oh its saturday. gees. its weekend and ppl are gg out, having fun. ya? well, not for me tho - home - ha. had plans for today actually. ya since i've been staying home fer past days. but naah..decided not to. beat me, i dunno why too. gees. but watever. parents went to woodlands[for i dunno wat for],bought some foods for buke. and noe wat? dendeng! hehe. yes dey bought some deng2 for us!(: my parents noe their daughter well. ha! best.
tv'ing. frentering. online chatting. bloghoping. yadaa yadaa yadaa. ape lagi kan. thats wat i'll do at home, other than layan'ing my irritating lil sis. ha! and realised ive been blogging practically everyday? aha! thats explains.
gees. many of u may be wondering of why im giving excuses each time u were to ask me out right? and here i wrote im bored and all? ha. apologies. bkn tak sudi or sombong? ya. but ... sheesh. i myself dun haf the reasons too. *knock head hard* jus dun haf the mood to? ya thats it(: yes i still the happy outgoing girl. i laugh at the jokes. join in the fun. but there's just part of me that resist me of going further. prefer to stone and be alone(: ignoring whats happening around me. depressed. but i'll feel betta after some dazing. hmm(: even my irritating lil sis, hu forever wanna find fault or maybe jus playing, kept me accompanied. aha. her shoutings, toys, annoying actions. (:
well, hibernation wasnt bad afterall. really(: so what if it bothers me. im a strong girl. i rmbr my gfs telling me that. hehs. and i used to tell dem this- each time u felt troubled, dun frown. cry if u need to. but dun moaned over it for so long. baaaad. hehs. do this instead -
1.Give out a big sigh
2.breath in and out slowly and
3.SMILE(: say Im Strong.
trust me, u'll feel betta. i do that. hehe. try it. (:(:
kinn darling. ur songs are sensitive to me now. hahs
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i haf plans fer the next three days. yay? tmr will be going Johor wit fams. and monday i haf a date(: tuesday too. hehs. the followings haf yet to plan. ha! anyone?(:
yes i feel the tensed. and i understand.
you've said it all. im filled.
and im ok. i will be.