fyra, remember we gfs talked about? on that last day of exam before the holidays. wanna change for the betta, slowly. the book we studied togather? hehs! really brings the smile each time i think of it(: and hey, remember u did remind me too, bout my late mum's presence in the house during this whole month? hmm(: yes i feel it. i missed her so dearly. each nite i'll feel accompanied by her. feel the warmth. which alas broke me to tears. i miss the tender love she wud give. the unlimited attention. the guidance. i had always been the one pampered. tsk. u noe, each time i feel troubled and helpless, i'll close my eyes and cried[ya, jannah gembeng! hah.] and talked to my mum. heart to heart that is.hugged my pillow like as if i getta hug her. hmm. and i'll feel good after that. gees. its like just yesterday. all that just vanished. i missed it all. really. tsk. now, im standing tall, independently. well, at least trying to. hmmm. and once, there's this another time, i felt that i haf that all again. from another great soul. hu gave me all those. all those i used to feel. oh niceee. But yet again, it just went away. i felt the greatness, i felt the lost too. again. terrible? of cos. its hard. well darling, im strong. and will always be(:
the song. the breeze. the ocean sings. really put me in deep daze. i feel it. and i missed it all. so much. and badly. you. i need you.
well, just a random post.
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`bitchicks, when nk meet. i miss u girls alr. beep me ok! soon pls!
`hey u. sorry for the ignorance and silence i've been giving.
and my niat nk gi terawih today tak kesampaian. gees. next week ok girls. insyaallah(:
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u noe imy too