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J A N N A H

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Monday, January 28, 2008

school is tiring today. boring too indeed.
the accounting CA2 was hard. i did my best. i tried at least. but, well i guess im waiting to hear a retake from the lecturer soon.
im feeling cranky. ignores me. dizzy-wizzy. lazy lazy. pfft!
dear girlfriends always there for me. cheers me :)
and that surprising unexpected call. awe'd
journey to and fro from school's really bore me. very.
and tomorrow's gonna be a total waste of time to school. really.
just a two hour or less doing auditing case study? pfft!!
oh please teachers, do come out with the debarment list fast cause im in no mood for classes.
good luck to the bf and classmates for their test tomorrow.

Munchy Donuts delight this gloomy girl :D
bubble tea too! :D
the view, the night breeze, oh this reminds me of those times i used to do.

shut up.
im fine lah.
:)

you're in my heart just like a tattoo.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

the only thing i feel like doing is curling up at a small corner & cry.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

"Finding someone you love and who loves you back is a wonderful, wonderful feeling. but finding a true soul mate is an even better feeling. A soul mate is someone who understands you like no other, loves you like no other, will be there for you for ever, no matter what. They say that nothing lasts for ever, but I am a firm believer in the fact that for some, love lives on even after they're gone. I know a thing or two about having someone like that."

a quote taken from a book tittled "P.S I Love You", i totally agree.

. . . . .

im feeling terrible.
someone please tells me im ok.
whats happening.
i hate myself! greatly. really :(
nana tersangat rindu mama!
its been hard living w/o her, i admit.
if i would be given a choice,
please do let me go with her.

dear. im missing u greatly.
thank you. ILY!

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Friday, January 25, 2008

i woke up in the morning with a smile, telling myself everything's gonna be ok.

ok this post is specially to Mia. since we couldnt find the time to meet up :)
hey gf, cheer up ok. you know you're not alone right? we girls are always here for you. do approach us if there's anything. just anything. heh. and ya bout that surprising absurd news you told me about yesterday, oh please give it a past. in the first place u shouldnt have give it a thought and consider. im sure you know it'll definitely equals to danger! haiyerr. and please do change that mindset of having that first-come-first guy. u mad ehh? that shouldnt be the way. never takes love easy. it takes time to have it right and perfect. hmm :) you're emotionally unstable now and you tend to make decisions out of hand. dont k. think hard. be strong. stay bubbly. and like what fyra said, go flirt all you want, like you use to be! hehe. ilu ok!

jannah. wake up and start mugging right now!

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

it got stuck in my head. sighh
:)

I'm losing grip, what's happening

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

im down. disappointed. fatigued.
Good Night.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

sini sakit sane sakit! here pain there pain. pfft! im still wear off from yesterday's napha. i did really bad for my 2.4km run. and i got the feeling i gotta retake it? ahh taknak sak. heh. half way through the first round, my stomach starts aching. trying to catch my breath. and it got worsen when i forced. i ended up walking my way through the last 500m. i couldnt bear the pain even further. the more i run, the more it pokes. and yes, im one of the last fewss. hmm. yer lah aku kental. so what? anyhoos, thanks nadiah for running that quite a distance with me. u janji ok! haha but my bet. if it wasnt for me, you could have get a better speed. woops. thanks again.

and today i got up so early, semangat-semangat (despite being so tired!) to come for the 8am CDP lesson. [which was suppose to be the only forth time i went for it. haha. better still, he was kind enough to give me a half an hour grace for lesson as im always late for it. ha!] but thanks to the traffic jams in hougang and some parts of tampiness, i couldnt make it. again! =.='' binget la ehk. hah. i reached just before they were about to leave the class. haha! and so i pathetically looked at that-handsome-oh-so-kind mr tan and smiled. "sorry again" .. thank god he understands. ha! i'll try again next week la k :D

ahh yes not to forget. bfku was nice enough to pick me up in school yesterday. thank you syg! appreciated so much! .. for the fact that i dun wish to walk any further that moment, the thought of waiting for the bus with those many student? Oh No Its Ok. hehe! well, bf had his napha earlier in the morning and still putting those anemic smiles. hoho. and so we went ecp'd. rest! ;) those weariness just cast off after so much admiring. ha!

ya whatever.
:)

ok then. as for today? nevermind.
hmm i guess i should just rest at home.
hug please! i need it now. tsk.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Monday, January 21, 2008

oh great! its NAFA tomorrow. oooh cant wait. ha! NOT. pfft! was rambling bout it the whole time in school. and feeling cranky for that. hurhur. how laah. do i have a choice? gah! me and nad thought means and ways not to take the nafa. report sick? geees. whatever. might as well i get over and done with it. so gonna be damn dead tired la for sure. hoho.

and i got accounting CA next monday. i only knew it today! ha! (ok maybe it was told earlier in class and i hadnt paid attention OR i wasnt even in class. haha!) gees. and trust me, i know little on the topic. hmm rabak kan? just hoping i can cope and do it well for the paper. yes, buck up janna!

double and. im craving for donuts, gelare waffles+ice-creams, sweet-colourful cupcakes and bubble-tea. ummph! :D shut up!

okey it was just a random post.
because i feels like blogging. ha!
nevermind.
goodbye!

imu lah gundu! grrr.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

OH WATCH THIS! especially kinn! hehe
izdihar's playing around with the macbook photobooth. she always got all excited taking pics. really. shiok sendiri la eh! hahah. she cant get enough of it. and i find this irritatingly cute. again, sirah got it video'd. ha! catch what she said?

the majok face she said. ha!

geram kan geram kan! so photogenic :D
hehe! there's more of it. but two is enough lah. malas nak upload. ha!
ok whatever. i still finds her irritating ! hoho

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

i had been pretty busy to get my blog updated lately.
from school to friends to boyfriend. hoho!

ok. its nearly two weeks of school. and im still not showing any improvements. not showing good attitude to lessons, to assignments and to projects. gawd. its a few days to CAs, few weeks to final exams and few months till im out from this boring life.(school! haha well at least for the time being tho. not sure if i wanna continue poly. pfft!) what am i doing still slacking? skipping classes. attendants-free for lectures. hack care with assignments. not properly dressed for school?(oh shut up teachers. spare us!) gah! not mentioning my hair colour. dream on! im not getting it black ok. ha! ok girlfriends, let us motivate each other more k! (haha! macam paham jer.) and oh. NAFA's next tue. bahhh. im so not looking forward for that ok. can anyone please tells me im not physically fit for any exercises. (haha ok thats explain the size im in now. ha!) yes aku pemalas. so what? hehe. ok enough of school.

life's been plainly boring lately. no colours. no butterflies. where gone all the flowers? haha. shut up janna. gees. K. luckily i have that mr bf. he filled those pathetic empty space. ha! he brought me out to anywhere. just anywhere. so long that we could kill those boredoms. (but that is if he's not working lah) heh. and yesterday we went out ecp'd and dinner with taufiq at Jalan Kayu. :) hey mr mcrider, can we have donuts again? hehe. (tell me bout it. i've been craving for it lately. why? bf was curious too. ha!)
ohohoh! the friends in school do make my days too ! ;)

i need a job. real soon lah. pfft! i need the money coming back in. and to occupy my free time. geees. suggestions anyone?

ok whatever. im off. cause that lil sister really irritates me. i cant get my things done cause all she does is to bother me! jannah! here jannah there. really. grr. KINN AND IDEEN! when are you guys gonna pinjam this lil rascal? haha! i need my off day too sey! gah~

okie dokie !
having you as the boyfriend was gerek!.
you're like the cheese to my macaroni. hehe!

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

fatigued.

imu so :(

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

im feeling lousy.
so down.
so fcuked up too!
dont ask me why.
i can slap anyone right now.
really.
so stop bugging me!

. . . . .

oh. aniway.
happy birthday to ideen.
:)

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

im bored. but i dun feel like going out from the house. tired! hurhur. and so i hadta layan izdihar nye kerenah. irritating ok. she goes jannah! here jannah there. pfft! no other sisters eh? hahaha. kk. then u noe wat i did to shut her mouth? DIG HER EARS! haha! it works ok. watch this. turn up the vol and listen! aha. sirah recorded it. look at her face. ha! steam je. she feel so shiok lah. hahaha silly girl.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Friday, January 11, 2008

one year and still counting.
i love you and that will always be.
no regrets, you're the one for me!

hehe. we spent the day simple. but sweet (: went to esplanade library and booked a viewing room, watch dvd. there's many to choose from but all was indeed old and boring stories tho. ha! bf managed to find this one interesting dvd. (but i forget the title lah) and the x-men cartoon dvd! haha! but we dint have the time to watch that tho. ha! booked it for two hours. den headed to marina to have our dinner. at the foodcourt. grilled chicken rice. oooh nice! hehe. then we jalan jalan after that. suddenly me and bf get so childish, attracted to some soft toys and had a hell laughing at those. ha! gah! kk.. anyhoos. wan, cikkhai, nas, baz and sarip came and joined. we arcade'd. then they wanna bowl. bf and me couldnt join them tho, cos we were on public! (binget jer yan. ha!) hoho. taufiq and shaf came too. heh. left them all around 1030pm. headed off to ubi. take motor. bf was kind enough to sent me home despite those many times i insisted not to. ha! sayang u lah yan! hehe. and yes! the patience u had with me for being so troublesome. gah! love love you ok!

okie dokie mokie pokie.
chiaos!
tired laaaah :D

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Monday, January 07, 2008

its the sweetest thing to be love by you.
:)

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Sunday, January 06, 2008

and then i watched the "American Pie: The Beta House" its like whoaaah ok! hahahah. ok shut up i know. :D

anyways. i had conversations with my sisters. bout life and all.. bout schools. and seha ask me, what i wanna do after i end this school? ha! and i said, nak kawin! hahahah. all eyes on me. (ya rite you're not serious) ha! whaaaaat tak salah per :D

ok shut. bye!
:D

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

ok. tomorrow starts school. and yay! im excited (not!) hurhur. okey maybe because im already use to the lazy lazy mood, slacking at home, and out with friends till late ... blablabla. pfft! ok buck up janna! *shakeheads* its a few months to final exam, to Napfa test (gees!) and until im totally free! from school tho. hoho cant wait. endure.
and oh yes. mrs tan sms'ed me three days back. reminded me to study for Auditing retake held on the second week of new term. (which i had not yet taken for the actual paper because i was absent). yea believe it. gees! cannot wait for school den say eh. grrrr.

till den. im off to watch "Boogeyman 2". hehe. im doing online-movie'ing the whole afternoon today. watched "Bring It On: In It To Win It" and "Hills Have Eyes 2". and hey! if you think Hills Have eyes were grossed. wait till you watch the part two. it was fcuk ok! haha. ok chiaos!

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Friday, January 04, 2008

Oh Yes im out at last. ha! went movie'ing with yan, wan, fiq&sirah. Aliens Vs Predator. nice. it was a last min one tho. sorry eh wan i lambat! oops. hehe i was supposed to meet him first la. movie at 855pm. ended ard 11? yeaa. so ya balik lambat lor. ha! whatever. i enjoyed myself lah eventho it was a short one. hehe. one more kay people? :D

im well i guess. and i had Starbucks alr! :D

oneAM
ok im tired.
toodles!
ilu bebeh!

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Thursday, January 03, 2008

"U beta get well or u wont get to see me."
its been 4days im suffering from this bad fever. very bad one. gees. sleepless nights. bad headaches. painful sorethroat. high temp. very weak body. pfft! enduring ok. fighting these stubborn diseases in my body. hate it. cause each time i tried, i felt defeated. ended up lying on my bed, hiding under my blanket(im the only one in the room feeling COLD, shivering like mad ok.),shedding warm tears. sheesh. thats how bad it is. sigh. best kan im starting my new year with this sickness. grrr. im just hoping to get better before schools starts next week lah.

ahh ya. talking bout schools. guess what..my lil'sis izdihar dah skolah la eh! hehe. how adorable. with her tudong. and chubby cheeks. ha! where is it? Masjid Al'Istiqamah. hehe. its her third day in school today. ha. guess my dad wanna have atleast one of his daughters to follow his steps lah. seems like the four dah tak boleh harap, shall train this small one. ha!

ok chiaos.
tomorrow?

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

GOODBYE 2007
HELLO 2008!

say goodbye to the dark pasts.
and start afresh.
while memories are still kept.
with those lessons learned.
HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVELIES!!
and im loving bf more and more!

CHEERS!
:D

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