JANNAH RAHMAN .

2010-02-02T18:43:00.000-08:00

Yesterday during art; filling up the date on the art paper
me: what's the date today?
Jessica: first of feb. ya lah..i know your birthday coming soon lah
me: oh! it's feb alr?

hahahahaha.

my mind was so occupied with things around the class & whatnots, the kids...i even forgot the dates! well, it happens quite often uh. One month has passed so fast aye? haha but i dun care, im loving it ;D

february.. yay! saye sukeeee. so many things to look forward. hehe. gonna squeeze as much plans for this month. im gonna start busy with night classes starting next month! haha i dunno whether i should get excited or what. half half ah. what i know is that i am sure gonna get tired moreee often those days & lesser hanging out with friends! bleagh~

i missed my bitchicks so dearly. ladies we Have to meeeeeet! and fyra, lets not be at your place please..its Not Near! haha. set a date okay (; this week? next week? fyra jom ah celebratee! hehe

i hope the money will come in by next week. i have quite a list to settle. iphone,nightclass,license,shopping..... ;)

6:10pm

2010-02-01T02:29:00.000-08:00

why is Monday so far away from Friday,
and Friday is so blood close to Monday!

2010-01-11T20:37:00.000-08:00

What further words can describe what we have together?
For our love to grow as it has these past years, I took with every beat of my heart.Words can no longer describe it, but rather in feeling and emotion of what we have for each other.You have always had the key to my heart, and have made me more than I can ever be.

Izyan, I love you more than words could ever express.
I love you with all that I am.
Happy 3rd Anniversary love~
7:30pm

2010-01-04T22:16:00.000-08:00

Back to Real World. With daily morning blues, With daily dose of work. With only Weekends and PH to look forward each week!!

Bad start for me today-
well, I was on time for bus, as per normal. but no, I could only board the 4th bus at 0730, all thanks to the secondary kids who prefer standing near the entrance & make the bus looked full. bodoh! better, hougang was in heavy jam. and yes, I'm late for work. hah. So much cleaning up to do; ended only at 1830. fuuuh penat gile ah. gile pon tak penat mcm aku!
BUT Thank you love! uhuh, at least I didn't got stuck in the jam at that hour. gees.

10:00pm

2010-01-01T00:00:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
2010~
and im back here bebeh :D

night.

2009-09-06T17:19:00.000-07:00

MOVED!

2009-09-05T21:51:00.000-07:00

can anyone tell me wth happen to blogger?? man! i is so semangat already nak blog (after so long!), but everything in here is like not in place. if you know what i mean la. pfft!

Anyway, HI ALL! i am back. at last. haha the last entry was like in May? gees. i have been busy with work, and also classes too. The coming following week is gonna be my first hols from work! ooh yeaaa, a week off from the morning blues. i can now sleep till late afternoon? hehe. wells, i have still assignments to buck on. heh. a month to go and done! i am still planning of what i should do next ...

ahhh so now i cant upload pics? ergh.

9.50pm

2009-05-31T12:48:00.000-07:00

AGENTS.

yesterday picnic was hell out of fun! ;despite the hot weather. haha
after all these years, at last we get together as one! lagi-lagi isha ah. 3years ok! haha.

happy belated 22nd to fiq!
i love all of you.
more pictures in facebook~12:55pm

2009-05-11T18:39:00.000-07:00

i love you.
twenty eight!

2009-05-05T22:23:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 22nd YAN! (;

sing song & seafooood!

10:45pm

2009-04-11T23:26:00.000-07:00

hello world. (finally) I'm back. still alive & kicking! the only thing that has been dead for quite sometimes is this blogger of mine. hehe. no, not that i'm leading a boring life now that i have got nothing to update about. lets seee, i is ~~lazy~~ busy la .. good enuf? haha

For the past couple of weeks, ive been busy with school. i got all tired after work; nope, not the workload, the part that i have to reach the school by eight so which means i have to be out by six-thirty? yeaa. heh. but apart from that, i love* working there la (: especially the kids. they are the ones that motivated me to go for work. haha. had easter on tuesday & im enjoying my 5day-hols now until tomorrow. haha. i have lots of pictures to show but i is plainly lazy to upload it here. hehe. will post it out in FB soon ok! .. so basically thats my weekdays.

weekends of cause, spending time with the dearest boy & friends. i dont have to ask for a good planned events or whatsoever. the cliques are good enuf to make my day (:

& on another note,
happy twenty-seventh baby love! hehe
*wink*

(meet sam!)

nights earthlings!
11:56pm

2009-03-22T08:12:00.000-07:00

Meet up with my long-time-no-see-girlfriends at Parkway yesterday afternoon. Lunched and do some catching up. so many to talk & laughed about but too little time. Some other days ok girls. Mia, you plan! heh. oh, we missed the other one too!; that always busy, very hard to meet up girl. ha!

Weather was bad soon after that. really bad. As a matter of cause, movie date with bf got canceled .. yea .. Sisters was about to make cupcakes when i got home. so i joined. ha! not bad for a first try la. the deco was kinda bad tho. heee

oh! and i saw rainbow that evening! outside was so orange-gy. prettay!

anyway.... Gooood Morning! hehe
couldn't sleep last night but i got up (kinda) early.

10:40am

2009-03-17T22:07:00.000-07:00

uhuh. i is bored.
been a v good girl staying home.
dreary week i must say.
.
and i is pandai2 amend bf's blog here&there
padan muke aku. ha! whaaat. neater okay.
i still think the ipod is distracting(haha)
fine, he wants it that way.
.
i wanna be rich & i want lots of money!
i don't care bout clever i don't care bout funny.
hahahaha riiiight.

ya night.
11:35pm

2009-03-16T15:35:00.000-07:00

I have not been blogging for days. been busy. So many things to update but dunno where to begin. I'll write up on what I can likely to remember la eh. hehe.

k lets go back to last Sunday on the eighth.
Zoo outing with family, along with fazlin hakim & fauzi. bf asri baz & zana joined later. hehe. its been quite a long time we all been to the zoo. so ya kinda fun lah even tho we knew that it would be better if the rest of us were there. heh. veryyy tiring. my feets are killing me bcause of the unexpected tight shoes. lunched at kfc then parents left. we went for 10mins Fish Spa. err k shall not elaborate much on that. haha. headed to the Orchid Country Club in Yishun for bowling after that. oh yes I am shag out totally by the end of the day. but fauzi forced me to play. bleagh! hee. I guessed he was too because he actually drop the ball to the back la. ha! ..pictures all up in facebook.

Oh! and did I tell you I have got a job that I think I would love doing? hehe. went for interview on the tenth, for trial the next day and done! contract for a year. fast game eh. gonna start working on the twenty-third next week. I can't wait. Alhamdullilah (:

Congrats to Kak Watie for the newborn baby boy, on friday the thirteenth. Ryan is sooo adorable! oh, and the suite room is pretty pretty pretty! hehe.

k now, something I don't look forward for. down with fever on saturday night; I knew somethings wasn't right with me since morning. went to the warehouse sales in the afternoon, then bf have lunch/dinner at vivo. So that night I got so weak & cold. Thanks kakak for the plain porridge(haha!) & the Campbells chicken soup. was hungry la even tho I felt so weakly. not eaten a proper meal. hah. and my throat been asking for sour drinks, that is why k babe :D and yesterday's run was canceled..nxt weekend ok!

well, I feel much much better this morning.

and.......now I'm hungry. bye.

3:40pm

2009-03-05T23:03:00.000-08:00

Right now the weather outside is so beautiful. just perfect for bed .. ahhh syiok ah.
O' let it rain till tomorrow. hehe.

Anyway.. went to the career & education fair over at Suntec, with sisters fazlin fiza & kinn. boy, i am very motivated to take the Fundamentals Certificate in Early Childhood Care and Education. (hahaa since i am not possible to get the diploma in this yet. step by step.) Also, the Specialist Diploma in Applied Psychology! haha gelojoh eh. aiya.. idk. talked to dad bout taking the fundamentals just now .. yg lagi satu tu tak brani. the digit too big. maybe until i think we're financially equipped then i'll bring it up again. ha! well, still considering tho.. hopefully la eh.
Rushed to orchard for karaoke after that. hah. a good way to let it out.... really (:

ok backdate my entry to 3 days ago.
had a very very random plan on monday. guessed what, me sisters and faz randomly chose Sentosa just to chill & take photos, since cousin's dslr is with us. ha! uhhuh sentosa.. err because its not too far for us. good enough? haha. end the day before dark at vivo for dinner.
then on tuesday started teaching at yuying sec. another challenging bunch. why is it always me. ha! one of the students can even tells me "teacher you know, among all the sec ones, our class is the most naughtiest ones" hahaa i can see that. err but yea.. manageble tho (: kinda looking forward to every sessions with them, which end probably by may? yeaa. heh.

my mind is pretty much cluttered. with what stands ahead of me. what could possibly happen. idk. things have been slow and (not)steady .. if only miracles really happen. no i don't wished for money to drop from the sky, which many literally hoping for. ha! geees. i can't seems to sleep.

good night love.
hmmm

2009-03-01T22:39:00.000-08:00

All it takes is a careful eye
to know if what you're feeling is true love or not.

2009-02-22T22:11:00.000-08:00

Happy 49th tante!!

I love you, just like my own (:
dinner at banquet & dessert at Swensens!

oh not forgetting,
Happy 21st to you too, kal!!

10:15pm

2009-02-16T23:40:00.000-08:00

farewell to yaya! all the best (;
Melbourne eh. tsk. best nyeeee.

2009-02-14T23:58:00.000-08:00

another great Saturday with dearest. No, not the valentine (: but of cause our 25th monthsary & my 20th(hehe); since he was in camp on the eleventh itself. heh. Just a simple date-out, but it didn't matter for i have him all to myself! (grin)
loved the musical box with that sweet tune baby. yes you bet I'm gonna play it every now and then. *kiss* because you drag me into the shop, and because you make me fill the colours, now i wanna do more of it! toooo cute. hehe

And so to many many years ahead to us!

moreee saturdays pls!
11:59pm

2009-02-11T22:03:00.000-08:00

A year older
A month stronger!

thank you all +kakak & sirah.
love the crocs!, the mng top & the scrumptious meal, tante!

and to those who wished through sms, facebook, msn &friendster,
terime kaseeeeh banyak banyak! :D

11:55pm

2009-02-08T23:14:00.000-08:00

oh, i love you twooo so!

11:15pm

2009-02-05T23:21:00.000-08:00

ALYAH TURNS FIVEEEE!
notty girl. sunday it will be!

11:05pm

2009-02-03T10:01:00.000-08:00

okay this is random. was tagged in facebook, and i find this really interesting! hehe
try it. just for the sake of fun (:

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
If I were a boy - Beyonce

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Luka Lama - Cokelat

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Seputih Hati – Agnes Monica

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Kasih Mengapa – Rauzan and The Urban Sensation ft. Roze

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
All my life – Shane Ward

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Andai ku tahu -

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Disturbia - Rihanna

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Pergi untuk kembali - Ello

WHAT IS 2+2?
Demi Waktu - Melayang

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Di akhir garisan - ZianaZain, Nora, NingBaizura & Dessy Fitri

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Fall for you – Secondhand Serenade

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Complicated – Avril Lavigne

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Sepenuh Hati - spoon

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Decode - Paramore

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Better in time – Leona Lewis

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Walk away – Paula De Anda

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Hold On – Sarah McLachlan

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Lips of an angel - Hinder

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Kekasih Gelapku - Ungu

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Pupus - dewa

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Sephia – Sheila on 7

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Party People – Nelly ft. Fergie

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
I Promise – Stacie Orrico

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Merpati Putih - Oag

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Enough Crying – Mary J Blige

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Live your dreams -

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
I will remember you - Sarah McLachlan

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Unappreciated - Cherish

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Cintaku pergi - reshmonu

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Kiss Kiss – Chrisbrown ft. T-Pain

10:10am

2009-01-27T21:53:00.000-08:00

HIATUS
won't be doing frequent updates anymore.
until there is something gooood to talk about.

(;

9:30pm

2009-01-12T20:16:00.000-08:00

congratulation to all who passed their O's!
big shout out to Dyla! don't worry, your results are good enough ay (:
and my cousin, Fazlin! (ceh) amazing results! proud of you laa. hehe
may you guys get what you're aiming for alright! amin.

saye rindu abgbotak!
heck, four more days sia....

8:05pm

2009-01-11T08:11:00.000-08:00

the latest photo with bf. no pics with his new look yet. hehe.

we turned TWO! (;
i love you more each day.
take care when you're in there alright.
i'll pray for your good health!

i'll make sure next week we take more pics together! (;
one is not enough la dear.....

8:30am

2009-01-10T22:39:00.000-08:00

and of cause, today was only for me and you. ha! (kay kental)
den tomorrow booking in again. another five days of waiting... tsk. so now we have like only a day or two to meet? ahhh. now, how i wish the months pass fast. like superrr fast.

11:35pm

2009-01-09T22:20:00.000-08:00

yan dah book'd out ooi! yes, i is happy nak mampos! hehee :D meet him at boon lay mrt (but i was a lil late tho. opps!) and cabbed home to his place. jauh gile ahh..the fare was like more than 25bucks? ya. hah. the family had a good laugh at him. paham-paham je la ehh. he looks kinda err..small? in the big uniform, but smart kay! heheh. chill awhile there den he send me home.

ahh rindu or wat. tsk. baru first week sia jannah......

10:40pm

2009-01-01T23:16:00.000-08:00

well, HELLO 2009!

The start of a new year morning at work with hungry-angry callers & whats more, Q calls are the killer. ahhh how nice is that.. not! hahah. but nasib ku baik i end early today. extend? takecare sudaaah. ha! My afternoon was saved by the one & only. What can be better than to spent quality time with love, eh jannah. hehe. We picnic'd by the beach despite the rainy weather. I cycle he jog :D
'twas crowded of cause. even the bangglas chose that place to relax..eh ramai dokkk. they were everywher! hahah.

may this 2009 be colourfoooool with love.

11:58pm

2008-12-31T23:40:00.000-08:00

GOODBYE 2008!

'been a great 12months. bitter-sweet moments. However, i'm more interested on whats more to come; for tomorrow is a mystery (; taking a step at a time, wishing happiness stays by me.. always. cheers!

this new year eve was well spent with these lovable ones..

ice-skating oooi! so random ah kite. ahaha. & even though this was my second, i still couldn't get my posture right! seram dokkk cannot balance well, but syiok! heheh. everything was so last min, but no regret; we sure did had the best of time ay! :D
pictures up! you know where la ehhhhh.

12:01am

2008-12-27T10:49:00.000-08:00

twin's 9teen birthday.

yea, we sure did enjoyed ourselves yesterday. two bbq pits- yan's class gathering & the girl's. many turned up. even my fellow families. hahha too many sampai tak terlayan eh. everything went well. but it sure are tiring. very. both my knees dah longgar worrr! i dont think i can move a muscle now. ha! k kental.

Oh! and not to forget, agents celebrated Asri's belated 20th too! hehee. we are all too busy with schools, work & with the two boys in camp, to meet up on the 9thDec itself.

SAYANG KORANG! (;

Anyway, pictures are all up in facebook. some in friendster too. (:
k i need the rest now. Night to all yang baru bangon! hehe

hmmm why.
10:30am

2008-12-19T22:03:00.000-08:00

and so i've been away for four days to melaka. Sunday to wednesday. been absent from work the few days without informing my manager; informed the tak-guna shift leaders instead. but they actually called me when i'm at melaka =.=' everything was just so last minute, so i dun bother. jannah pon saden dalam tin jer. haha. which includes tomorrow too! well, i told them the whole week right? hehhe.
i'm still looking for a proper job. hopefully. haha. dad asked me to go for the Home Team Recruitment fair, either tomorrow or sunday, at vivo. erm idk if i'm even interested. but maybe, just maybe, i'll go jalan-jalan see what its bout uh. anyone wanna come along?

went to the stadium just now. no, not me..yan and ayim had their run. haaha saye tengok jeee. (; erm maybe next time, i should. i need to. ha! will see bout that la ehhk. its been like...erm idk how long, that i have a good run. is it the weight? cause i've been lazy and if i run, i got tired too fast! hahah.

k ape-ape jer laa.
i cant wait for next week oi!

10:15pm

2008-12-13T21:29:00.000-08:00

alhamdulilah the engagement goes well.
Congrats to Ayie & Kak Dewi!
also, HAPPY 26th AYIE! hehe.

thats her, pretty in pink (;. . . . . . . . . .

and guess wat, most likely i'm going to melaka tomorrow. great, how nice =.=
hmmm i never like this kind of last min plan lah, leaving me with no choice.

9:30pm

2008-12-11T18:05:00.000-08:00

i wanna sleep all day.
to wake up the next day,
hoping its just a bad nightmare.
yes indeed, its bad. very bad
and i am very much upset.

twenty-third baby .
6:10pm

2008-12-06T22:30:00.000-08:00

Aliyah and Arfa had grown so much! seeee. eeduh, tgk dey so healthy. hehe. took many of their oh so cute pics with my hp but lazy nak upload la.. as usual, some in friendster already (: take a look at the video! cute nak mampos. hahah

so clever kan this two.

wo ai ni! kakak sungguh tak malu eh. ha!

. . . . . . .
well, that was lastnight. today, after the not-worth-going training class at work (just for a pathetic one hour =.=) went to bugis with sis and fazlin. we each bought one pretty dress. hahah satu pon jadi ah. need to save up. next on my list, i'm aiming the long dress! (grin)

kay night.
10:15pm

2008-12-01T22:12:00.000-08:00

i is bored.
my pay is still not in yet.
i can kill somebody now.
10:15pm

2008-11-30T23:55:00.000-08:00

i had good time with yan and friends today. a little awkward at first but t'was ok. happy people, always laughing. hehe. went for the motor roadshow at the flyers, lunch'd at popeye!(grin) then headed to marina for bowling. good company. :)

its december already? fast game eh. soon enough, yan is going in. tsk. i don't wanna think of it just yet. tho i know i'll have emotional-troubles(hahah); which i observed from other girls while d' one are awayy. hah. hmmm well...its not thaaaat bad.. right? =S

i hope batam trip is still on. sape-sape nak join? hehe jooom! make it happen kay kengkawans. and also the pit on 26th. tak sabaaar. hehe.

saye still rindu yanto. how?
11:55pm

2008-11-29T23:11:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 21ST BAZ! (:
the "moving tong sampah"
you should see the way he finish up his foods.
also the left-overs! mak kauuu. heheh
then you'll get what i meant.

anyway, pictures up in friendster k.
10:15pm

2008-11-28T23:02:00.000-08:00

darn. i forget what to blog about suddenly. blank. ergh bodoh kan. kay, nevermind whatever. hah. do you know that i'm suppose to go to sleep coz i'm working tomorrow at 9am. i'm tired but i can't seems to sleep.. (huh?) it's nearly midnight. i think i'm gonna be sick tomorrow morning. hahaha paham-paham je lah.

pretty fine week i must say.

'been like rajin to go to work the past few days. really. i even extended my working shifts; which i hate doing by the way..most of the time like terpakse gitu kan. haha. its fine when you have kakis to work with, but q-calls are forever crazy. tsk. eh gaji bile nak masok daaah. i'm very near to keringg already! hahha

anyway, after work today i headed straight to ttsh with seha sira and maria. get well soon shafiq. waaah i can imagine the pain he's bearing just looking at it. but ya, i've seen worst. be strong and recover fast. lets just pray for things to go fine (:
lunch at velocity with apis, then to sembawang next to meet the guys; for the birthday surprise. things weren't fall as planned tho, but it was ok. relieved. at least baz was really surprised to see us there. you should see his face! hahah. lyn came too, thanks babe for dropping by! (: pictures with the twins. will upload it tomorrow k.

i have a sudden miss of the two girls- Aliyah and Arfa. hmmmm. rindu gileeee!

11:56pm

2008-11-21T23:27:00.000-08:00

back from airport. tag along with yan, his mum and dyla to fetch maira back from school trip in Brunei. best gitu tgk orang balek from travelling. (tompang bahagia. hahaha) i dunno why, but i always got excited to do such things - fetch anyone to/back from airport. gees when will my turn be ehk..i nak naik plane! mane-mane pon boleh lah tak cerewet. hehe. i want a holiday travelling. no papa, not in malaysia. haha.
and well, the airport have always been a significant place to me since 2001. where all the memory flashbacks will come. i remember vividly that last moments. the kiss and hugs, the constant looking at the time-slot board, the last goodbye wave. ergh. even when i think of it now, it feels so close. like as though its just yesterday. yes, i still do remember every single moments with u, mama. (:

11:40pm

2008-11-19T21:59:00.000-08:00

kepale aku sakeeeet! something is knocking from inside. gees. its feels so much better when i gotta rest, doing nothing not moving around. hais. so straight after work just now, had my lunch and then off for nap. 2hours ahhh. shiok. haha. i don't like afternoon naps, it makes me feel so lazy. but wat to do. its still hurting now. hmm.

kay nevermind.

ini didil. very strong boy. tak boleh dudok diam. only 6months old now, i think? cute kaan! hehe. only get to meet him if i singgah bf's place (; yan pulak lau tak keje je, dapat main ngan dier..tu pon nak pek-pok. hehe. didil likes bf better, i heard, and it looks like it la..diam aje lau yan angkat. bluek! hahaa. i want a baby in my house. (no, i don't mean to have another member in my family. tkpe lah, dah cukop ramai. ha!) didil bulat! (;

9:54pm

2008-11-16T23:20:00.000-08:00

mariaaaaa turns nineteen!had a small gathering last night at vivo with agents. me Yan and Asri were late tho. but Mr Bazli was worst! hahah. and of cause we had great times. pictures with maria. will upload it all at friendster as soon as i got them from her ay. not here. lazy ahh nk update lagi. heh. love you pretty lady!

Today we sisters went for the Puma warehouse sales, somewhere at genting lane i think, with Abg Ngah. Kecoh babe. the sisters go crazy. goood stuffs. haha. then had a light lunch at east coast before heading to bedok to pick up Kak Ayu, and off to pasir ris park for cycling! akhir nyaaa. dapat jugak i nak berbasikal u! hehe last min oi that we girls decided to join them for jogging. sweat but i feel gooood. hehe. after all those fun, dinner at changi! thank you kak Ayu (: gain balek ke? thank you Abg Ngah for the day. you've made a good catch. she's veryyy nice! hehe.

Okay dah, saye sudah mengantok. *wave*

11:20pm

2008-11-11T23:50:00.000-08:00

Another three down- Lakeview Terrace, The coffin & Quantum of Solace. hahah trust me baby, at this rate we're going, soon enough we'll be out of neww movies. Oh!, its four actually. just today we watched the REC. Goddamn horrendous! but is sure worth watching though. Boy, you guys should really watch it. Another same version of this show is that upcoming movie, Quarantine. I have yet catch HSM3.. online movie sucks. picture color all not clear at all. haha k kental. whatever.

K i'm off to bed.
to that black Lancer, yes you are lucky to get away that close. F. biar kau kene langgar sampai terbalik! padan muke. hahahahahah kay siak.
GOOD NIGHT!! (;

twenty-two!
11:54pm

2008-11-05T18:39:00.000-08:00

I'm bored.

the mentel lil sister, dihar (oh, she asked me to call her by that btw) conquered the tv straight after she got back home from school earlier this afternoon. gees. pain in the ass. haha. whats not, she simply plays all her many hi-5 vcds, one after another. I actually pleaded her to get the channel change, but no. naughty kan! geram. she is still watching that boringg show now eh.. kay fine. I admit I used to be a fan of hi-5 back then. =.='

right, whatever.
so here I am ... hello you all! (:

nothing much to update. everything seems to go just fine. yes I'm glad. work? have always been a bore. hahah. i miss the girls. and i kinda miss the straight blonde-highlighted hair. haha gatal. i wanna do some shopping. i wanna have many many gatherings. picnics? holidays? ahhh idk. kay nevermind. im hungry. toodles! gonna have my late lunch/dinner now. and i'll make sure i got my hands on the remote! nyeheh.

6:24pm

2008-11-04T23:25:00.000-08:00

he, i love.

si handsome!
(hahahahaha)11:50pm

2008-10-27T23:02:00.000-07:00

i was clearing my emails just now and i came across this sentences.

"the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

and i ended up smiling.

random. kay off to bed.
get well baby!
12:30am

2008-10-25T18:57:00.000-07:00

There is so much for me to say but I certainly do not know where to begin with. blogging was put on hold for 2weeks now; blame my laziness. hehe. and being me, i dun remember specifically what happens in between the days from the last entry. so, forget it, i'll make this short. hurhur
. . . . . . . . . .
Agents. 19/10/08. our third year raya'ing together. as usual, we were on bikes. and since those 2 botak guys (hehe!) had to book in later that night, it was kinda rushing..also due to the bad weather that day. well, we sure do enjoy ourselves tho! (; pictures are all up in friendster. raye dah nak habes, so i dun bother posting here alr. dah basi lah. hehh.. . . . . . . . . .
watched 3 movies in a week. House bunny on the 20th, Tropic thunder on the 23th and Max payne yesterday! Yes, me and bf hantu wayang. ha! and i'm still waiting for that another movie date with you on High School Musical 3 okay (;
oh! and the view up at the Henderson Waves is beautiful! really. am so glad that bf brought me there yesterday. very nice place to lepak! and you can take goood angle pictures there. it was even better in the night. erh very cold, but whatever. hehhe. hilltop walk next? ;)

at last, bf got the date. but why must it be january. dumb! and i'm getting more impatience with the several failure for that theory test. ahhhh *run in circle*

Right. tata for now~
6:10pm

2008-10-11T23:52:00.000-07:00

Happy 17th birthday dear cousin!
.........
1 year 9 month! <3
11:10pm

2008-10-07T22:33:00.000-07:00

HELLO, I'm back!Raya at kampung was oh-kay. what i observe there is, they celebrated it best on the first two days of raya. following after that was treated like normal but of cause there is still house visiting lah. so yaa.. - not that meriah like last year's 'cause we're there only on the forth ay. but its ok (: So, not all my cousins are there. Some are already back home to perak, etc. Reached melaka on the saturday morning at half past two. And was awaken by seven. Aunts had planned for day out to A'Famosa Water World. Kecoh. Yes, I had so much fun. but got so fatigued after everything. haha. night, we played the Mercuns. dangerous I tell you. I dare not go near them. Kalau bunga-api tu ok lah. heh. Sunday was house visiting. My beautiful nieces and nephews are all grown up! hehe. I didn't get to take a decent pictures with them tho. shy-shy cat. but you should see when its time for us to leave.. waaah all of them came out and line-up for duit raya! hahah. kids (; well, thats bout it.
meet my new, 2 going 3 months old baby cousin, Haziq!
cute kan. he looks so cinoneh. heheand this is mohammad!. . . . .
over here in singapore? ehhhh house visiting is not done yet! many many more to gooo. hehe. alright, very the tired now. Gooood Night semue!
12:10am

2008-10-03T16:06:00.000-07:00

BYE, I'm off to melaka.
be back on monday. taking care!
:)

2008-10-02T23:15:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya semua!

kite, anak-anak rahman :)meet my cousins! there's a few more actually.iman, naughty nephew and hakim.
more other pictures, but saya lazy! hehe. well anyway, i still thinks raya came abit too early this year. too fast. i dun seems to feel the heat, compared to the past past raya(s). heh. tak semangat langsung. i dunno why. haha. but am glad that this year i'm able to gather with these love ones. Last year's we had our first few days in melaka.
we had a long day yesterday. house-visiting till nearly eleven. to the fact that we spent more than 3hrs on each house. yeah, parents =.=' hahaa. tired nak mampos! and i had to wake up early this morning for work. boring.

thanks to all dear friends for the wishes. maaf zahir batin yer! (:
aaah dan saya rindu mama saya! it (always) feels sooo different without her around. gees. and i'm glad i have great people here with me :) Alright. sleepy-mimpi already.

(si kay-poh! policeman's daughter. hehee)
Good Night semue!
11:45pm

2008-09-25T23:26:00.000-07:00

agents; third love!
(first, bf. second, arfa&aliyah. hehee)
11:30pm

2008-09-19T07:47:00.000-07:00

If it is too much to ask for.

I'm feeling rather down now. Life's been so tiring. Nothing showed up when you expect it to come. So much has been happening, as usual. But nothing seems new. It's just so important for you to know. Maybe I'm being a worry, but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying. If you want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me there. If I close my eyes forever, would it actually ease the pain? All these messed up delusions are getting to me and I just wanna shoo them away like a peck of dust. Get out of my head; yeah thats what I said. Its not up to me anymore.

i missed my mum. She has been here with me all along. And I know I'll get the support from her. mama, why did you leave so soon. there's so much i wished to show.
i missed my girls, Aliyah & Arfa. These little ones are so good at making me smile.
Nevertheless, just know that I love my boyfriend. whatever it may takes.

A walk by the beach, with pink sunflower. Thats it. Right, I must get my night sleep now. a rest at least. blogging off. Morning semua .. :)

is it wrong to cry?
7:40am

2008-09-11T15:25:00.000-07:00

i love you baby. never less.

2008-09-06T21:14:00.000-07:00

It's the 6th day of Ramadhan! Hello ya'll (; been finding the perfect time to blog, however I get very slothful and blank when I get to this page. ha! Doing fine with fasting so far. So much of me wanting to kill the fats away, I spoil myself with goood foods during break-fast. Not forgetting deserts after that. geez. I need help. lol

Ka-chingg! Pay is in a week ago. And I have got a new baby. cNineOhTwo oi! hehe. with good functions and take sharp Pictures, I'm definitely satisfied with it. Whats more, I bought it with my own hard earn moneyy ;) but only I realized two days after the buy that I could get even cheaper cost at Comex. Crap. Kay, whatever. There's so much more I still wants to get and done with.

Today was supposed to meet the girls for shopping and dinner, but I called it off instead since I was feeling very tired and fuzzy-woozy in the morning after the interview. Yes, pray for me people. Girls, we meet next week alright? As I remembered, today was supposed to have dinner together with bf at work too. geez. I ended up sleeping till six-fifty in the evening just now, just in time to break-fast in few mins. mangkok plastic. again, bring forward to next week too k darla (:
Yesterday had dinner at geylang with the sisters and some friends. like finally, I got my dengdeng! sedap ooi!

Trying to make everything perfect; well, to make it look good at least. and pleasing people is very hard itself. Right, stay on the right track. Its not easy ya know. Mine? I am still on a bumpy ride tho; be it personal life or social. I fear the future. I wanna lead a simple but pleasureful life, not perfect but smooth. Yes, I gotta agree its gonna be a long hard way. I wonder what is ahead of me. Only God knows :) I miss spending time with myself by the beach, letting my mind set freeee.

Oh, I got a good laugh reading it. What the heck, I don't care. Its raining now. So perfect for me to sleeep! hehe. Alright, till next time.

9:00pm

2008-09-01T22:21:00.000-07:00

It's Arfa 3rd birthday!Since we can only meet the kids on Sundays, so I asked Fiza over yesterday to celebrate it with them. Yes, they miss me as much as I missed them (; Aunty Jana! here aunty jana there. hehe. Didn't get her any present tho, just a small cake will do (:
I love them to bits.
yes I love you too, yan!
10:30pm

2008-08-26T17:00:00.000-07:00

Its been raining for the past few days. So perfect for me to sleeeep; but not when comes to going for work. I'll grumble like its somebody's fault that it have to rain, like that. especially when we planned for a nice outing. wahh binget ah. ha! but yesterday was just fine :) oh thank you. met bf after an interview, for movie at Amk Hub. 4bia was definitely a unique blend of horror and comedy; and it does give a good scare-you-out-of-your-pants reaction that makes it worth the watch! I never lay my finger off from my ears; the loud sound effects really scares the shit out of me! haha. You'll have intense feeling throughout the show, you try! (;

Its the last week of August. And all I'm thinking off is my pay. hahah siak. Speaking of which, fasting month is nearing; just a number days more. The only time I can save moneyy & slim the fats down! hahah. I dunno why, but I seems to be a little bit excited for puasa. ha! Kay, its time to be all good! Busy cleaning the house & Dad wanna have new colours for the rooms; shall see bout that. And I have many dinner-dates coming up for puasa already :D oh and know what? i can't wait to get my hands on deng deng once again! hahaha what the heck, I just did mention about slimming down huh =.='

Now now, take a look at the video below! Veryyy adorable. baby nowadays. tsk! ;D

not forgetting, *shout* Happy 20cents Birthday Nadiah Raman! :D hehe. Alright, I'm going back to my korean drama!

5:00pm

2008-08-23T23:54:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN DEAREST, DYLA!
hehe. which actually falls just yesterday ;)

We had a clear view from Marina South. Yes, the fireworks were indeed beautiful! today was wayy better I suppose. (and even more packed!) Yesterday with bf, today too & together with wan! hehe. weather was bad tho. Rain'ed the whole afternoon, then continue drizzling till now. tsk!

After work around four, meet up with Nadiah at Tampines mall. Lunch'd at KFC then went for window shopping. All just because to kill the time lah. Plans were canceled at the very last minute. haiya. sad! tsk nevermind, next time k girls! .. and I waited for bf and wan at mcd interc alone after nadiah left, nearly half an hour. haha. boleh mengamok sey menunggu kalau ekotkan hati. but no, I know its pms today so I controlled the emotions. ha! :p

Kay, whatever.

Ah k this part here is for you, girls. Feel free to terase if you think you are the one la k (: the thought of you having to know/be close with someone that is somehow or rather related, really pissed me. because I want nothing gotta do with you no more. All thanks to your very nice attitude that I find it hard to forget. Oh ya, please stop viewing me lah; neither here nor friendster. gees. why bother to sebok? I dislike you, ya know?

haha some people .. *shakehead*

alright, gonna have my rest now.
Goodnight love ones!
11:20pm

2008-08-20T23:24:00.000-07:00

my ever so irritating little sister (;

me and sisters hafta entertain her while my parents' out. She loves playing online games I tell you. She can sits in front of the comp/laptop for hours if we didn't force her to stop. Yes, we hafta force! gee. game-monster. She can even mimic every single one of the character's dialogs ok! hahah. Just look at her! Tembam nak mampos! I call her fat 'cause she have the pregnant-stomach. ha! Well, she stops playing by 1030hrs just now; only until I told her about waking up to school tomorrow morning. =.='

oh! and Fidot msg'ed me on how beautiful the date is today! 20082008! indeed. once in the lifetime lah. Rock on! hehe. Alright, I'm off to bed now. working tomorrow! nights all (:

11:50pm
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2008-08-20T19:20:00.000-07:00

And I realized. I've made a promise that I'll keep. I saw how far it gets. Damn you, emotions. Whats up with me; i need to get hold of myself. 'cause it'll never do me any better. Whats wrong with taking things a little bit more positive Jannah? Grow up. And yes, never blame anyone else; for you, have your flaws too.

Yet again, I'm haunt with all this crappy feelings. tat leads me to so much confusion and depress. Was it pms? if I remember, it only comes starting of the month. blergh! I swear I hate this.

At this second, (i wish) I am up at the Cameron Highland. Stepping out of the well-equip plus hi-tech(if there is) hotel (or better, a chalet/banglow),enjoying the cold-breezy weather with the very calm-atmosphere. I'll run up the tea plantations in the afternoon, feeling feeling hindustan (haha!) and pick bright-red sweet strawberries after that! Not forgetting also, the butterfly gardens & flower nurseries then. ahh beautiful! I'll eat eat and eat anything that's halal there. Maybe I'll bring you along? erm second thought, nevermind. This time, not even with the families. I promise I'll come back as soon as I make things right.
Okay, I don't know where am I heading to typing this entry, with just hopes and wishes. tsk! I need a distraction. My mind is going nuts!

Oh, The local movie Money No Enough 2 is entertaining. and I swear its very touchy! I need tissue at the ending part =.='
and I'm looking forward for this weekend with the girls! (:

ok bye!
7:30pm

2008-08-19T23:11:00.000-07:00

kay, I screwed up.
I apologies.
I wish for one good day.

sigh!

goodnight to you.
12:00am

2008-08-18T22:51:00.000-07:00

Hey, got a little too stress up with things? Here,

see how funny that looks when the big one jerks up! AR-CHOO! ;D
does that tickles you? watch below ..

that happens when we got too tired right? (;
Cute nak mampos kan!

HAHAHAHAHA
oh god, this does really helps lighten up a bit of your stress you know. just a little laughter will make you feel better. smile! teehee. Thanks to Eeduh for showing me these adorable videos. I ended up you-tubing the other few ones. ;)

11:30pm

2008-08-16T22:02:00.000-07:00

Let me be patient let me be kind
Make me unselfish without being blind
Though I may suffer I'll envy it not
And endure what comes.

:)
10:10pm

2008-08-15T23:59:00.000-07:00

Meet Dave were rated 3 out of 5 stars. True. It is a good silly-comedy I must say. The plot wasn't up to standard, but it doesn't matter. I laughed alot and had a great time watching it tho. :)

Anyway, I have been reminiscing over the happier old times. ahh I missed it all. So much have changed since many many years back. If only there is this thing call time-machine, guess where I would like to travel? (: uhuh, my childhood of cause. where I'll meet that ever so sweet mum once again in my life. Sometimes I will wonder what my life would be now with her around. So much better I suppose. gee. Yes, I missed her that much :)

But I have no regrets. I accept anything and everything that happened now. Whats there to complain right. It was suppose to be. and I'm gonna remind myself to always stay strong and never let anything gets in my way. Because thats what she taught me to.

:)

ok thats all. Just feel like sharing something. alright I must get to bed now, working tomorrow morning. Nights!

12:30am

2008-08-14T20:35:00.000-07:00

ok, at last I got the time to get this updated today .

What have I been to lately? hmm nothing much actually. other than work, either I would be resting at home or, out with the bf for lunch/dinner. & am fighting against my laziness! hehh. Tuesday, I turned down the offer to do teaching at siglap secondary since I wasn't feeling good. Instead, I did a relief at yio chu kang primary on wednesday. Like expected, the primary three students were so noisy; I had to shout at the top of my voice to get their attentions, but that was just for a while. they will go huru-hara after sometimes. ha! Not bad tho, they listened they responded :) they even want me to come back and teach them for the remaining few lessons! well, I dun mind. teehee.

I don't like this feelings - getting all dizzy wizzy plus warm body temp which eventually make me feel so weak; restrict me from doing what I want to. The weather isn't helping either; once it rains so bad non-stop, another it just went blazingly hot! terrible. been having afternoon naps whenever I can, due to all this nonsense. wah sakit kepale ahhh.

So much I wanted to do- 1.Shopping is so at the top of my list now! haha. a very long list that is. 2.Outings with all the girlfriends! soon ok (; 3.to get a license (since I'm still doing my higher nitec back then); yes, which I already realise a long time ago that I'm taking it tooo slow! gee. what to do. money wise & also my time-management. heh. My car btt is due next two weeks. I starts reading the theories. so much to know, but so little facts in the brains. ha! and and 4.holidaysss please? (; then the list goes on..

Jeritan Sepi very touchy. sedih gile! especially when it comes to the grandmother scenes. gee. go watch it on every wednesday night then you'll know what I mean. (haha ok random)

ok anyway, parents off to melaka tonight. Like normally, we sisters didn't tag lah. busyyy. cousin will be having his engagement at Kedah. well maybe will give them a call instead lah :)

I dunno if it was just me or what. but I felt I've been always in the unfair-zone (if theres even any) not now, always. hmpft. This and that; somethings that leave me unsaid. why? I'll be asking myself that with no answer. So much so, I will (try) not to get affected and stay at the positive side. Well, some days its not even worth chewing through the restraints. right? :)

nevermind..
8:30pm

2008-08-11T23:25:00.000-07:00

Nothing has taken away from this truth:
You are a very special someone.
You are a wonderful, rare person with no comparison.
And the more obstacles get in the way of our dreams,
the more we'll need to believe.

Happy Seventeen-monthsary love! :)
. . . . . . .

ok moving on.

I seems to be slothful going to work now. but just with the thought of wanting to shop so much bring me back to track; drag myself up from bed early morning, enduring the human-jam plus slow traffic plus long journey to and fro. then i tell myself, whatever. ha! and having people like Athirah, Suharti, Kak Milah, Kak Nor and Kak Zainah at work, make the day; make good company :) but sadly one down, kak nor's resigning already. tsk!

Meet the bf after work today. Went vivo for lunch, then movie. Cinemas was obviously packed. very very longgg queues. Bf ended up booking the tickets at the AXS machine. heh. The Love Guru was hilarious! Crappy. We had a good laugh watching it. Even the closing was funny! ;) - Headed to ecp to lepak after that. Yea, just that. Who says we need to exchange gifts, spent so much on each other to make it special? (; being with him already make my day.

11:40pm

2008-08-09T20:00:00.000-07:00

:)
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE!
I personally thinks Singapore is the best country in Asia. Agree? Different races living together in the same land harmonically; Safe and clean :D

This year's ndp was great. I watched it on the way home from work in the bus, at TvMobile, and now at home. Decided not to go down to marina to watch the fireworks, since it was raining. and the thought of being with the crowds, plus I'm not feeling kind of ok, nevermind. Infact, the view on tv was better? :) Anyhoo, the 'Black Knights' were awesome! I was mesmerized by it, really. Those turns they make up in the sky without any fail. Cool ahhh. Especially the heart-shaped they made! And the fireworks, wow! ;D eventhough I can only hear the boom boom boom from here.

Stay unite as one.
8:00pm

2008-08-07T23:30:00.000-07:00

"Loving is being open to change. People are dynamic - their personalities and interests constantly change. Sometimes, this change happens slowly, and sometimes it happens in a blink of an eye. Whatever the change is, and however long it takes, you have to accept it. Even if it means accepting that your lover no longer loves you."

Agree with me?
10:00pm

2008-08-05T21:53:00.000-07:00

Secondary One can be as tough you knoww. gees. Little than I expect it to be. Some were ok, but most of them were just .. erm monkeys! hahah. Replaced one of the trainers at Ngee Ann Sec earlier today. Conducted oral test for a class of about thirty. Horrible I tell you =.=' they'll go "tak tau" at most of the questions. tsktsk. Noisy bunch; full of nonsenses. and they admitted that they gotta changed total of five teachers until this end of sessions. pianggg. One hour with them wasn't enough to get the test done with. No, it doesn't even looks like a test la kan. Seriously. ha! I ended half an hour after. And there's this particular boy; maliciously annoying. Obviously he knows nothing. and he goes "aku cinta kau!" all the wayyy; each and every questions I asked. haha naughty lah. Monkeys, totally. But it was indeed an experience tho (: Looking forward for next assignment.

I wanna go for holidays. with friends! hehe. I wanna travel lahhh. Its been quite sometimes already. Batam? Bangkok? Genting? KL? hahah anyone? (: I needa start doing some saving up already. work work workkk!

oh! I've got the green light to step into the job scope of air-stewardess ah! ;) bayekk punye.

be happy, but not bitchy!
9:55pm

2008-08-04T23:15:00.000-07:00

And so, after many many months, finally we had the time to spent together. Saturday after work, I met my two girlfriends, Nadiah and Mia. Sadly Fyra couldn't make it; she's more busy handling the maids? hahah i miss you la babe! Anyway, did a little shopping with those two at Bugis Street. Luckily I got the girls with me, or I'll ended up buying whatever stuffs I could get my hands on. gees. The tube-dresses really tempts me. I am so gonna grab a few pieces on my next pay. Lets do another shopping next month k girls! (: Off to Plaza Singapura after that to haf dinner, then chilled until around nine-thirty.

The marriage were so well-done. Modern and grand. Abang Zari had his at the Hot Park club, multi-purpose hall. The view was tremendously beautiful! The foods were appetizing. The Puteri Wedding Services catering did a very pleasing job, I say :) well, me and family didn't stay for long tho. Headed to Johor after that to do some shopping at Giant and Jusco Trebau City, then. Back home only by midnight.

Earlier this afternoon, out with the bf for movie at Pasir Ris; lunched there, Arcade'd after movie, had yogurt etc, then headed to Parkway Parade to have a drink at Starbucks and chill. oh oh! Thank you bf for that crystal glass thing. Lovely! Even now, I'm still admiring it. And those smiles. kiss! heehe.

I've been having the not-nice-feeling like wants to vomit, recently; whenever. So sick!

Alright, chiao!
11:15pm

2008-07-31T21:00:00.000-07:00

"Seharusnya mereka bikin satu kata baru..
yang benar-benar bisa ngejelasin apa yang aku rasain ini.
Satu kata di atas kata 'Sayang'-
di atas kata 'Cinta'.
Satu kata yang artinya lebih dari semua kata yang pernah ada..
Karena kata Cinta,
nggak cukup mewakili apa yang aku rasain sekarang!"

Terlalu berat buat manusia biasa
untuk bisa mengerti dan menjalani Cinta.
Tapi yang pasti,
perkawinan dengan Cinta akan berlangsung selamanya.
Karena Cinta itu Hakiki...

:)

9:00pm

2008-07-29T22:30:00.000-07:00

Alright, I'm here to get this so tak gerek thing updated again. And, I have yet to find a suitable blogskin to replace this kain batik one. boring. =.='

I got a call from the EDN Media earlier this afternoon, regarding the convectional malay teaching. I got it you knoww! excited or what. teehee. Had an appointment at the Ngee Ann Secondary next week, for the secondary one students :D They're at the last session already, so I'm doing the oral test for them. woohoo can't wait!

The whole boring afternoon I got myself busy cleaning up two of my 5-story high cupboards. gees. After so long lah I have neglected those stuffs in there. very messy, full of dirts! I sweat like babi, I sneezed alot and I itched so much. thanks to the oh so sensitive skin I have. damn. I decided to throw most of the stuffs already; books and papers. all the past thingss, ouut you go! hurhur. And its now speck and clean! at least for now? hehe (; Satisfied and very tiring of cause. Backaches and very pain breathing; which I guessed from the dusty dirts. bad ah.
OH Nad! Aku dah jumpe O'lvl cert akuuu! hehe :D

Anyway, yesterday I make my way down to the childcare with Fisza, to meet Aliyah & Arfa after work. Rindu gile ah. Glad to see that they are doing just fine. So cheerful, very chatty! heh. But with heavy-hearted, we left them after an hour. of cause, they cried. gees. and its so depressing to just look in the mother's eyes and those helpless looks on the kids. tsk. Well, sunday will be it.

OK I'm off to watch the football telecast on Brazil & Singapore (right, eventho I knew we lost) Bye!

smile.
10:30pm

2008-07-25T13:30:00.000-07:00

I know I haven't been updating as often as before. I've neglected my blog for some time already. and the reason is mainly because I'm really reallyyy busy (yea ok, not quite actually. ha!) don't bother sounds better. hehee. Well anyway I'm not gonna update on whats passed. My brain ain't helping me out in refreshing the memories. std. gah!

Work was ok. I'm getting hang of it already. Since I'm not going there every single day like I used to back then. and had not been on time lately. ha! Part-time was definitely better for that job. and speaking of which, papa saye sudah sound lagi. questioned me about school, better job, etc. putting me in deep thoughts. haiya.

Oh, I've signed up for the Convectional Malay Teaching for the chinese students by the way. Still in the waiting list tho, until any schools need a trainer. gees. Seha told me about this part-time job. She started doing a few sessions already. Fun she said; but not when those chinese students prompt you on words that you suddenly forget? ha! I have always wanted to be a teacher you knoww :D and also, I'm trying to make extra cash lah. why not.

I can't wait for the pay for this month. ha! I'm tempted enough to get myself a new handphone! haha yea, like at last? its either Nokia 5220 XpressMusic or Nokia 5320 XpressMusic. most probably 5220. cool shit lah! (; but yet again, it depends on how much I'll earned this month lah. hehe. Looking at the rate I'm working now, I doubt its gonna be much. sad. Then maybe dragged this hajat until the next month =.='

Parents were away to melaka last night. we girls didn't tag along tho, for I'm chasing my hourly-pay schedules and sisters are all schooling. nyehheh! And since I'm not working today, decided to go out for a late night supper and riding with the bf. got home only this morning around 7plus =x opps.

*looks up* Right, here you go people. I'm done; my long update. August faster come! I'm getting bored of July already; its going too slow. haaha. psst mia!, seventh or what?? wink!

much love,

2008-07-11T23:30:00.000-07:00

And we turned a month older today! (:
i love you, love!
The day was planned well. Headed to Kallang Leisure Park for Ice-skate. haha I wanted to try something different so yea.. first time and yes I admit, I looked stupid ok =S Compared to the many little ones who skates so freely, I was all along skating by the side holding the barriers. haha! Yea I was that bad. Bf did it quite well for his second time. gah! It was indeed tiring ok for a beginner like me; trying to gain my balance and do the proper skating. hehe *hide!* After skating, we had our dinner at KFC and headed for movie then. Simple yet I enjoyed myself (: Thanks Bf for tolerating with me the whole day. hehe

Wednesday night was great. Had an enjoyable time with the girlfriends. Good experience lah. (;

I'm missing someone so dearly! Two actually. Hmm I wonder how they're settling now. Looking forward to meet them both- Aliyah & Arfa. when will that be, I dunno. :(

...Alright, till then. Takecare!

2008-07-08T20:38:00.000-07:00

Hello Ya'll! :)
Okey here goes a lil update. Its been a tough week for Fisza. Me and sisters took turns helping with her daughters as much as we can. Arfa was finally discharged. Until Ibu are stable enough, Be good ok lil ones; won't be for long. Sad. Hoping justice is on their side very soon enough. Hmm (: waah rindu already.
Anyways, I missed the date with my secondary friends last Saturday. Sorry guys, I see you people sometimes alright. To Sofia, have a safe trip back to Switz tomorrow. See you again in January? Insyaallah. (:

Hancock is SuperHeroic. I have always love watching Will Smith movies.
The Strangers is a terrifying suspense thriller. Indeed. haha I got very shocked at the very last scene. Watch!
The Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian is very adventurous. I didn't catch the first movie on The Lion,The Witch And The Wardrobe though. So yes, I got confused on some parts. ha! But no regrets, it worth the money. And I later watched the first movie earlier this afternoon. hehh (:

And I'm currently craving for the ice-cream cream puffs at Beard Papa's. Was wondering at Plaza Singapura with Bf yesterday, and the colourful balls caught my eye. dangs! I'm on the website now. Looking at the pictures already making me drooling-tempted. ha!

Eh new skin! for now lah. Still looking for better ones. Because I still thinks the background looks like kain batik =.=' hehe

2008-07-01T23:40:00.000-07:00

:D IRFAN!

Cute ain't he? hehe. Its been 3days straight since Saturday, that me&bf went down to KKH to keep Arfa and Aliyah company. And Bf had a new-found-friend! Or rather Irfan found his new "Abang!" (watch the video) hahah. This boy here, he seems to get attracted to my Bf! haha. Irfan got all excited whenever he saw Bf. Very very adorable. He's well known in the ward by the way! hehe everybody loves Irfan (;

2008-06-28T23:30:00.000-07:00

Say HELLO to Arfa Darwisyah! (:
And her sister, Aliyah Qistina!
Arfa was down with high fever and admitted to KKH. Visited her earlier this afternoon with my sis. Ahhh cute gile! hehe. Arfa hate the hospital. Never leave her alone at the bed, she'll cry aloud like nobody business; You can hear her voice across the room la eh. haha. Aliyah? She seems to like it tho. ha! More&more naughty la this girl. After so long, i gotta spend time with this two today! teehee

LOVE.

2008-06-28T10:00:00.000-07:00

A very very big shoutout to dearest KINN!
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY Darla!!

hehehe.
imu la kecik!

2008-06-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

26 June.
Thursday night. Malam Jumaat.
Attended Cousin's nikah at Masjid Assyakirin.

:)
. . . . .

Had dinner with boyfriend earlier just now. eek! imu.
ok thats it. daar!

2008-06-25T14:30:00.000-07:00

Aku cuma ingin jadi terbaik untukmu.
listen and you'll know.

2008-06-24T22:56:00.000-07:00

Hello fellows.

Last Sunday I was at CGH the whole day, visited my uncle. Monday too after work; and bf was kind enough to accompany me the whole day there. Alhamdulillah uncle was discharged that day and given medication. Its sad to see him in that state. Seeing how worried my aunt and cousins were. sighh Really. Hope everything gonna be just fine. Praying for his recovery. Insyaallah. :)

Earlier today, my house electricity unit (I dunno what it's called lah. the one outside, at the door area) were changed to a new one. Electricity were shut down during the process between 830am to 5pm. What the heck right. So, I dragged myself up as early as 7am to get myself ready; I'm out of the house of cause! pfft. Nowhere to go, I followed seha to NYP. Slacked at the library with dear laptop until lunch. hurhur. Off to Am10 mcd to meet bf after that. And headed to his place then, just chill.

Thats about it lah. hah. I'm getting tired day by day. ok random whatever.

2008-06-21T19:45:00.000-07:00

EH! Get Smart is another worth watching movie okey. hehe. Watched it yesterday with bf at Plaza Singapura. Met the sister, Maira and the bf; and they planned to catch a movie too. haha. And you know what, even my sisters are out for movie. Ler. Movie booths were packed like there were some sort of a Sale or something. dang!

Work today was O-kay. Erm ok more to boring lah. hurhur. Many manyy Q calls. All the while I was half awake and most of the time i would startled upon my words; which apparently make me sound so stupid. hahah =.='

ANYWAY by the way expressway ...

Did you realise that more and more people are getting gastrics now huh. I just got a news from cousin that my uncle was admitted at CGH for that. (time check its 740pm) I wanted to pay a visit but than again, nevermind tomorrow maybe. By the time I reached, visiting hours pon no more la kan. hurhur. So well, takecare everyone! EAT healthily alright! :D

. . . . . .

*stoning away*
blanked look with mouth open, than stared at Sirah
(0_o) "what?!"
hahaha "takde, i just feel like ngangah'ing" :D
"fuck"
hahahhaha! stupid.
That happens when i got bored plus tired.

2008-06-18T14:35:00.000-07:00

"Some people change their ways when they see the light, others when they feel the heat."

Realise.

Its a pity to see the good ones turn bad. Really, its depressing.

2008-06-17T17:30:00.000-07:00

Went movie with the bf last night at Ang Mo Kio Hub(a last min planning tho). We catched The Happening. And I must comment about it -

The film begins by introducing the mysterious phenomenon, which hits Central Park in New York and later spreads to other small areas. An invisible neurotoxin is admitted into the air that causes people to become suicidal. How creepy when out of the sudden people nonchalantly killing themselves in whatever way was convenient. Like car-crashing yourself to the tree, jumping down the building, lying down at the grass getting run down by the machine(i dunno what its called lah. haha. the big machine thing that cut off the grasses.) and more others. Shit! And nothing seems helpful. The epidemic comes from nature, with strong gushes of wind running through the tree leaves and grasses to imply the impending 'attack'. It's human versus nature and Humans simply scurry for their lives like chickens. haha!
Well frankly, the film's not even explained well. After the movie you'll simply go "So what the hell was that all about?" hahaha. By the way, there's a bit at the end that hints to a continuation of the phenomenon. meaning? =.='

Phenomenon:
1. An occurrence, a circumstance, or a fact that is perceptible by the senses, especially one in relation to a disease
2. An unusual, significant, or unaccountable fact or occurrence.

Bf please read the above. ha! get it already? hahaha we both so wanna know whats the meaning of that throughout and even after the film ay.

:)

OK CHIAO!

2008-06-15T17:00:00.000-07:00

"Izdi, sape fat?"
"Izdihar!"
"Izdi fat?"
*nodded her head*
"Sape thin?"
Jannah!
*grin*
"Yes, clever."

hahahahahahahahahaha
. . . . .

Its Sunday but what am I doing here, at home? hurhur. and the lil monster Izdihar simply couldn't stop bothering me. Oh anyway, I skipped work again today. hee. ok whats new. =.=' haha

Ehhhhhhhhh!
Picnic, anyoneee? (0_o)
And I'm craving for banana split. ha!

2008-06-13T23:00:00.000-07:00

I can hardly open my eyes wide. ha! penat babe. I was on morning shift this whole week; starts at 8am for every shifts. So just imagine how early i woke up everyday. gees. But I must really thank the bf for sending/fetching me to/from work whenever he can. hehee HUG! - Damn, another day at work tomorrow. boring or what.

ok goodnight! haha ya thats it. Just for the sake of updating lah. :D

`And than, I kept on humming the song.

2008-06-11T19:30:00.000-07:00

Kungfu Panda was amusing! hehee. Went for movie with bf at Plaza Singapure earlier this afternoon. Go catch that movie people.. For someone who don't like watching cartoon movies (me), I say it worth your money. hehe k go! (:
One valuable lesson learn; to be yourself and believe you can do it. Never quit. ok? (: "I'm not just a fat panda. I'm The fat panda!" hahahaaha. ok whatever. Ya ok im off now. Wanna close my eyes and let the time pass fast. BYE! Headaches please go away!

And so, we turn a month older today. Alhamdulillah.
Lets just pray together it'll be forever, ok. ilu!

im ok, i am.

2008-06-08T22:20:00.000-07:00

:)
Went shopping with bf, kakak and Fazlin yesterday. Cabbed to Bugis Street, shop shop shop. teehee. Its been quite sometimes I grab this and that for myself. Yet still, I'm not gonna spent much though. Wait till my next pay maybe. boo!
Then cabbed to Plaza Singapura with bf. Initially wanted to watch Kungfu Panda, but the time slots were fully booked. gees! Lain kali aje la kan. The place were so packed lah. We couldn't even find a decent place to have dinner. So, walked futher down to town area, up till Takashimaya. Pancit seh! but You know what we had? Seoul Garden! :D hehee. Yummms. - And we cabbed to my place after that. Yea thats bout it.

Today, I work. No, I'm not gonna talk about it. Ok bye good night!

2008-06-07T08:45:00.000-07:00

MORNING YOU ALL!!
hehe

Time check, its 845am. Called work, claimed to be on 'MC' today, reasons of having a bad menstruation cramp. haha! siak je aku. alahh 2nd day ah, no mood. So ya, here I am at home.

Went to NZ0604Q class bbq pit yesterday - Headed to bf's place by 2pm, Jack was there too, chill kacang until 4plus, den off to ECP. So bf tell me again, ape motive nak i kluar siang2 eh? hahah *poke!* Anyway, the pit was ok. Many came only after 8pm. I accompanied bf, Asri and khai for fishing. Bf caught one! haha. Asri didn't stayed long though, had other plans. Bf sent me home around 11plus. Cis! If only I could stay, I would. haha. Nah, no pictures taken.

... So, I'm not working today. But than again, i have no plans. gees. Shopping anyone?

2008-06-04T23:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIA!!
baru 19 ker babe. hehe!
go fix a date and we celebrate it together.
who cares if its belated already. ha!
:D

2008-06-03T21:42:00.000-07:00

Yes, Bf came back from ubin safely. Alhamdulillah. hehe. Out with him yesterday. Had lunch and chill.
I was all tired today. half-dead at work. My eyes could bearly open wide. ha! ok whatever.

Ehhh suddenly I'm missing my four secondary girlfriends, Joanna & Shamihah & Michelle & Peiting! Were thinking of them, out of the blues, on the way back from work just now. ha! Those times back than. Girls, come meet me soon pretty pleaseeee. Millions of catch-ups to do ay. hehe

Also, Fyra & Nad & Mia! Biler lagi ni korang. Tak rindu aku kerrrr. JOM AH.

And I miss going to school you know? damn.

I'm sick. I WANT TO SHOP. So tell me, when is the pay, again? grrr

2008-05-31T21:20:00.000-07:00

So I skipped work on Saturday. Bf dearly came over to send me to work, but headed to Hg Polyclinic instead. Been having very frequent bad headaches and on-off sore throat; which apparently made me lazy. So ya, I got MC for that.

Yesterday was the TJC Manifestasi 2008. The performances was nice, but not the crowd tho. hurhur. Went there with Bf, his mum, Dyla, AbgHus & Gf with her niece. Maira, you did great last night! (; Well, it ended late around 10plus? yea. Cabbed to Bf's place, then he sent me home. Thank youu darla!

Today, I didn't turned up for work yet again. Why? Hmm. Just don't feel like to. The people been calling, trying to get me on the line. But ya, being degil I ignored them all. Just annoyed with the unfriendly environment and sucky scheduling. Haiz.
Instead, I tutored my Primary2 cousin mathematics and malay. waaah makan hati. sabarin aja deh aku. ha!

Yet again, I guessed terminating myself out wasn't the right choice than. Hmm I'm gonna endure just a few more weeks. Hoping the pay to be in soon. Then ask for immediate resignation(i hope. haiz!) Oh pleaseee

And tomorrow I decided to turn up for work. (sigh!)

BF'S AWAY TO UBIN!(with workmates) saye risau + kangen bangat deh! Praying for their safe trip to and back. Amin!

2008-05-29T00:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAUFIQ BIN SHARIFF!!
:D

2008-05-27T17:50:00.000-07:00

Well, hello! :D I'm back here again for another late update. hurhur. busy la babe. Anyway, had my off on last Wednesday and Thursday; Friday to Sunday worked. And AbgNgah was kind enough to fetch me from work on Sunday, than treat late dinner with sisters too, at tamp Afghanistan. hehs. Thank youu! -
Yesterday, I paitao! work. No Show! hehe. What to do, tersangat lah malas. hahah. Out with bf the whole day. (yayy!) And we watched Congkak you know! haha ok kental dah basi. So what. ha! Seram lah. Many shocking+suspence scenes. Bf gotta cover my mouth hard when it comes to the scary part and when I start covering my ears. haha! Kecoh. Heehe and Today I'm having my off. Nice. REST. *insert wide smile*

Another nine hours of work tomorrow. Than Thursday. Saturday and Sunday too. pianggg! I got all lazy thinking bout it. hahah go on knock my head. gees. June faster come lahhhh! @#$%&?!*

*Run and bang myself hard to the wall*

OK Nevermind.
Adios Amigos! Out. Izdi gaming. ha!

2008-05-21T15:10:00.000-07:00

Yay yayy today off! At last. Tomorrow too! nyeheh. Away from those eff calls. ha! I so need the break. I'm exhausted. Bearing the bad schedules made, the forever irritating calls from those fcuk people. hurhur. How stupid, after looking at how it goes, for i took this job as a full-timer. It ain't like what I expected it to be; like, no fixed off days la kan. gah! Kill me lahhh. And no, it isn't easy to negotiate with the managers to change to part-time. They'll find a million reasons for you to stay. grr. Girlfriends and Boyfriends complains. ahhh keje ku tak tentu! maaf la sangat. tsk. Yes, lesser quality time together with the love. =|

Meanwhile, I'm slowly looking for another part-time job. And decided to make that boring one a part-time too after the first pay. Ape, tak kasi? Who cares. Like as if I really need your money. humph bluek! .. Eh, realised that I talks about work each time I blog'd nowadays ay. Haiya what to do.. That was what I always up to now.

I have panda eyes. Bad eye bags, dark circles under eyes. Sick face. ahhhhh help!

AND ....

Hmmm :) I miss my boyfriend, Md Izyan. So much!

2008-05-18T20:31:00.000-07:00

aaaaah tired!
*slap me awake*
Work was o.k today. Just because I worked for only four hours. ha! Had my nap on the afternoon, which I never usually would do, until ard 7pm(maghrib babe! hehe.) I can bearly opened my eyes. gah! and I swear I could drag that till the next morning. ha! Well, another boring nine hours of clicking and repeating the same few lines again and again tomorrow, the next day after that and so on. ahhhhhhh. =.='

O.k nevermind, BYE!

2008-05-16T22:30:00.000-07:00

Its tough, also frustrating sometimes, when it comes in serving and pleasing demanding people. Work sucks this few days. So much so that I don't think I would like working there for long. hurhur. Just maybe I never done any customer service related job before. But still, Singaporeans can be very ridiculously unappreciative huh. So bossy so demanding so irritating. gawdd. Like hello!, we're doing our best too ok to serve you monkeys the right way. gunduuus! Moreover, I don't really mix around with the cliques. How nice ay. hah. Look at my May plans. pffft! Work after work with long hours. Busy plus boring. ahhhh ok nevermind. I don't wish to say more. *coverface*

Boyfriend was kind enough to fetch me from work this few days. Thank you love! :D
And hope he'll be alright ay. Pray hard. Insyaallah, amin.

I'm tired you know?

2008-05-11T00:00:00.000-07:00

and than We turn Sixteen-month today!
:)

2008-05-10T13:43:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE !! :Dahhh Its been rather a busy plus tiring week for me. Getting up early in the morning for work. (considering I suffers from insomnia. hahahah.) Traffic had never been good. And journey to and fro was worst. =.=' Work was o.k but rather not easy. Am still trying to get use to the environment. Long with not flexible hours. Sadly, my off days didn't tally with the dearest. tsk! But nevermind (: Still, I'll try find the time for joy. hehe. I want to shop. I want picnics! I want to go out with the girlfriends. There's a whole list I wants. This and That. So much, but little time. gah!

And unfortunately I'm working tomorrow lah! sucks. How frustrating, because I couldn't find any replacement. ahhhh haiyaa what to do. =|

Oh anyway, I miss this two lovelies. very much!

2008-05-05T13:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND KU !!

You're 21 today. yayy! Hope you had fun during those weekends ok. mwahs!!
The bbq was great. Celebrated an advance birthday for yan at East Coast. Tent'd for a night. Many turned up. gerek. Very much thank you to those who came ay! And lyn, for those helps, thank you! hehe. (;