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J A N N A H

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Thursday, May 31, 2007

happy vesak day =)
hoho.

went down to amk mac drive tru wit sirah. met yan,wan,khai,rahim,fiq,
and lin there. they were all doing their class assignments. chilled wit
them. luckily we brought along our lappy. or i tink we'll be dead bored.ha!
frenstering. online'ing. blogging. blablablabla.
all went off ard 6plus.
OH YA. besides all, we had the giler timeS too. wanna see?

yan took alot more. but nvm. i wont show all. ha!!
HAHA! ugly rite rite rite?! gawd. madness. taken wit our MacBook lappy.

the people. they enjoyed themselves u see. hehe.

hehe. kk. afta all left, me and sirah went to amk ave10 mac.
fiq's werking there. mac rider. heh. chill fer awhile. went off ard 10plus.
and yes, yet again we took the silly pics again! ahaha. now wit shaf. SILLY

FIQ! YOU REALLY MAKE ME SMILE EACH TIME I LOOK AT
THIS PIC OF URS. gosh.

there's more pics of dem all. but nvm. ENOUGH. ha!!
i loike. =)))

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

another boy'friend turns 20! hehe
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAUFIQ =))

sirah planned a surprise fer her dear boyfiee.
-she went out wit him. and yes, the rest were 'supposed to be' busy.
afta school, all meet up, bought the cake, den went to his hse. ya
there, the surprise. ha! sirah asked to go on saperate ways ard 7+,
saying tat she hadta meet a fren. fiq sent her off at admiralty, den
he went hme. sadly. hoho. baz and yan went to fetch sirah back to
fiq place. fasssst. all went into his room and waited. fiq reached
hme, opened his room, SURPRISE! haha. he was totally shocked, u bet.

sabo'ed him three times.
1. the cake

2. wit egg and flour

3. wrapped his motor wit fruit plastic. last min one.

hehe. wanna noe more? go see my sistas blogs. haha. yes im lazy.
ha! there, pictures shown too. go seeee.
http://pinkklovee.blogspot.com/
http://screamersira.blogspot.com/

tats bout it.
love love love.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Thursday, May 24, 2007

i've read it.
NO, it sudnt be tat.
IM PATHETIC without him. ITS ME. - the fact i dare to say. tsk.
u get it all wrong. and fer tat its really hurting. torturing?
ya tat describe the best. really. - open ur eyes. ask urself.
why all this happen. try putting urself in the other shoe ok?
to show case it is really unneccesary. TALK. everyone haf their
reasons fer wat dey stated. find out. dun judge k.
im sorry love fer i dint stood up fer u enough. i realised. i
feel it. i cry. because i felt useless. cudnt see the way u are
now. so miserable. im sorry. i will. and i mean it..will make
everything fair to u. oh please hang in there. tears.

be nice.

i will change. fer the betta.
GONE

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

first thing first.
nad and fyra! remember we are suppose to go fer the MOS thingy?
24th may. tat free pass we had? haha! ferget la ehk. planned
all out. all crazy ideas. hahah =p
nvm. he dun like it too. dun allow me to. i wont. hehs!

costing CA's over. revising fer accounting next. even more
thougher can. sheesh. nxt mon tat is. wooo. nearing. help? ha!
cant resist the temptation of skipping every accounting class.
the lecturer's boring. the lessons too. and we knew little of
wats covered. gawd. rabak aye.
the lecturer's been chasing we gurls fer attending extra class.
ha! turned up fer some only. dun really bother. jahat. see how
bad we can be. hoho.
PIE lesson was kinda interesting. was taught many valuable
lessons. realised the goods and bads. even to noe urselfs betta
and the others. nice. the lesson was great. the lecturer too =)

oh ya.
asri. get well orite. i see u soon ok. rest alot =)
met an accident. was riding and hit a lorry. gosh. a terrifying
one. he got stitches near the mouth. hands and legs hurt. he
got home afta all check ups. but worst still, he's fren was wit
him too! its always the pillion get more injured. now lying in
the hospital still. heard he got a tear on the leg. OUCH.
get well soon to both ok!

thanks yan fer antar'ing me to and fro today. =)

oh dont go.
GONE

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Monday, May 21, 2007

had the costing CA dis morning.
wasnt difficult at all. except fer the theory qns. ha! asal boleh je jawab.
the rest was ok. can do the workings all. BUT ... erm. i did a careless
mistake at one part of it. shucks. why! haiyo. supposed to add two amount,
but i subtracted dem instead. oh fuck~ stupid. ish. and i gave up on my
theory qns. hoho. wrote aniting tat i can think of. not fully concentrating.
i noe. cudnt get myself to. my mind was into another thing.
it bothers me.

tears
where are you.
..........
got no mood to continue.
GONE

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

nothing's pleasant been happening. sourness.

sirah was so stressed up. too stressed up. well, terribly!
ha. we talked. she decided tat the course she's taking now, Interactive
Media Design, wasnt the one she wanted. no interest at all. sheesh. yes
i noe how she feels. i support watever decisions she wants. one thing tat
bothers is whether daddy wud let her do so. he invested too much fer her,
fer tat course. sigh. i dunno. but its really up to her la. its her hu
are studying. she noes herself betta. do wat u think is best fer u sirah.
hmm =) pity her. many were against.. trying to persuade her not to.
but batu kepala, she wun listen. hurhur.

to her.
im sorry all this happens to u. im speechless. me too dun wish it
to turn out dis way. but.. hmm. dun think i dun care. i am. it hurts to see.
really.

hoping fer the betta.

i want it to end. peacefully.

oh i love u

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

the dream.
it had been haunting me. why.
no its not "the scary" thing tat u may thing tat
'haunt' my mind. my imagination? no.
but ... sigh.
help help help help help help ~
i dunno. it really bothers me. alot.

i need yoU.
oh-please.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

went to nadiah's place, at eunos. to do some studying
there. wit sirah. dey did their projs, and i did my
revision fer the costing CA tmr. gawd.
both of them were so stress up i can see. rushing to
complete their work before the deadline. and many are
to be done. haiyo. pitiness.
we went off ard 6. hungry laa. hahs. went hme to have
our dinner. Thanks nad anw. fer the warm welcoming =)

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

yes i wanna update this everyday.
but each time i wanted to, i'll get LAZY. ha!
wat the hell.

well anw.
been gg out alot lately. and gg hme late at night.
today went out wit yan in the aftnn..meet the rest at vivo aft
tat. siha, sira, my kakak, bash and asri were there. lepaks.
camwhoring and all. ard 9 plus, the guys send us hme.. we lepak
under the blk fer awhile, till ard 1030. nice =)

ytd was another long day too.
went out wit yan. went to his place den off to parkway. had
our lunch there. walked around. den went to milenia walk next.
lays around. talked. sing. blablabla. haha.
next, to east coast. hehs. lovely. thanks =)
den meet the others at a few blks away from my place to
lepak. hurhur. went back nearly 12am.
papa sampai kol, mencari. ha! oops~

17th-14th, mon till thurs
been busy wit schools. lots to catch up. CAs coming up.
21th having costing exam. 28th having accounting's.
oooh. i need to study! hehe

orite. tats bout it. updated fer tis whole week. ha!
GONE.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

.super bored.

aftnn ard 4plus went to compass pt alone. walked ard. bought afew stuffs,
den off to tante's place. been long since the last tym i went there. hoho.
reached ard 6pm. tante wasnt hme tho. werking. hehs. had fazlin to layan
me. hurhur. yaa..we missed each other. indeed. hehe. got lots to share
bout. so ya..we spent most of our time there jus storytelling. ha! =))

yan came to fetch me. ard 930pm.
thanks thankss =)

now. 3am. and im still wide awake. oh help me. i MUST sleep. or i wont
get myself up lata in the morning. and den i'll be late fer skool. as per
always. sheesh. ha! wat the hell eh jana.
now now now. im goingggg~

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Saturday, May 12, 2007

rain rain rain
so so heavily.

yan came over to my place. togata wit my kakak and sirah, all walked to
fisza's place. lapak'ing. played wit her daughters,kakak and adek. cute lil
angels. seha came lata. slack ard. watch tv. played with the toys. hehe

k. bash came. me, sira, bash and yan went off. ard 8plus. to arab st. met
fiq there. sira wanted to meet her dear fiq. but fiq was sick today. so
she wanted to surprise him by paying him a visit. BUT she got surprised
instead. we brought her to arab st, and there, she met fiq. woohoo. nice.
yes she was shocked obviously =p
went fer shisha'ing. slack ard. hehs. bash and yan forced me to shisha.
hurhur. and so i did. not once, alot. hehe.
ard 940, we went off to beach rd. bash wanted to haf his dinner.
yan and fiq lata, sent us back hme safely. thanks lovelies =))

so happy.
GONE.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Friday, May 11, 2007

wasnt feeling good the whole aftnn today. body aching. headaches. wooo.
was superbored la eh. tvi'ng and layan'ing my dear(irritating) izdihar. hehe.
until yan beep me and asked me out. fuh! the saviour. ha! or i'll be giler by
nite. haha

went to amk banquet. meet bash and asri there. seha and sirah was already
there wit apis having their dinner. had ours too.
den me and the guys went of to sembawang. to taufiq's workplace. shell.
hehe. lepak'ing. until 10plus, nearing 11. den all sent me back home. ha.
ok. wasnt interesting uh..but at least im out of the hse la ehk =))

k now im waiting fer the boys to come over again. gotta pass the flowers
asri bought. gawd. its like 2am now. and they're still out. and im waiting!
wanna see the flowers? there.

niiiice =))

k im off la. bored.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

ever swit sin.
=))

lovelove.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

these are some of the pictures taken ytd. hehe. cheers =))

the surprise.

dinner at marina square.

real fun time togata. indeed =D

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

HAPPY 20TH YAN !!
dah tua la dier. hehe.

oh ya.
and my plan works. indeed. yan was so surprise to see the other agents
there at eastcoast. smilling non-stop. woohoo. all day i drag him here
and there..yes, twas boring i can say. everione of us make ourselves
busy wen he asked fer an outing. hoho. and ya he was dissappointed la
sey.. ape nye tak, burfdae dier sey. ha!
i tried so hard to keep my plan going. hey! it was so hard ok~ wit yan's
pathetic face (woops =p) asking wher the others are and wondering why
arent all free on his burfdae. damn. guilty? ya sure i am. haha.
he bring me to marina.. wanted to shop, but cudnt find aniting nice.
treat him at Pizza Huts. ha! he was totally shy i tell u..sud see his
reaction. hehe. yaa..total ard $49. and we dint finished our pizza -
afta lunch im supposed to bring yan to eastcoast fer the surprise..but
he insisted of gg town instead. sheesh. i forced him to! hoho. no choice,
and he did. he was totally bored la sey.. eastcoast? ade ape sak. ha!
waited fer the rest to come wit the cake..dey took so long la eh. yan
slept. wooo. - ard 7 woke him up, walked a lil further, and dere goes
the surprise. hehe. *applause*
afta cake, all went to marina to haf dinner.

really enjoyed the times we had today wit u, agents. its been long
since we all come togata. hehe. NICE. i want more more of dis. woowee

kk. im tired. =D
love you birthday boy
GONE

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Friday, May 04, 2007

=)
oh. tat *6288* is back. glad.

went shopping wit sistas today. to town. bought a few stuffs. and
eh i spend ard $48 la sey.. fuh. must remind myself not to spend
too much. needa keep some fer the enrollment. nyeh heh.

im so dead bored. oh kill me.

meeting the guys lata, at the nearby park. yan's burfdae in a few
more mins. woo. the guys gg out.. shisha'ing and all. nice. too
bad we gurls cant join la eh. sheesh.
heh. kk. im off. rushing of tym. not at hme now. hehe

GONE.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

why am i feeling this way?
feeling so lost.
im missing something.
wat is it. im not sure

feeling so down.
jus wanna be alone.
go away.

sorry to anyone hu thinks i've been bothering.
sorry to whom hu thinks i've been ignoring.
sorry fer my irritatingness. my non-stop-nonsence?
yaa. sorry people.
but why cant u jus let me be happy? if u think u're
irritated wit it, den me? me too haf feelings orite.
one tym im happy.. another,it happen again.

ya i noe. im being so emotional huh. hais.
i jus gotta let it out.. tsk
oh yes.
i cant deny, i need you.
just you.
to hear tat voice.
to meet you..see ur smiles.
ur msgs. even better,ur calls.
oh please.
help me..anyone. tsk

i cry. because i miss u.

This pain in my head escaped from the heart.