And I realized. I've made a promise that I'll keep. I saw how far it gets. Damn you, emotions. Whats up with me; i need to get hold of myself. 'cause it'll never do me any better. Whats wrong with taking things a little bit more positive Jannah? Grow up. And yes, never blame anyone else; for you, have your flaws too.
Yet again, I'm haunt with all this crappy feelings. tat leads me to so much confusion and depress. Was it pms? if I remember, it only comes starting of the month. blergh! I swear I hate this.
At this second, (i wish) I am up at the Cameron Highland. Stepping out of the well-equip plus hi-tech(if there is) hotel (or better, a chalet/banglow),enjoying the cold-breezy weather with the very calm-atmosphere. I'll run up the tea plantations in the afternoon, feeling feeling hindustan (haha!) and pick bright-red sweet strawberries after that! Not forgetting also, the butterfly gardens & flower nurseries then. ahh beautiful! I'll eat eat and eat anything that's halal there. Maybe I'll bring you along? erm second thought, nevermind. This time, not even with the families. I promise I'll come back as soon as I make things right.
Okay, I don't know where am I heading to typing this entry, with just hopes and wishes. tsk! I need a distraction. My mind is going nuts!Oh, The local movie Money No Enough 2 is entertaining. and I swear its very touchy! I need tissue at the ending part =.='
and I'm looking forward for this weekend with the girls! (:
ok bye!
7:30pm