tourism exam.
hard. erm well actually its kind of ok? i dunno. dammit. was seriously disappointed laa. yes,i did studied for it. studied hard enough to remember all the points given..the facts all. grr. was too much of it. had revision at mcdonalds since early morning till late nite ard 1am? ytd.. yaa. but wat?? during exams, i cudnt get antg right. i noe i knew the ans. but .... hmmm -
even before papers, i breakdown. was panicked a lil. all the things i studied before, jus fade away. was feeling seriously weak. in conclusion, i gave up half way through the paper. out of the hall earlier than expected time. damn - -
two down. one more to go.
im dead tired. anytime can doooown. seriously. so weak. so sick. maybe was jus over-studied? too pressurize wit exams. i dunno. hmm. and my mind was so distracted with that something else. keep on thinking. keep on appearing in mind. gawd. nomatter how hard i tried, it jus keeps on coming. i'll jus do antg to keep myself occupied,mind busy. haiz.
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feeling so helpless most of the time. my appetite changed. nomore food food food for me. yes, hungry. but no, tat wanna-vomit-feeling comes each time i hear "makan" ... no moods all. grrr. its happening again. haiz. well, watever it is, im still hanging on. yeah,i gotta be strong. must control. like wat others says, dun follow ur heart desires. not gonna let that overcomes me. hmm(:
dont wanna talk bout 11th.