. but ya la..school was ok. mcm biase, skipped classes. and went home early. nicee la. hehe. geram je. *exams coming la can*
*bang head to the wall*
and oh oh! smtg interesting. baru dapat tau fyra's peminat setia SYIKIN la can! haha. SYIKIN U READ THIS?? u ader peminat la sey. she likes u since like in pri? her all time idol. haha! she sang ur songs in school.. and i was like "eh isnt tat ... ?!" i looked at her and we both get excited. ha!! niceee. bringging syikin's cd song album tmr. ha. fyra nk pinjam. and she practically reminding me every mins laa. even to the extend of setting a reminder in my hp la! geram je. hehs. insyaallah i'll make this fan, meet her idol real sooon(: kecoh.
K. anw. the best part. went out. wit dearest yan!(:(: hehe. ya ok shut up. . . . . . well thats bout it. darn tired now. off to bed. . . . . .
simply lovee tuedays!(:
Monday, August 27, 2007
s c h o o l . as usual, was the last one to reach inter. heh. had breakfast wit the girls at mcd, together wit sirah. padahal dh lambat,saje je go fer breakfast dulu. hehs. ape la sngt eh. yaa. anw, like obviously, we dint turn up fer the first hr of lect. late. went fer 11am costing lect instead. but kan, wasnt listening to any single thing la can. books wasnt out, mp3 on. storytelling wit the girls instead. ha! perangai. - went fer break after tat. and ya as per normal, so hard to get seats at cafe1 la. gotta tawaf the whole place like twice? den finally get one at the side. ha. ohoh` i saw .... from far that is. yaaaaa. hmmm(: den to costing class at the comp lab. ape lagi.. comps on, books in the bag. ha! perangaiz. gawd. i need a wake up call la can. like really. ha! exams nearing la sey. in like 3weeks time. and wth i ferget like most of the stuffs i studied before?! damn. and and! the best part, our 2hrs accounting class was cancelled at tat very last min. ha!(: sungguh best. yes, went hme early today.
nad's turning bad la can. swearing2. ha! and fyra's preventing it.(:(:
home, cudnt find antg to do. ntg nice on tv. lil sis being irritating. and got irritated wit the sight of tat mother. ha. so yaaa. out i go. ended up here, at nenek's. ha. no difference actually.. bosan - . . . . . miss my mondays
Sunday, August 26, 2007
`afternoon was boring. giler babs sey. dint have much to do. in and out of my room. tv'ing. taking turns wit my sistas to use the laptop. yadaa yadaa. bosan la can. ha. dun haf the mood to step out of the house. - `evening, out of boredom, we dcided to karaoke! hoho. best. long time since we had tat. ha. all the jiwang songs. habis lah. ha! cudnt find most of the cds tho. dunno wher tat mother put it. grr. ha. - sing sing sing. all out. erm the best part, terase la sey sing most of it. the stories and mesagges behind those lyrics. hmm =_= `night, watched hikmah 3. at youtube as usual. and the more i watched it, the more irritated i get wit the show. so many conflicts. like theres no end fer it. evilness after another. gerams. but well, semuanye mesti ade hikmah, disebalik ape yg berlaku. and that, i kept telling myself and believe. hmm(: . . . . . and oh yes! to tat silly, always cheerful girl. HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY NADIA RAHMAN!!(: . . . . .
lukamu, lukaku jua
watch this.
tsk tsk WHATEVER! ^_^/ ha!! cuteee kan kan kan. hehe. k. just a random post(:
and oh ya. the dye turns out ok uh. but not up to my satisfactory yet. ha! the colour can be seen but not so obvious. gonna get another one i guess. sooon(:
ohoh! and thanks to sirah. got myself new blogskin. she help me out of the confusing codes la. ha. stayed till late dis morning to get our blog a new look. hers too!(: go check it out. yaaaa. heh. like it. changing some here and there soon(: . . . . .
Big Girls dont cry (:
Saturday, August 25, 2007
get out of my face. out of my sight! fcuker. its good fer u tat we first accepted. if only we knew this wud happen. ergh.
K. went shopping with the sistas. we dint do this often u see. the four of us. ha. all were busy wit own stuffs. yaaa.. k anws. went to bugis. and fer some reason, bugis were packed laa. giler babs nye. damn. rimas can. wonder why..ppl prefers to go shopping today! hah. and sistas too. gosh. practically gg to the shops, picking up stuffs tat meets the eye, tried on, buy! ha. dey did offered to buy me shirts all, but i merely says 'its ok. taknak' ahah. bodoh kan? ha. sorry la sistas. just not in the mood to shop. mind wasnt set to shopping mode yet. heh. bought a watch fer myself only. the rest, borongs. i membontot je. ha. den had dinner at QiJi. and shop at Watsons :p
and oh oh! bought hair dye!:D me and sirah shared one. aha. wanna try, so yaa one first. MILK TEA BEIGE. excited* wonder how it'll turns out eh. heh. kk. im all ready. off to dye'ing. puffft~
Friday, August 24, 2007
went to school fer extra classes. accounting from 9am to 11am. tourism from 11am to 12pm. den had lunch wit nad, fyra and rosanne. had girls' talks(: and thanks rosanne fer that meaningful words. yes we girls are strong and independent nomatter what alrite. (:(:
went home. rest. and went out again ard 5pm, to meet nad at compass pt. together, off to amk hub. to watch dear fyra. having her tarian performance, for the Ite Roadshow that wud be there till sunday. heh. she did great u noeee. nicee!(: well dressed. sweet looking. graceful dance. but unexpectedly, fyra was down directly after she's out of the stage. yes, i panicked can. gosh. eh from malu, jadi so tak malu, i ran across the DJ, across the exhibition, straight towards fyra. hoho. she was so weak. eyes were closed. still breathing, but slowly. wanted to vomit. i hold and grab her hand tight. one moment she grabbed, but another she let go! eh, seram la can. panic. fanned her. undressed all her tight clothings. dammn. kecohs. hah. bring her to one side and calm her down. haiyoo. she's so lemah laa. no lunch and dinner yet. and not enuff rest. *shakehead* but yaa. she was ok after afew mins(: parents came and fetch her home. hehs well yaa. overall, the performances were great. the percussionists from simei. singers from ite amk. hehe. oh yaa. thanks eh nad fer layan'ing me. longgg walk and talkings. and missings a few 88s. and sampaikan kene kacau dalam bas. hoho.(:
and yesss. camwhored. will upload it all soon k. pics wit nad(: yaa. thats bout it. r e s t .
. . . . . . feels so near. yet so far.
Thursday, August 23, 2007
sneak peak ~ here's some of the pics taken during bintan trip.
in the ferry. heh. dint took lotsa pics uh. SEASICK. =x
the place wher we stay fer the night. Nirwana Beach Resort
lunch.
went to the fire station. and some other places. dint do much of camwhoring tho. was feeling so sick. no mood. so yaa. heh
dinner.
yummy huh. hehs. u bet. i dint finish mine obviously. ha. there's was clubbing after tat. but dint go tho. we gerls stayed in our rooms instead. was too full and tired after the activities.
here. check out our breakfast! ahah. damn.
did some shopping after tat. otw back to spore, in the ferry(:
well, tats bout it. just some random pics. lazy nk upload all. k im off.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
mengapa yang lain bisa mendua dengan mudahnya namun kita terbelenggu dalam ikatan cinta kita
atas nama cinta hati ini tak mungkin terbagi sampai nanti hingga aku mati cinta ini hanya untuk engkau
atas nama cinta kurelakan jalanku merana asal engkau akhirnya denganku ku bersumpah atas nama cinta
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
We all make mistakes. Expect mistakes. We don't intend to make mistakes. We don't like to make mistakes. Most of us want to make up for the mistakes made. We want to learn from our mistakes. We improve our performance after correcting our mistakes.
nobody is an angel. seeking forgiveness . . . . . . another way out to This please.
Monday, August 20, 2007
ok im back from bintan. only one day there. but it seems like 2days? hah. did so much stuffs there. after the arrival, alr packed wit activities. but twas raining tho. so had most of the time for ourselves. the best was on our meals. great! tak bedek uh. yummy and the place were so niceee. overall, it was ok(:
will upload the pics soon la. all wit nad. k im off. sick. so sick. pooof* . . . . .
im lost. so lost.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
leaving singapore, to bintan tomorrow morning. gotta be at the Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal by 730am. early la sey. meeting nad first at bedok at 630am before gg tmft. sheesh. noe wat time i gotta wake up?? ard 330am la eh. grrr. ha. wonder if i can even open my eyes by then. hah hope so(: and im like darn sleepy now. and i sud be gone to bed by now la. haiyoo. - so soon. until now, i cudnt believe im actually gg off to bintan the next morning laa. gosh. bag not fully packed yet. ha! wth eh. ish3.
happy? excited? ya kinda. but, beat me. the excitement wasnt as much compared to, wen i first knew im comfirmed gg on the last 2weeks laa. i dunno. hmm(: watever it is, i will be back on the sat ard 530pm. and to agents, i'll try to make it fer the fireworks ok. msg meeee.
ok. eyes so berat alr. off to bed~ :) . . . . .
dun want as such to happen. holding on .
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
hoho. im at mc'donalds now (yet again) to do research fer my PIE proj, which due on this thursday. heh. well, actually was to accompany sirah. she too wanted to finish up her projs. so yaaa oh ya. bout my TPD proj. ha! wanna noe wat?? we dint do the presentation la! aha. was rushing tru the ppt like mad ytd, so semangat to pinjam the laptop from cuzin, but we dint do it! haha omg wth kan. ha! okok. frankly, we were all so nervous to present it la at tat very last min. especially me and nad. ha! but we ended up not to reason, the format wasnt supported. as im using the Apple laptop. the fonts are all diff, yadaa yadaa yadaa. ha! but i was partly right too ok. i dint bring the cable to be connected, to be able to view at the screen. hoho. the lecturer couldnt do antg but to let us present it next week! aha. yes ar:D relieved* not only tat. we actually aint done wit the proj la! haha. we're supposed to submit a report and brochure. damn. tats another job to be done fast la eh. grrr. so the leceh.
okok. wanna continue my research. :) . . . . . .
You don't do the things you use to do. You don't even say I love you too
Monday, August 13, 2007
dammit. im like so T I R E D la can. back from mc'donalds. rushed tru the tpd proj. get it all done. sirah accompanied me. bf, aim and cikkhai came den.and guess wat. this tpd proj's done!(: at last :):) fyra were so panicky in sch la sey. worried i cudnt do it alone, couldnt finish at this last min. ha! see girl,i can! ha. and nad too. stayed online until ard 10 to help me wit some stuffs. one down. PIE proj next before gg bintan.ish.
kk. katil sudah memanggil:D
in school . lessons were boring. and i cudnt understand wats being taught now. hahs. and sooo. here i am(: jus i realised tat many i hadta finish up by the end of this week. gawd. 1)TPD presentation, due tmr! 2)PIE project, due on the friday 3)preparation fer the trip to bintan on the fri.
shucks. stress la can. padan muke aku. ha! its like "alaa lagi 2more weeks per. pelan2 uh" and tat was like 2weeks ago wen i said tat. ha! now den i can feel the tension wen the due is nearing. hmm. go home and i hafta rush tru my TPD stuffs. complete the ppt, den do research for my PIE. rabaks la can. aha. h e l p . . . . . . and oh. just received that msg from you. hmm. how am i supposed to explain wen u dun gv me the chance to. wasnt on purpose la can. i haf my reason fer doing tat. listen to me pls. dun dare to reply. cos u wun bother. den how?
i dun wan this.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
its 11! and im so happy(: our 8th . happy anni syg
and
ILOVE YOU.
Friday, August 10, 2007
(: followed bf to soccer. somewhere at kallang. The Cage. was nice guys. u ppl played well. heh. it was a big group. kecohs. - afta soccer, went fer dinner at erm i not sure wher. ha! den to beach rd, to acc one of dem to get some food packed. den me,bf,fiq,sirah,baz and asri went fer riding(: went to Mount Faber.lepaks. the scenery was nice up there. so peaceful. until ard1040 went off to fetch seha from werk. den headed home. great time spent!(:
just a short entry(: T I R E D . . . . .
oh. its tomorrow.
Thursday, August 09, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE(:
and yes, like wat most ppl did, i went to watch the ndp fireworks! the helicopters all. hehe. niceee. but i was like so rimas can. so packed la. dint getta go jejak esplanade uh.. was at marina the whole time. gawd. marina was too, fulled after 7. couldnt move freely laa. "eh ni kalau gi rompak umah org pn best eh. semue takde umah, dtg sini" haha! correct! logic tu. :D fer some reason, i end up joining bf, aim, cikkhai and azan. heh. the rest? i dunno. all scattered somewhere. hehe. some were at millenia, another were at erm bugis? haha. k i dun wanna talk bout it(: wan, nas and a fren of theirs, came and joined us then.
went to millenia Long John to haf our dinner. nasib baik we walked fast enough and was lucky to get our seats uh. hahs. go lepak'ing after that. spent time togate. camwhoring. big group laa. all meet there. ha. kecoh!(: will upload it soon ok! its wit bf(:
i enjoyed myself(: wit u guys. i want more of this. the hanging out. the kecohness. i loike. hehe. long time since we gathered huh. and yes! bf! i was so shocked to hear u actually went laa. so cheated sey. jahat. he told me he was werking la! dissappointed like nk gile can. ha! mane bole, out wit many, but bf missing. hehe!(: so glad you're there my dear. . . . . . ok tats bout it. tired. r e s t. pooof*
Monday, August 06, 2007
imiss you like achild misses thier blanket .
Sunday, August 05, 2007
went fer movie,at amk hub. wit bash, rahim and the twins(: watched Alone. bash blanje! hehe. thanks tok(:
horrifying. shocking. just full of OMGs. hehe. fer those hu haf not watch dis, go watch! scary, but pretty awesome i can say. the story-line was good. a conjoint twins hu haf been togate happily since young, decided to go on separate fer some reason. twin haunting(: hehe. wanna noe wats exactly happen? go watch! even betta, watch it alone!:D hehe. obviously i cant. ha! couldnt stop shouting la in the theatre. wooops. ha. hmm. the moment wen i needed him right beside. hmm(: ya nvm - after movie we go lepak'ing at i-dunno-wher. ha. under a block la. heh. chit chats. joke around. went off ard9. (: yes im smilling. im laughing along. kacau org je kan. but wats on my mind was jus ..... im a strong girl. i am(:
and to bash. thanks again fer the treat ok! do it always! hehe. and yes the bruises. thanks la bnyk2. geraaams. *hiak dush* . . . . .
ignorance. the greatest pain.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
out to esplanade. the baybeats. MARIA(oh i miss her!) shah,seha,sirah and bash(: watched part of the ndp rehearsal. cool la can. hehs. and stayed fer babybeats till like ard 830? yaa. den off to milenia walk to haf our dinner. and went fer window-shopping after tat. great time my frens(: long time since we had dis. especially wit gf maria. hehs. niceeee. i want more of this.
k im tired. r e s t . . . . .
my mistakes. plainly stupid. many apologies.
Friday, August 03, 2007
B O R E D to death. was at hme the whole day. grrr. tv'ing. layan'ing irritating lil sis. no msgs. no calls. in and out of room. online'ing. frenster'ing. yadaa yada. just usual stuff. hell ya..couldnt find antg good to do. . . . . . oh ya. bout the fiesta in school today. dint go tho. hehe really wanted to. but unfortunately no teman. sheesh. so yaa. heh. well fyra,glad to noe u do it well just now. had fun huh. and yes u look amazingly gorgeous babe! wanna see it? here - (hehe. pardon me babe. grab this from frensta:D) oh ya. there's another performance tmr in school. check it out ppl:) . . . . . ah yes..Hikmah. watch it in the aftnoon. to keep myself occupied. hurhur. sungguh irritating..probs after another. the 'best part', i watch it alone. hmmmm. i need a job! . . . . .
here i am again alone. listen to the songs u sang. i miss u.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
school. 9am-2pm. short day(: nothing much happens today. dint turn up fer costing class at 9. went fer lecture instead at 10. which can be considered not attending. waste time je. we came, open book, but none were listening to the lesson. ha! and during lunch hr, cafe were packed laa. as per normal. sheesh. so crowded. mostly wit nursings. grr. dint haf my lunch obviously. spend my time revising fer the accts paper. hehe. buang mase je nervous. it was ok laa. and the best part was, MrsHeng even taught me wen i seek fer help from her. ha! silly. and yes i did last min amendment afta tat. :D accompanied fyra then to haf her lunch. pitty girl. practices after another. tarian. haiyoo. but nvm. you'll do well fer the performances im sure(:
tmr no school. but may be considering of going tho. to support dear fren fyra. and to watch the other performances. hehe. will be having sch fiesta tmr and on saturday. everyones invited. join me anYone?:D
...mase mase ni la ppd ku nk low. tsk. dint getta contact bf the whole day today. hmm. did saw him at the cafe just now. but dint haf the chance of meeting. ramai sunnguh manusia2. ha! rimas. get out from cafe as soon as i noe i cudnt get any seats.
and to You. wats past is passed. dun make things rough. ya k watever. thats bout that. wanna get back to tv. :)
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
good day(: 1.passed CA2 accounting paper. 2.passed my Tourism paper (just pass la sey) 3.I GETTA GO FER THE BINTAN TRIP on the 17th. 4.no need to see the sect head(:
niceee. wat can be anithing betta than all this. hehe! despite being so sleepy, well at least tak rugi i go school la eh.(which actually i tot of not attending class today) haha. all good news. woooo. great(: me nad and fyra was S L E E P Y the whole day. slept during lecture. hahs. was practically dragging our feet to the classes. damn. lazy lazyy.
12:30am. mate so berat ready. so the tak boleh angs. ha! and im not done studying fer my 2nd retake fer CA1 accounting paper tmr la! sheesh. haha! imagine tat. i needa retake tat damn paper fer the 2nd time la! grrr. and erm actually i was just browsing tru the revision qns since the afternoon. ha! wat the hell la kan haiyo im like so lazy la can. ergh. sickening paper. ha! *open eyes big* ..trying.. hehe. waiting fer bf to be back from werk(: im off. wanna rest. maybe continue browsing my accts. :D
